ICANTKEEPDOINGTHIS

idontseemtofeelanymore

crying alone!

Ode To Sleeplessness

TAKEYOURLASTBREATH

lyrics:

yuh
cold stuck and picking up change for the man in the black suit
empty gaze stockbroker look me in my eyes ask what you gonna do
grabbing silver for professional digital pilfer pick pocketer
saw his numbers eyes widen finna pop out from eye socket uh
whole decimals in the bank roll got that nasa money rocket up uh yeah
rocket up
stealing money like degenerate thief with the linen pockets you aint desparate
as cold sick decrepit families grit their teeth and bear it
money aint bequeath shit to a soul rich refuse to share it
power in the things steady keeping us separate
dont concentrate lest u wish to painfully obfuscate inner thoughts which radiate optimism
bout the earth and the human condition stop altercate for a second just sit down and listen

I have no bread, therefore I starve

BIPOLAR

the tears just wont stop

was going to save this for an ep but think I will take a slightly different direction for that project...

evangelions gust (prod. sk8miles)

Man is the only creature who refuses to be what he is.

Midnight Lullaby [𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖉. Red Eyez]

Evolution [𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖉. JXLYN]

Limitless Liminal [𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖉. sk8miles]

Schadenfreude [𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖉. Blue Mask]

ty for listening 🖤 gvng

lyrics: 

I don't understand
used to have the world in the palms of my hands
I let it slip I guess I had some other plans
no one ever said
you were never meant
to find your love relent
all the sleepless nights
I died a thousand times 
sick of wondering why
I'd rather fall than fly
It's all that's on my mind 

I yell
into the void my cell
never had a heart so broke
running all the time man I got no hope
got no hope
tie my rope 
round my neck until I choke
I need to stay but all I want to do is go
spending half my life alone
memories melted gone with the snow
and killed the seeds that I sown
kill all the seeds that I sown
pain cuts deep into bone
take away my peace and defile my home

Empty (prod. MERCURY)

prod. MERCURY

lyrics:

thoughts running through my head
fast like a race

human race
human race
human race

run away
from yourself all the time
i dont know why
but
i seem to think that ill be fine
i feel safer when i cry
when i cry
you will die
all alone
in my mind

keep me safe
from the end
all alone
no one there
to save me from my own despair
my heart is broke beyond repair
broke beyond repair
dont you run
from the consequences (x 5)
i hate the 
human race (x3)

aah
ooh

run away run away
run away you run away (x4)

human .

-intro-
it was my brithday last week but
i feel like im aging backwards (backwards, backwards, backwards) 
i feel like everything around me is just
dropping away, into nothing
my disposition is
no position
its an empty feeling

-verse-
blemish my story
all guts no glory
mi amore
im dying slowly
run like the bull saying Olé, Olé, Olé

youd break too
yourself why
waste your time
wait in line
white snow shrine 
seek your own divide
should i live or die
waiting for a message from the sky
butterfly 
bottled up
nothing to see got nothing to feel
life feel like hell tell me its not real
(waste your time)
fall down 

-bridge-
whisper....whisper...whisper...

-outro-
Love is blind and god is deaf
(deaf, deaf, deaf)
that's alright
I live to breathe and then I die
that's alright 
I live to breathe and then I die...

envelop me, oh eternal worm

lyrics: 
//
weighing down
atop my head
a thousand voices
that want me dead

never never listen to a hoe
gotta keep the strap attached tapping in to my soul
toe dippin in my mind get lost in the fold
paper boy you a bitch you aint know
chasing money but you wont ever grow
money trees in my family line
straight disease growing out of my vines
man the green got a grip on my eyes
pull me down to the pit of my vice
man its pitiful straight miserable
i feel like a damn marionette 
i think i might've just met 
my match suffering succotash 
throw me in the looney bin and sing me a tune
tell me that this shit will all be over real soon
yuh

[instrumental]

lets go!
get yo cash
stack yo money son
i wont ask
(i just) 
take take take
all that i got till i break
all that i got in my bank 
woah

pitter patter
rain splatter
on my window 
as my brain gets blacker I
killed all of my damn grey matter
I killed all of my damn grey matter
grey matter (x3) 
\\

(prod. cosyboys)

je pense, donc je suis

im back gvng - 𝐘𝐑 🫀

lyrics:
//
I hear the voices of many men talking in my head
the faces that I wore and the places that I been
my feet are feeling sore yet I'm floating off the xan 
I feel like I am safer with my head stuck firmly in the sand 
when the lightning strikes twice it breaks my house made of glass
tuck my tail between my legs like a mouse and go beneath the overpass
not for certain but its somewhere I could pass with some peace
cus' the pain inside my head needs to cease

never ever felt so alone
cold callous I'm shivering by a damn empty road
over stretching on forever when it ends no one knows 
I'm twisting through the bends and I'm falling through the holes
getting stuck inside my head I'm always lost in my thoughts 
puffin running off of fumes and exhaust 
I must accept the fact I wont recoup what I had lost
spread my wings and then I'm off 
above
you're dragging me down cus' your hand fits on mine like a glove
same as below as above, float in the sky like a dove
white feather fall as I'm high had enough
thankfully callouses cut through my skin yeah I'm tough
(yeah, I'm tough)
sea engulf me take me to tomorrow
cus' today is filled with all too many sorrows 
and i aint even strong enough to match em
beat me to a pulp in such a brutal fucking fashion
feel sadistic with a passion man for pain 
rotting my body up from my bones down to my brain
man, the drugs inside my system got me hooked I cant complain
the smoke inside my lungs turns to ash then to shame
I'm just a victim of myself no one else is left to blame

an angel in my eyes yeah it came
in the night my demise it would say
it's purely all of my fault
I got the keys to my chains 
and I chose to go and throw it all away
my self destruction is the pit of my depression as I say
I understand this but I fear I lack the strength to make some change 

take some fucking time for today 
lest the flies eat your cries and you pray 
that the regret don't begin to ever weigh
slit, cutting out the fucking empty pain
they latching on like leeches man it's driving me insane

you see they suck my blood like a vamp until I'm pale
then kick me with your foot and stamp me out like I'm some mail
get underneath my skin and you begin to feel the scale
when I spit sick shit you see the venom exhale yeah
see the venom ex-hale
hearing the symphony of suffering 
timid and shy I been stuck in the gutter man
da-da-da-da-da-da stuttering mumbling dragon inside me is slumbering  uh
off of the drugs I'm recovering putting the pieces together like puzzles a butterfly fluttering seeing the beauty all over the world 
leaving the fetal position uncurled 
the time moving quickly it feel like a whirl 
stuck in the pool while I'm pissing myself like a fool 
cus' I'm missing my pot I'm a ghoul and I'm thinking about you my girl
one of a kind you unique like a pearl (x4) yuh
\\

entropy (prod. chxsebank)

snippet, working on a few songs at the moment. 
enjoy

Eclectic (snippet/demo)

*updated mix
cover art credit: lordstingray

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new track, love 🖤

Lyrics:
//
I'm stuck in the cut
choppin' up weed
downing my booze
careful the poison you pick and you choose,
pick and you choose (pick and you choose)
I'm stuck in the cut (cut) 
choppin' up weed (weed)
downing my booze
careful the poison you pick and you choose,
poison you pick and you choose

I don't give a fuck
don't give a fuck
don't give a fuck

stuck in the cut
choppin' up weed
downing my booze
careful the poison you pick and you choose,
poison you pick and you choose
(fuck)

Yuh yuh, YUH, YUH (x4)

Insi-inside your mind

Berettas be ready 
I stand at the steady
I'm blasting my bullets I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck
I don't give a- 
\\

poison

storm

lyrics

markings on his hands 
something isn't right
pull up pussy dance if I see you it's on sight 
I'm gonna rock shit aye 
pop shit aye 
knocking yo head going back and forth just like a moshpit aye
nauseous I've been sick to say the least im trying to stack my pockets fat 
keeping the blade by my side 
ready to cut out your light 
severing your connection to a higher power 
never you resting, never you testing uh
give you a lesson class is in session
you not stepping a foot up to heaven 

dig me out from inside my tomb, and let the locusts cast a curse upon my womb shit..
dig me out from inside my tomb, and let the locusts cast a curse upon my womb 

my ego telling me I'll live forever lying by my lies to take a chance take a stand see no matter the weather I'll do my best to duck the bullets blowing outta berettas while keeping everything together 
I'll lose my mind and wig out like my name was fucking Trevor 
grand theft auto the way I'm whippin it up cooking hot shit inside the kitchen say hello to Gordon for me yeah tell him what's up 
they call me the atom smasher 
breaking down electrons then I move on to the next  
dig me out from inside my tomb and let the locusts cast a curse upon my womb
 im picking roses out the earth before my body derived from dust subsides and becomes one with the dirt i won't be the first 

lost cause see you winding up to nothing cus your psyche only gnaws at your soul
pressure picking up you feel it but you say that you don't 
rise when we fall
pick the pieces up and find your resolve 
death will come when you succumb to the lies you've been told
in exchange for your heart made of gold get degraded down to nothing you will do as you are told 
bring it back to the start 
got some questions about my conception kept in the dark 
see ephemeral affection in my connections im just seeking real shit
real raw honesty honestly it's so hard to fucking find in this bitch
still I say I'm ride or die for my clique 
got my finger on the trigger better pray that it won't twitch say I'm, say I'm, yeah 
say I'm shooting out this bitch, say I'm shooting out this hoe 
pussy better run before I duck and then I fold aye 

SUCCUMB!

unrequited

marionette

MISFIT FREESTYLE!

what do dead people dream about?

the other

left behind!

Lyrics:
I am a veteran into my mind you not steppin in
my dog is on duty
destroying your face
leaving your body to waste
looking bloody and unruly
truly thought that this fool could school me 
grip my fist and clutch the clip i swear that i will let it rip i aint a bitch im peter parker with the blick i shoot my shot and then i dip
these bitches dont see me im sick and swinging from a thread
hey
bloody tools up in my shed
hey
deaf to god i didnt hear what he said
newly devoted disciple of death
glock on my hip 
scythe on my chest
run from me eternally you will rest
wretches and wickedness i need a cure for my thoughts this is sickening living im one in a million 
nah
one in a thousand at best
i just stay equipped to kill on this shit like the feds
im really a wretch
serving disciple of death
running while im gunning taking your breath

hide from the sun
in debt to the light 
go to my shrine
speaking praying to the gods that said i will be fine
i will be fine okay
feeling divine
safe in my mind 
im safe in my mind okay.. 
hide from the sun
in debt to the light 
go to my shrine
speaking praying to the gods that said i will be fine
i will be fine..

light/dark snippet

produced, composed by me. created this instrumental with the tongue drum and electric piano laying around my room, hope you enjoy! 

shapeless, formless

I am because you are.               ✿ڿڰۣ—                                                                                    𝕐 ℝ🔪
A.K.A. PYGMY THE POET
A.K.A The Shogun of Sorrow
A piece of my pervasive melancholy for the disillusioned at heart.
 
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