i tried my hardest for you
pin me against the walls
i swear i just adore you
with all my heart

& you look past all the consequences of my flaws
oh how the world would change so drastically, if i stole your heart

you mean everything to me here in this world of ours
i’ll let you pick right at my scabs & we’ll make bloody scars

am i important to you?
maybe i lost my heart again
tell me how all we started this

i did it all myself
can’t tell you what i’m waiting for
in the underworld i dwell…

what if i stole your heart?

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

felt ur love sorround me
thought i couldnt lose
put ur arms around me 
it left me confused
took too long for me to understand
i'll always fall for you until i cant
put ur arms around me
dancing in my room

i met you around this time of year
i dont want u in my head i want u with me here
we fell in love that summer
fell out at the same time
i dont wanna trust her
im way too dependent i'll leave it to you
the knife's in my chest but i'll leave it through
i spent all my sunny days believing u

arms around me

i tasted your razor blades
i hope these words cut deep
cause you’re not subject to change

you’re such a
evil conniving lil slut
i hope they rip out your guts
i hope you go grab that pistol and turn your brains into mush

you whore

i hope you’re somewhere just rotting
in my mind i’m fantasizing 
me in the woods really quiet
waiting for you in the silence
so i could rip all the skin from your body

you’re undeserving of love
you shake my bones with disgust
i swear i’ll catch you don’t run
and stab you until you gush

such a whore

[luci]
don't let me fall
if i let you in
one to my chest just tear my skin
one to the head, don't let me live
my minds in panic, you slit my wrists
in awful times
i hate my life

i wait too long for something right
don't you take my light, ill do things right
i'm sorry

[crayon]
i lay my head in the dark
its not what you want its what you are
i know its all my fault
and i hate the way i stand
and i cant handle my friends
i think my times come to end
why would you hate me after all i did
i cant find the words to describe the way you feel to me
i cant
but before you leave
make one promise to me
you wont let me fall
you wont let me down
can you be my heart last time around

lucille & crayon - i hate my life

idk what genre to put this as. idk why this got taken down off everywhere but lucky I have a copy of it :3

addition (w_ lucille) prod me - bunii

lyrics:
get over-jealous for you
i need your soul, i'll grab the blade and teach a lesson for you
who'd ever thought i'd be the one to let you know
i hate it when you'll say you'll go, cause i'm alone
i get obsessive for you, i'm so possessive over you
i hope i'm special to you
it never dawned upon me
i'm such a peasant for you

worms inside my fucking brain
ill never, just let you go
ill never, leave you alone

worms inside my fucking brain
ill never, just let you go
ill never, leave you alone

tell me it's alright
even when you know it's not
baby it's alright
just put the blade inside my skull
and tell me that i can be the one
the catalyst is all you know
your bloody wrists tell me you love him
but i can
rip you more
i'll rip you more

worms

walk around my mind

Music And Me (Prod OK)

Professional Vengeance

lyrics:

And I'm falling in too deep
How could I just succeed?
When it's hatred that you seek
And I feel so incomplete
Never enough
Tryna wipe my smile
While I'm in a rut
As I clench my tightrope
Hope I don't fall
Cause it's unclear
If you wanna delete me or if it's fear

Cause I traveled far away
In hopes that it'll change
But my heart beats all the same
And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever, I wouldn't my worst)
(Just won't stop it's getting worse, I tried forever)

I tried forever
In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

Turn water into, wine
I fear you wasted, time
In the end I'll be alright
I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

I do this shit won't work
I'm stuck in place
It's all downhill from here

You watch as I just spiral
I can't look inside the mirror
And I traveled far away
In hopes that it'll change
My heart beats all the same
And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever)
(Lost my friends, I'm like whatever)
(I'm still waiting like whatever)
(Hope you know-)

I tried forever
In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

Turn water into, wine
I fear you wasted, time
In the end I'll be alright
I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

you just stare....

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