Blond

My homie max pulled a gun right out of my face 
He told I ain’t shi 
I ain’t no thug u got no love 
takin damn real hard say u claim but u don’t fucken aim 

He used to sit outside alone in the dark 
He used to the kick ball from house to fairmount park 

7th grade came he was high school when he changed 

I looked up to him lika big brother then he changed on me 

It’s what happened when got no love u runnin the streets 

LA galaxy he said I would see him on TV 

He would run it will the pros and travel Spain to New York 

That was his dream he told me 
dont ever forget 

12 kids in the house no food to eat 
Momma out like teen her 
Teen act like he an adult 

Sagging dickies chain all blingy 
Blasting Spm 
Kicked it flaxko kewy and others from trailer park

Vol. 1

I be sippin redrum, redrum opps made a mistake 
You dead gone 
Dead to me 
You livin fantasy 

You wake up tell me somethin not one of ur lies 
I’ll buy you Prada and ur makeup 
Then we make up tonight 

You dead wrong 
Dead wrong 
Tell me something you like 
Ik you got niggas I got bitches waiting tonight 
But right now it’s about us let’s fuck or fight 

Your dead wrong
Dead wrong 
Your dead to me

Vol. 3

I just put some liquor in my cup

She be trippin said im never up to date 

What you want said I’ll take u on a date 

So we go driving following the sun 

Shi driving so far we end in solvang


So I pour up liquor in my cup 
She loves to watch the view and smoke up on her blunt 

These white ppl they be staring up at us 
The way we dress and it’s something out of the ordinary

Finna reach for the stars far away from this joint 
I been chasing a high something I won’t get back 
But I promise I’m high all the way to the sky 
I be up in that tower look all the way down 
Remember they used to be like who is this now I’m all up in this bitch 
They told me I was jhit they laughed and me call names

Vol. 2

I been smokin on this Zaza sometimes shi js get so boring 

She asked me what I do for fun 
I tell her I sleep and pour up 

I done lost my mind I lost my hoe I lost sum shi you can’t get back 

You want it bad not bad enough 
Your not hungry for fame and glory 

Your so boring well fuck you bitch 
Been chasing fame since I was a jhit 


All I wanted growing up was the attention these niggas done had 

While niggas was flirting with bitches 

I was trying to fit In, 

Whether my moms had money for food 

She was so scared I was running the streets 

Locked away been hiding done fucked my mentality 

I was always considered so different 

I knew what I wanted in life 

To be recognized for the man I that become 

Bitches on my dick back then they called me a bum 

Niggas stealing style back then I was living off one pair 

You say that you claim streets and pop dem pistols we grew up together 

You told me all your dreams my grandma fed u at my house 

Stayed at my crib when you had no one to go home too 

Crazy how life changes when you growing up so fast 

Everywhere you go you hear that javi been the shit 
Jacki you a bitch 
Felix we done smoked together 

They all know my name

Vol. 4

Smoke in the air got that gas in my system 
You niggas act hard
I walk in with my dick soft 

Vetement jeans on me during my funeral 
The grim reaper watching my moves 
And every lifestyle 
He knows ima sucka with pain living reckless 

Say Jackie u bitch well watch I chin check u 

I style on this beat can’t fuck u I just met you

Her nigga think she faithful she running with gang 

I countin all this mothafucken cash 
Count it up
Count it up these bullet 
I flash my own gun 

I tell you that I pretty fun 
Swerve that bitch down the hill
I got me three hats that I’ve taken 

Another one breaking and entering is my living 

This nigga tryna stab my neck well I shoot em 

This hoe tryna talk to me but u not the one bitch 

Designs on my pants and shirts it’s southpole bitch 

Beating on these hoes then tell them go head home 

Scars on my face im booted ready for war 

You’ll never see me wearing clothes from yesterday 

Always change my style and life bitch I’m different 

Grew up in front of druggies and emos 
You a poser 

The typa shi you liking right now boy I been on dat

Vol. 5

I could never die with my pockets so dry 

I will leave them behind but only for a moment 

Only to catch the fame and drown in this cash 

Will I make it will make it 
Will I die trying hard 

There’s something bout the sun always go way down 
Shining right at my window gives some type of hope 

Do I really want it bad 
well I gotta go chase 
The dream that I want 
the man I will become 

Will it matter when I’m dead 
Does it matter that I live 

But I promise I’ll die 
With a mark in this world 

Too be remembered 
reminiscing bout the hugs and all the kisses 
What A crazy world we live in 
Sometimes suffer sometime lose it 
Sometimes losing all our partners and our friendship 

We been done that 
We been knew shit 
We suffer till we make it 
We take shit and ur faking 
You live js to live 
I don’t live only to live 





Who would let me in their house when my life was falling down 

I would sleep in the church at nights was so cold 

I would choke on my air
One night I done thought 
I would die right here 
I would die just like this 

I was running from mistakes so scared to face them 

Get drunk when night comes at day would run and hide 

I had dreams of following the sky 
Living to express 
My very own feel 
The city lights so bright 
It gave me some hope 
That one day I’ll conquer 

One day I’ll have the world in the palms of my hands 

I once had a dream that me and her danced 

Only for her to say good bye farewell 

Last thing she said 

Right now is not time 
If god got plans well then so be it

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