life is pain remix (soulsequoia + glaive)

ALONE (ft. 1o6)

produced by me
written/mixed/mastered by me
cover illustration by server (https://serverxyzz.carrd.co)

[lyrics]
~verse 1~
i like to keep things close to the same
got personal problems adapting to change
i always plan things so far away
but when i get started its far too late
i like pretending i know what to do
like if i really feel at home then itll all come true
i like pretending ive made it on my own
when it could all end with a phone call home

~bridge~
god, its so hard
to juggle all the things that have been handed to me
but i cant stop
ive got to get back up

~chorus~
so im step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
maybe i just need something,
something to keep me down
it feels so lonely when i dip
my head into the clouds
this gravity's too open
sometimes i miss the ground
it feels so weird to kiss the earth
i wanna get right back to
step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
(step, step, step step it up)
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
(step, step, step step it up)
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop

~verse 2~
i try to sleep well, but every night
i cant shake the feeling im wasting time
ive gotta sink before i can fly
but im still afloat and i dont know why
maybe its all gonna slow way down,
thats all i can hope for, but i still dont know
i roll with the punches, i live in the now
i take a step forward and i double back

~chorus~
so im step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
maybe i just need something,
something to keep me down
it feels so lonely when i dip
my head into the clouds
this gravity's too open
sometimes i miss the ground
it feels so weird to kiss the earth
i wanna get right back to
step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
(step, step, step step it up)
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
(step, step, step step it up)
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop

Steps

alt version https://soundcloud.com/katiekross/as-far-as-i-know-v3/s-JkltnNprDae

at 2 am i fell asleep while talking
i wasn't supposed to
at 6 am i lost myself
i figured maybe id just ghost you... cause i had to

so ill plan my escape
even it takes me days
cause as far as i know
im the only one that knows the real me
no way back home
not much left to go

how hard is it to follow one instruction
hyperfocused - all you do is stare at nothing
how hard is it to fucking pay attention
dont act like you have better things to do

as far as i know

dirtbagggggg

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@aftrr
Nothing Lasts Forever.
Out now everywhere: https://linktr.ee/Qliche

Lyrics:
Voices in my head feels like im just in a bad dream
People like to talk because theyll never understand me
Now im moving up please dont think we on the same team
Just because I flex doesnt really mean im happy
90 on the dash think ill end up going faster
Life is such a bitch there's no happy ever after
Overwhelmed from stress yeah im falling under pressure
Temporary love yeah nothing lasts forever

Im a mess now
baby watch me fall apart (yeah)
Got that iron on me
Now I feel like Tony Stark (yeah)
I might drop a couple bands on a bad bitch
Oh my god
Baby flexing is a habit
Wait until this shit drop
I just wanna wrist watch
Shawty like my songs yeah
Now she wanna make a tik tok
Haters talking shit again
I dont think it'll ever stop
Like im playing valorant
It'll only take a headshot
I dont understand it
When you tell me you want me
And we both know the truth
That you dont really mean it
And im hoping to prove
That everything has a reason
Until I find out the truth
Ill just sit in my room with these

Voices in my head feels like im just in a bad dream
People like to talk because theyll never understand me
Now im moving up please dont think we on the same team
Just because I flex doesnt really mean im happy
90 on the dash think ill end up going faster
Life is such a bitch there's no happy ever after
Overwhelmed from stress yeah im falling under pressure
Temporary love yeah nothing lasts forever

aftrr:
Consequences bitch ill worry bout it later
I could up the mag on anybody thats a hater
Only shop at Saks u still be trappin out the savers
I aint fwu lil hoe i cant save her
You the baddest little biddie of the bunch yeah i know
Im the hardest of my city everybody know fosho
everybody i love wit me got my back when shit get tricky
Its nobody that could shit me they cant match my glow
I could burn that bridge
I could close that door
Ill still have myself
Ima get me more
Went from broke to rich
Never needed help
Spend it on my wrist
Like what u waiting for like what you gotta say to me
Im waiting on the floor u miss me no surprise to me
We had something u needed someone come confide in me
I got nothing to give up so come take it all from me

Nothing lasts forever
Nothing lasts forever no
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing lasts forever no
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing lasts forever no
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing lasts forever no

Temporar(y) w/ @aftrr

I

Lyrics:

You cut my breath short when you walked by 
I tried to speak but I was tongue tied
Think I’m letting you down but i hope you don't mind
Cause when it ends I wanna be by your side

Don't you care even just a little bit? 
Yea, don't you dare find someone that's not me
And I can only hope that it’s not make believe
But I think the frost is thawing, finally 

When will it be enough?
Oh, when do I gain some trust?
I’d try to change if it meant you’d let me call you mine
You still don't get it, do you, now?
You can't imagine half of what I’d do for ya

And the list is long
All things that I've done wrong
All the reasons why I fall
And to be honest I wish I didn't care as much as I do
Cause now I only depend on you
But I can't help it, all the other paths just seem to be so blue

So tell me, when will it be enough?
Oh, when do I gain some trust?
I’d try to change if it meant you’d let me call you mine
You still don't get it, do you, now?
You can't imagine half of what I’d do for ya

(Ha) 


What I'd Do

change my mind cover

this got taken down 2 times before posting (sc don't get ur lick back pls)
i tried to mix and master idk how

[start]
baby popping percs
man she feeling like she famous
she want talk about my name
thats ignoramus
got a 100 round draco it gon' baim shit
got a choppa on my soul
no ion play fair

[middle]
cocaína boy im steppin in
she don't wanna fw me thats dangerous
ion give a fuck about no politics uh
ion give a fuck
boy i'm over it.

[end]
baby popping percs
man she feeling like she famous
she want talk about my name
thats ignoramus
got a 100 round draco it gon' baim shit
got a choppa on my soul
no ion play fair

famous [p. Rollie]

that's what you get (paramore)

trash dump
@lowernem

i just mix old shit like what’s new

that's what you get (paramore)

nem

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