recorded room 107 cedar falls

it gets so cold this time of year
the winds blowing fast and loud and clear

the leaves are all falling and so am I
ig that this is how it feels to live a lie
n all the sand in the road is a telling sign
that if I fall beneath the moon ill freeze tonight

I gotta make it thru the night
I promise that I wont lie one more time

ill make it thru the fucking night

make it through the fucking night

everything
that I've done
in the last 3 months
has been a failed attempt 
at distracting myself from 
how much it takes 
for me to wake up 
in the morning now 
oh how
did u forget me
 so God damn easily 
I screamed your name 
but I guess u didn't hear a sound
and every song I fuckin write 
until the day I fuckin die 
will be about you babe 
I'll never care how much u hate me 
I know ur boyfriend knows I'm crazy 
I can't stay away 
cuz everything 
that I've done 
in the last 6 months 
has been a failed attempt 
at distracting myself from 
how much it takes 
for me to wake up 
in the morning now 
oh how
did u forget me
 so God damn easily 
I screamed your name 
but I guess u didn't hear a sound

everything

we broke up it was 2 complicated 💝🫡

its complicated

written, performed, mixed, and mastered by lil wet wet and m0thlab
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the batcave

lil wet wet x m0thlab - pdx freestyle (+ homecomingqueen)

me and dead boutta take over <3
go follow the homie https://soundcloud.com/deadinsidexoxxo on soundcloud

(prod. lilbuscuit)

exotic ft. dead inside

livin on the edge its getting lonely
funny how these people think they know me
i miss my friend rip 2 foley :(
u know i gottta do it 4 the homie

try to stay clean but i cant listen taking all these drugs hoping that it fixes...
all my problems i cant solve em..
i cant fight this miss yr guidance

i just took a bean n now im drinking in the parking lot
i just took a walk into the bank n now im cashin out
all these fuckin faces in my face cant stand it now
they trynna talk this money but im only hearin "blah blah blah"
all these bitches tell me that they luv me think theyre oo la la
they wanna try 2 "fix me" think thats funny makes lol
and i cant, i wont lose
ill live just 4 u

u wanna know how 2 be my friend well u gotta get the check then maybe we can talk about it...
u wanna get high like me slide home w the 3 then maybe we can talk about it
i know u wanna do the lil dance, see the money in my hands man ion wanna talk about it
they tryna be clc ya they actin like me man ion wanna talk about it!

i just took a bean n now im drinking in the parking lot
i just took a walk into the bank n now im cashin out
all these fuckin faces in my face cant stand it now
they trynna talk this money but im only hearin "blah blah blah"
all these bitches tell me that they luv me think theyre oo la la
they wanna try 2 "fix me" think thats funny makes lol
and i cant, i wont lose
ill live just 4 u </3

RIP FOLEY (p. flesh golem)

@lovelikelight w/ @swm87654666

prod. by @yungshame & @pvscale (RIP <3)


CBXGang x VMG


Suave Life <3

Like Okay w/ GHOULIX (produced by Pvscale & Yung Shame)

love is

produced by : @43vaa x @Taylor

ft. : @mitoriasa

ANOTHER TIME ANOTHER LIFE ft. mitoriasa (4evaaxx x Taylor Morgan)

Had You W/ Frankie Doppler (prod. by Ugly Zucc & YungJZAisDead)

✨Had You✨ w/ Frankie Doppler (prod. by Ugly Zucc & YungJZAisDead)

prod. @irby314

lyrics:
nowadays everything just seems to hurt me
feeling like life as a whole has done me dirty
not getting love from anybody
yelling all my thoughts and feelings straight into the void
I want a connection that's everlasting
people only care about me in passing
now I'm sitting all alone wondering if I did something to cause things to be this way
broke friends keep dreaming about what they could be
while rich friends don't seem as happy as they should be
I can't find any inspiration
my apathy strangles me
it's getting too hard to breathe 
I'm constantly getting upset about shit
something will bother me, I'll forget about it
then still feel upset
even though I don't remember what it was that made me feel that way
surrounded by all this stupid immaturity 
going online, seeing dudes pushing 30
still posting on facebook about metalcore bands they listened to back in 2008
seems like all of my friends who make music are glowing
I'm lagging behind
they never send me opens
I feel like a failed artist 
but I guess making music's just a dumb childish hobby anyway
I've taken too many blows that weren't softened
and been used as a punching bag way too often
by people who notice things in me that they hate about themselves
dumping their shame onto me
I do it too, just not to people's faces 
but behind their backs because that way's the safest
most of my hatred stays hidden
just lurking in the shadows where no one can fully see
my life is the worst that its been and I hate it
but every single time I try to escape it
I just end up reverting back to my old ways
it seems like people rarely actually change
I'll only cheer up to ultimately feel sad
a drug binge right after getting out of rehab
all of those addicts are so far gone
I don't have hope for anybody much less myself
I regret not having a life that's fulfilling
like going to work in a government building 
saving money to buy a house
with a backyard to unwind in at the end of the day
spend my weekends hanging out at a cottage
reminiscing with old friends about college
instead I'm here by myself feeling embarrassed 
with nowhere to be and nothing to say

everything

viscous loogie

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