Copy of Indie

Prod. Injury

Ask me why i do this to myself 

id probably come up with something and lie

i don’t know why i self sabotage myself

I just want to be left alone 

though i don’t want to be completely alone 

i feel confused and don’t know why

This self sabotage kills me every time

I’m conflicted about my life 

i feel like this is all just a lie im in a high

(Im sober from you tho?)

Self sbotage

maybe  p. RFM Beats

Lyrics:

Made my mistakes
While you would watch
Me burn, and burn
But i love the thought
The thought of us
I cant turn, cant turn away
Why wont you stay
If there's nothing to change
I cant take, the pain away
One more mistake
Straight to my brain
All the memories of just you and me

Your too hard to tame
So I dug my grave
For you
Maybe I'm to blame
For all of our pain
Its eating my alive

Cause I made my mistakes
While you would watch
Me burn, and burn
But I love the thought
The thought of us
I cant change, can't change cause I

Made my mistakes
While you would watch
Me burn, and burn but I
I love the thought
The thought of us
I cant turn, cant turn so why
Why wont you stay
If there's nothing to change
I cant take, the pain
One more mistake
Straight to my brain
All the memories of just you and me

mistakes


Original track : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-k2_Liofy8&ab_channel=LolaYoungVEVO

Lyrics :
You know I'm impatient
So why would you leave me waiting outside the station
When it was like minus four degrees?
And I, I get what you're sayin'
I just really don't wanna hear it right now
Can you shut up for like once in your life?
Listen to me, I took your nice words of advice about
How you think I'm gonna die lucky if I turn 33
Okay, so yeah, I smoke like a chimney
I'm not skinny, and I pull a Britney every other week
But cut me some slack, who do you want me to be?
'Cause I'm too messy, and then I'm too fucking clean
You told me, "Get a job, " then you ask where the hell I've been
And I'm too perfect, 'til I open my big mouth
I want to be me, is that not allowed?
And I'm too clever, and then I'm too fucking dumb
You hate it when I cry, unless it's that time of the month
And I'm too perfect, 'til I show you that I'm not
A thousand people I could be for you, and you hate the fucking lot
You hate the fucking lot
You hate the fucking lot
You hate, you hate
It's taking you ages
You still don't get the hint, I'm not askin' for pages
But one text or two would be nice
And please, don't pull those faces
When I've been out working my arse off all day
It's just one bottle of wine or two
But, hey, you can't even talk
You smoke weed just to help you sleep
Then why you out gettin' stoned at four o'clock?
And then you come home to me
And don't say hello, 'cause I got high again
And forgot to fold my clothes
'Cause I'm too messy, and then I'm too fucking clean
You told me, "Get a job, " then you ask where the hell I've been
And I'm too perfect 'til I open my big mouth
I want to be me, is that not allowed?
And I'm too clever, and then I'm too fucking dumb
You hate it when I cry, unless it's that time of the month
And I'm too perfect 'til I show you that I'm not
A thousand people I could be for you, and you hate the fucking lot
You hate the fucking lot
You hate the fucking lot
Oh-ooh, and I'm too messy, and then I'm too fucking clean
You told me, "Get a job, " then you ask where the hell I've been
And I'm too perfect, 'til I open my big mouth
I want to be me, is that not allowed?
And I'm too clever, and then I'm too fucking dumb
You hate it when I cry, unless it's that time of the month
And I'm too perfect, 'til I show you that I'm not
A thousand people I could be for you, and you hate the fucking lot
You hate the fucking lot
You hate the fucking lot
You hate the fucking lot
You hate the fucking lot

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Messy [Nostalgia Mix] "Free Download"

sombr - back to friends - Live from The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon 

sombr - back to friends - live

angel — Koven Wei

Indie Pop, Dreampop, Hypnagogic Pop, Neo-Psychedelica, Indie Rock, Chamber Pop, Baroque Pop, Indie, Alternative

vanity box (sometimes life just shapes like a knife)

Beauty is Empty

Headless Horseman

Bad Boy (TREASURE 트레저 2025 Special Moment fanconcert)

섣불리 움직일 수 없는건
밖에 비가 오기 때문이야

너와 나는 
비오는 날이면
화부터 내고 보니까

너에게서 
멋져보일려고 
새 신발도 사왔지만

미운털이박힌
나는 아마 
환영받지 못 할거 같아
 난 그저
좋은 술과
좋은 음악
내 친구들이 좋은 것 뿐야

우린 그저
다른 습관
다른 주말 
그냥 그건 일부분일뿐야

니 말은 가시처럼
날 찌르고 
도망가네 
나 많이 아프다

나 재밌다고
좋다며
이제는 내게 느끼는거니
따분함 


하지말아요
지금 할려는 그 말
나는 알고있어요
할꺼잖아 아픈 말 

하지말아요 
지금 할려는 그 말
나는 알고있어요
할꺼잖아 나쁜 말 


비가내려서
바지 흘러서
케익녹아서
눈물이 났어

또 비가 와서
바지 흘러서
케익녹아서
눈물이 났어

하지말아요
지금 할려는 그 말
나는 알고있어요
할꺼잖아 아픈 말 

하지말아요 
지금 할려는 그 말
나는 알고있어요
할꺼잖아 나쁜 말 

소나기

최성 - 이번크리스마스에나는알고싶어

/ 나타날 현 現, 꿈 몽 夢 、、。꿈속에 나타나다. \

Lyrics by nangman_seowxn_ , ENEN
Mix&Mastering by ENEN
Prod by peril (@prodperil)

「 hook . seowxn 」
say i you know it 
going to live in forever
Let's leave together
I don’t wish for eternity life

「 verse . seowxn 」
Let's leave together
영원을 꿈꾸러 함께 떠나 지금
어디든 좋아 괜찮아 떠나보는거야
저 멀리 미래의 세계를 향해 
달려나가고 있어

run holding hands
영원히 꿈에서 살게된다면 얼마나 
좋을까 무거운 짐 다내려놔 오늘 
만큼은 그냥 아무걱정없이
우리 벅차게 뛰어 놀자

ready to love ready to dream
푸른색 꿈을 거머쥔 우리잖아
영원한 사랑을 해 본 우리잖아
영원히 꿈을 꿀 우리들이잖아

ready to love ready to dream
푸른색 꿈을 거머쥔 우리잖아
영원한 사랑을 해 본 우리잖아
영원히 꿈을 꿀 우리들이잖아

「hook . nangman_seowxn_ 」
say i you know it 
going to live in forever
Let's leave together
I don’t wish for eternity life

(say i you know it going to live in forever)

「 verse . ENEN 」
살아있어
그래 다 꿈이었어
자각하고 나면 깰 꿈이잖아
just DREAM yeah

봤었던 꿈은
전부 허상이잖아
이제는 이뤄질 수도 없잖아
우리들이 yeah

사실은 깨고 싶지 않았어
사실은 각오 하고 싶지 않아
푸르던 색깔은
색을 잃어가고
부르던 그 목소린
더이상 들리지 않게 됐으니

nothing to love, nothing to dream
푸른색 꿈을 가졌던 우리잖아
영원한 사랑도 했던 우리잖아
깨지않고 계속 꿨음 한 꿈이잖아

nothing to love, nothing to dream
푸른색 꿈을 가졌던 우리잖아
영원한 사랑도 했던 우리잖아
깨지않고 계속 꿨음 한 꿈이잖아

「 hook . ENEN 」
say i forgot it
going to fade forever
Let's leave, whatever
i never wished for eternity

現夢、 현몽 // w。ENEN

latest upload: 16 july 2025, 2:24 AM

file: flora cash - catastrophic (14 july - catastrophic, you're fuckin G# minor to E) studio bounce 3, 15 july 2025

lyrics:

you chew me up…
you chew me up and spit me out
i’m tired of seeing what you’ve done
i’m tired of seeing what you won’t
i’m tired of living in your home 

i’m tired of living in your heart 
i’m tired of being what you won’t
i’m tired of being what you found  
oh oh oh oh oh oh

you’re fucking catastrophic 
you’ve got away with it often
heartache
now you should know 
that i know what you are
what you’ve done
and you can’t even pause it 
hear what you are

you’re fucking catastrophic  
you’re fucking catastrophic 
you’re fucking catastrophic  
you’re fucking  

stop…
being what i need
stop trying to appease
stop being who i love 
stop being who i love 

you’re fucking catastrophic 
you’ve got away with it often
heartache
now you should know 
that i know what you are
what you’ve done
and you can’t even pause it 
hear what you want

you’re fucking catastrophic  
you’re fucking catastrophic 
you’re fucking catastrophic  
you’re fucking…  


you’ve got away with it often
heartache
now you should know that i know what you are
what you’ve done
and you can’t even pause it hear what you are

you’re fucking catastrophic  
you’re fucking catastrophic 
you’re fucking catastrophic

CATASTROPHIC

Don’t Leave Me This Way

책상에 약이 잔뜩 쌓였어 너가 떠난 날
술로 위를 씻어내고 순수함을 버렸어
난 네 몸만 바랬는데 남겨진게 많아 넘
이젠 옥상에 피묻은 옷들도 볼일없어

사랑하진 않았던 것같애
습관 못고쳐 손엔 니 머리채
네 앞에서만 Please Come back 
친구들 만날땐 실컷 자랑했어 너랑 잔 얘기

솔직히 죽일까 고민도했어
근데 나 감옥가기는 싫어서
싸울땐 인공눈물을 챙겨서
다시 널 달래고 눕혔어 bad fuck

Sorry girl 널 때리지 말걸 그랬어
사실 바람폈어 여자에 눈이 멀어서
근데 너가 제일 날씬하고 이쁘더라고
빨리 깨달았음 두세번 더 잘걸그랬어

난 결혼할 자신도 없어 이제 
날 사랑한다 말하지말아줘 제발
요샌 네 몸이 눈앞에 아른거려서
카톡차단도 풀었어 너말곤필요없어

Fuckers all 내 폰엔 전화가 수십개
약 쳐먹고 실수를 반복했
던 기억의 잔향이 푸른색
빼서 따로 모아 안정젠

씨발 난 더 추해질거야
너가 몸팔아도 신경도안써난
Sober 날 가둬줘 정신병원에
맘편히 사람이나 더패게

날카롭게갈았어
이제는 안정이 뭔지도 몰겠어
My cold heart
I dont know
걍 많은 돈과 여자만 있음돼
약은빼고
사랑을 제외한 자극만 필요할것같애
나도 날 잘모르겠지만
Can't see you babe
이젠 꺼져줄게

Sorry girl 널 때리지 말걸 그랬어
사실 바람폈어 여자에 눈이 멀어서
근데 너가 제일 날씬하고 이쁘더라고
빨리 깨달았음 두세번 더 잘걸그랬어

난 결혼할 자신도 없어 이제 
날 사랑한다 말하지말아줘 제발
요샌 네 몸이 눈앞에 아른거려서
카톡차단도 풀었어 너말곤필요없어

Sex*(Remastered)

My friend knows his friends are your affairs
They talk about you every day
And how well you fit in their hands
They even know your last, last name

Is it silly to think I ruined everything
And you’re behaving like this because of me?
Is that so narcissistic to think?

I always wanted to keep you out of that world
But you were jumping through the window
While I closed the door, turning the TV on

You were younger than me
And you always used to say
That after our 60s we would be parting ways
I never understood it
My life was in your hands
Didn’t want anyone else
To kiss my forehead

You said we would get bored
And I never understood
Until your name was mentioned
In everybody’s mouth

Little red-haired girl
I always speed up to see if it’s you
Holding the hand of a stranger
Whom you will disappoint too
After the satisfaction….

.…of your freckles and perfume….

affairs

(Verse 1)
Met you outside by the corner store
Laughing at nothing, like we’d met before
Your eyes caught mine, and the world felt slow
But we both knew we’d have to let it go

(Pre-Chorus)
Streetlights flicker, your hand brushed mine
Two hearts beating out of time
We didn’t speak, but I swear we knew
This night was ours, just me and you

(Chorus)
And we danced in the quiet, under neon skies
Didn’t care if the morning would end the night
We were strangers, but it felt so right
Lost together for a moment in time

(Verse 2)
You told a joke, I forgot my name
The city lights never looked the same
I wanted to ask if you’d stay a while
But goodbyes hurt less with a simple smile

(Chorus)
And we danced in the quiet, under neon skies
Didn’t care if the morning would end the night
We were strangers, but it felt so right
Lost together for a moment in time

(Bridge)
Maybe someday, I’ll see you again
Or maybe this night’s where the story ends
But I’ll replay it when I close my eyes
Two lost souls under city lights

falling sideways

Aurora

Indie Pop, Dreampop, Hypnagogic Pop, Neo-Psychedelica, Sophisti-Pop, Indie Soul, Indie, Alternative

Copy of Indie

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