not on spotify

produced by @imtiredmusic

lyrics:

 Save me from another heartache
I promise to come back and see u one day
The sand in my hourglass falls to heartbeats
I cling to the smell u spilt into my bedsheets
I listen to my heart but it just brings me bad news
The stars in the sky burn out the same damn route
I wonder if she feels when im at the end of my wits
I figured out the code and I haven’t slept since

The wind reeks of war But I laugh in my room
Maybe if im bored I can go to war too
Bullets in my neck Shrapnel in my lung fluid
At least it missed my heart So I could still love you

Another night fucked up all on my own
Stringing out the Christmas lights from a couple years ago
Oh it hurts me to think about the times that I fold
Im Forgetting what I was as long as I keep my eyes closed
If im Lost I don’t ever wanna be found
Keep me safe but im Im at war
And Ill be standing my ground Till I die Till I die
U got me torn But im not taking no more no more no more
So burn me to tar Add to the scars
Just carry on Forget about us we’ll be alright
The mood feeds in into the tears I wipe
Oh how uve grown I can’t believe my eyes

The wind reeks of war But I laugh in my room
Maybe if im bored I can go to war too
Bullets in my neck Shrapnel in my lung fluid
At least it missed my heart So I could still love you
so I could still love you

cannibalism (hateful x moonsight)

lyrics:

I had bought me a step counter
I might as well move around more
I got a habit of always getting in the way
and Im just tryna be me better
But being me is even less appealing
When u stuck with him for the whole entire day
And yet we make it work

It feels like were losing time
So why would I wanna waste it tryna fight
I hope we arrive by the night we could try
But From the boat I see the same blue line
There’s a message in this bottle im tryna find
But I swear its at the bottom every time
Theres symbols in this text she just had wrote to me now
But I will not decipher this tonight

Look at the waves fly up onto the promenade
Day by day uh huh I cannot read my fate nuh uh
I came here to get fucked up I am not here to save ya
She told me the same Some things never change
I don’t even know myself I don’t expect u too I swear
Please don’t dig no deeper in me somethings under there
If u could see my face right now I know u’d pretend to care
Did u believe my enemies when telling u I was scared to come
Right before the pre I felt my body numb
Im Melting it feel my skin is in the desert sun
Im blowing on meteor
When I met u it felt like I was dead before

It feels like were losing time
So why would I wanna waste it tryna fight
I hope we arrive by the night we could try
But From the boat I see the same blue line
There’s a message in this bottle im tryna find
But I swear its at the bottom every time
Theres symbols in this text she just had wrote to me now
But I will not decipher this tonight

im trying to eat healthy (boyfifty x maxflynn x alexbrazy)

thankyou to everyone i know it doesnt look like much but the support i get on my tracks means a ton to me. thanks for all the love <3

lyrics: 

i just wanna ball
i just wanna fuck
i just wanna sip
i just wanna cheque

i just wanna bash
i just wanna love
i just wanna smash
i just want neck

nobody knows how im feeling you
kissing my lip and you bite it too
feelings i drown in the alchohol
i get too deep in this adderal

3 to the face i feel magical 
my girl just called me an animal
smelling the skins of these shrooms ya
eating the flesh like im hannibal

i just black out
every night its all out
i dont want no damn clout
i just want some fucking help

all this weight i fucking felt
i just keep it to myself
like why we never going out
you just taking off my belt

is that your man he outside 
pronto i get in my ride 
fuck its like 2 in the night
why he gon ruin the night

i hit that shit in july
bet that i made her my side
that girl took me by suprise
im calling her every night

i cant win
i dont work
i cant talk
off a perc

i just blow on my purp
i just sip on my surp

all these pills
they dont work
got no drive
on this earth

i just sit in my room
grip a mic get to work

i just wanna ball
i just wanna fuck
i just wanna sip
i just wanna cheque

i just wanna bash
i just wanna love
i just wanna smash
i just want neck

i jus wanna (prod. excedi)

used the beat from youtube so if bsd.u wants me to take it down i will. all rights to bsd.u for the beat

the original song is: bsd.u - memories of you www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQ2iGiDUBC4

bsd.u: @bsdu

thankyou to everyone i know it doesnt look like much but the support i get on my tracks means a ton to me. thanks for all the love <3

death (prod. bsd.u)

excedi: https://soundcloud.com/excedix

thanku to all u guys <33 ur support means the most :)))) <3

fiveofive (prod. excedi)

wait on me (prod. killedmyself)

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

lyrics:

woah u went and switched up on the kid
set free from the pressure of ur grip
set free to the nothing i had missed
sent straight into reality again

night i take my medication
fits my body to my placement
my minds full of broken places
take the drug fill the spaces
it just put me in my placement
it just made me feel amazing
i dont need any assistance
i dont need any vacation

i dont need any vacation

audio through my head make it pound
seeing sounds u should be glad u aint me ya
long nights blowing smoke into the street
through my teeth blurry sleeps every night of the week now
focused up having visions in my dreams now

woah u went and switched up on the kid
set free from the pressure of ur grip
set free to the nothing i had missed
sent straight into reality again

reality (prod. 4or3ver)

lyrics:

ive got too much to die for
3am and my eyes sore
i think i smoked more
then i was good for

she says that she loves me
layed out naked in the pine leaves
she said baby its cold out
but ive got my own heat

please can u hold me
these memories haunt me
so please can just control me
and pretend u love me

i need it so bad
i hope that u know that
these scars dig in so deep
my mind was never one to hold back

all u left was ur coat 
i could float on my words if i chose
i could choke on the do and the donts
i fix everything i had wronged
but ud pick it apart and just tell me i should go

tell me i should go
rum is in ur coke
i could see the bag that u were using for the blow
i dont fuck with them
but i guess i fuck with u
so if u want me to go i guess that thats what imma do

u tell me im lost 
but i fell in love with u
im really only lost
cause i know im losing u
great ok thats cool
guess its bye from the door
id say text me when ur home but i never hear from u

please can u hold me
these memories haunt me
so please can just control me
and pretend u love me

i need it so bad
i hope that u know that
these scars dig in so deep
my mind was never one to hold back

luv me (prod. kryptik)

produced by biv

lyrics:

she a trend setter
no description fit her better
elitist mindset
as she reads out every letter
many men she leads
have never even met her
concern for profit
lets her keep them all together

she dont
give a 
fuck

if they
wanna
get a 
nut

she know
what she
feels is
fake

good in
tentions
never 
stay

okay

badass
bitch i
know

smoking weed
and snorting
blow

its like
every
friends a
plug and

she just
takes it
to the dome

fucking with her on a
nother level

manipulate minds
and my thoughts deshevel

dark times
brought on
by attraction

know you thought that shit would never happen

open up get crunched like captain
lose all will no smith no power
no more 
brains hold keys 
none of these keys open up one of these doors

pours
pouring out sweat
no regret
no fear
no time
to feel anything but fine

no how could you do this to me
how could i do this to me
sprinkle some love into lust
and you could take control of me i garuntee

i make deal of it
maybe that why keep watching me bleed
like you feed on it

she dont
give a 
fuck

if they
wanna
get a 
nut

she know
what she
feels is
fake

good in
tentions
never 
stay

okay

badass
bitch i
know

smoking weed
and snorting
blow

its like
every
friends a
plug and

she just
takes it
to the dome

idc (prod. biv)

produced by 9TAILS

samples from kingsway music library

lyrics:

i dont wanna get too fucked up
i dont wanna get too wasted
2 shots down of bacardi black
and i dont know where my face is

why do i drink this if it tastes shit
cookie smoking spaceship 
dark backyard for the 5th damn time
in a week i need to stop this

listen to me girl
angel and demons
fill the world
i cant protect you for much longer theyre stronger 
than i can handle
a vandal upon my soul
i could love you until im cold
but i doubt the quality of my loving is close to gold

enough to hold
you down
stay around
stick around baby
stand your ground

looking down baby 
fix the frown
stay around baby 
stay around

i wanna die right now fucking right now
switch up in two seconds im just starving craving any help
dontchu yell
sweaty in the summer 
in my bed im screaming while i melt
terrors in the night 
i started becoming scared of myself
woah
talking to the mirror
off the drugs while im alone
i took out my septum and i threw it out onto the road
looking for identity
than throw that person to the floor
i might throw out everything
my shoes my hats and all my clothes
yo

this is not new to me
happens every night
happens every time i have too much im out of line
my friend dipset for the re-up cause he out of lines
ask me if its cool to use my dresser i said i dont mind

i dont mind
everybody on a seperate path these days to try and lose their life
its not our time
but why the fuck we acting like we outta try
what the fuck i gotta hide
damn

experiments
build experience 
dont get lazy though thats how you lose a friend
premature end
tear shed
so preventable
its so sad
a best friend
its too bad
theres no back
once you fall in
your brain is
quickly filled with toxins
a pill reacts with your perscription
breathing heavily
do you think ill live
could you hold my hand
my legs feel like sand
pins and needles
crawling up my back
neck numb
and my heart slow clap
someone bring me back
someone hold my hand
could you have

enough to hold
you down
stay around
stick around baby
stand your ground

looking down baby 
fix the frown
stay around baby 
stay around

stay around

produced by 9TAILS

I don't wanna say this twice
I'm gonna need to draw out the boundaries
I don't wanna get too middle man
I don't wanna get too nice

clothes look not so nice
right hand got a green vice
black tracksuit pants
Kappa girls on the side

my main chick in a chauffeur whip
suicide on the side
when I start living life
I'll appreciate all I survived

living life on the edge
all because of my time inside
all my accounts got my face on em
man I'm really not tryna hide

really not tryna hide
really not tryna hide
chilly evening I'm under ceilings
but I'm really not tryna hide

really not tryna hide
I'm really not tryna hide
pale as fuck in my room all weekend
but I'm really not tryna hide

green eyes
cry a little
a dream is shot down
but dreams are fickle

baby when you're tired of life
the pain's a tickle
the deepest songs
double up as windows

and the wind blows
but I am stiff now
when I tap out
there's little I will miss now

his mind grows
as he digs the mold out
the evil's all gone
but all he's left with's bone now

as time flows
I get tired out
I been worn down
it's freezing in my chest now

it's so cold
his heart froze
girlie make him feel good
but his soul is metal

really not tryna hide
really not tryna hide
chilly evening I'm under ceilings
but I'm really not tryna hide

really not tryna hide
I'm really not tryna hide
pale as fuck in my room all weekend
but I'm really not tryna hide

hide n seek

produced by 9TAILS

I might slide through
if I feel you
if you really know me
and what I been through
first hand
what's on the menu
whispered in my ear back at the venue
I need you
I could be the one to feed you
what you crave boo
I am hopeful that I can save you
you hate me
I love you
something that I must do
I know the struggle
I can't sit back and just watch it take you
watch it break you

I just need to find myself
I cannot take this fuck shit
faking like friends just to chase new wealth
don't stop if they gotta cheat, steal, sell
I smell that aura
eyebrows melt
way too strong
couldn't match the scent if I was smoking top shelf

eyes bright red
and they green like elf
will so strong when my mind so gone
scratch plans like feral cats
make new jingles like ferrell elf
wrestlemania title belt
when it comes to doing it by myself
I don't feel to hot in my mental
but I write as my outer self
bowl piece full of pot on the menu
my methods are killing my health
I'm overworking myself
I'm low on stories to tell
I started searching for topics inside of me
I tend to pick on myself
I tend to beat on myself

I been willingly naive
to the operation of the earth
people lining up to guide me
like their own life don't work
feel like dirt
when they mass reply me, fry me,
tell me to get back to work
mans still sad and he needs my words
lately they would take it all except my shirt
except my tee
killing myself with the do re mi
this music bleeds
it's what I need
what I need

I might slide through
if I feel you
if you really know me
and what I been through
first hand
what's on the menu
whispered in my ear back at the venue
I need you
I could be the one to feed you
what you crave boo
I am hopeful that I can save you
you hate me
I love you
something that I must do
I know the struggle
I can't sit back and just watch it take you
watch it break you

I don't speak well
I don't text well
I don't love well
searching for a time
when I had memory for storage
nah
like a careful thief
it never rings a bell
what was life before the smoke smell
before the yellow spit
I hear the lunch bells
talking way back
lunch packed
stuffed inside of my scooby-doo knapsack
throwback
flashbacks

in my dreams I guess I'm missing that
I'm the same me as that child
it's just not as hype now everytime Santa's back
life got whack
times changed time flew so much faster past
reach out grab my hand
one wrong move you're on your ass
fuck the facts
sometimes we just want our feelings backed
I'm never laxed
mind been way too active to even think of rest

I might slide through
if I feel you
if you really know me
and what I been through
first hand
what's on the menu
whispered in my ear back at the venue
I need you
I could be the one to feed you
what you crave boo
I am hopeful that I can save you
you hate me
I love you
something that I must do
I know the struggle
I can't sit back and just watch it take you
watch it break you

I know you hate me
and I don't blame you
yuh

thankyou for listening

late pm

produced by 9TAILS & G9

lyrics:

9TAILS:
cant wait
I gotta vacate
party had closed down
and I brought the gas down
got orange hairs in the kush
im blowing soundclouds
you looking dead weight
look at me sideways
you know I eat hate
I got a full plate
ill bring a second around
fire they hosing me down
people are slowing me down
loud keep on blocking em out
I guess im buying an ounce
up
fuck it im buying a pound
keep it around
I never drive but all of these gas prices are
cleaning me out
skrt skrt
in a Gucci cloak
girl in fendi fur
look at her
she want Toronto's touch
she feel like the spurs
oh my word
pipe it down
for the 6
she 9'd it first
she Manhattan with the top
2009 with the jerk

SAVAGEGA$P:
I said like not again
oh my god im lit
oh my god im lit
im off the shits
I got stupid fits
and some Gucci kicks
its fuck em then
I don't need no friends
they can suck my dick
im going in
I cant hold this in
want it all 
I said like 2-2-3
like can you end this please
like how'd I get this key
like why did it choose me
but look like man I feel like drado
poppin like a draco
and im in the 6 dog 
cream soda faygo

9TAILS:
I done got my ticket now im sleeping out in new York
shitting on these rappers dreams I see em Freddy Krueger
when I shoot my shots I shoot my words hit like a ruger
I done quit the job and dodge that school like Ferris Bueller

I done got my ticket now im sleeping out in new York
shitting on these rappers dreams I see em Freddy Krueger
when I shoot my shots I shoot my words hit like a ruger
I done quit the job and dodge that school like Ferris Bueller

NY ft. savagegasp (prod. 9TAILS x G9)

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

leeroy (prod. brokebwoy)

satellites (prod. hidden oasis)

my time (prod. sarcastic sounds)

sadeyes - 8PM Ft 9tails & Guardin

autopsy (azula)

CELTY: https://soundcloud.com/fearofcelty
SEWERPERSON: https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson

SWAINE IG: @swainesworld
SWAINE TWITTER: @swainesworldd
SWAINE DISCORD: https://discord.gg/pZwkQNj

lyrics:
[SWAINE]
rollin round in a stolen cop car
siren buggin out like a glitch inside the graphics card

fuck gifts, im the grinch, i just drop bars
oldschool motherfucker young but my hearts in the

90s i just do it how i please
no rules, no police, mile long rap sheet

oh my god run if you see me on a beat
ill never come clean, how i do it this clean

creep
tip toe around while u sleep
im up inside their dreams like freddie but its me
"im drownin', tommy" like jason in the lake
grab a rake, get the leaves in order then break

fake 
i dont slither round with a snake
still rigid, like a knife blade
aim it for the face

aimin for the greats
big boss, movin silent, slow paced
heartbreak swaine
leave em flattened like a crepe
battle like im conan the barbarian

this whole fuckin area my shoulders been carryin
im collectin teeth like a fairy is
me and celty finna show you what scary is 


alien spandex
im comin out of space like im healin a complex
im runnin out of states like im runnin for congress
i digress

show me whos next 
i bet im them 
so many songs its never an end, endless
fallin down a hole, walls smoothed, you cant catch edge
ballin like im dennis rodman, defenseman
 
never miss a target im marksman

[SEWERPERSON]
23
retro 7 feet like im 23
guillotine
his bitch gave me head no guillotine
purple pee
all this drank im sippin suck my energy
every shot is going in i guarantee
bounce back
i just grabbed an ounce but where the ounce at
chest that
heart attack
7 gram blunt bouta blow my fucking chest back
pretty lil bitch had said she wonder where i stay at
owls on my clothes inside my closet where i lay at
if im in the field i feel like jose reyes
fuck her thru the night and in the morning make a day appt
she need a place to k at
fuck that
backwoods guts tasting like i got a lip packed
rollin keef dust and im bouta take a big nap
his bitch made me bust no click clack
shiny on my neck cost big racks
shiny on my neck like an ems dispatch

not on spotify

mercvry