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tell me (awwboy)

when im eighteen w/quannnic

mixed by plugp
(side note)- its ok to be sad or to cry

lyrics:
Does it hurt when you say u hate yourself
Putting others first then your mental health
I got good at faking confidence
Its a party of two and there’s subsidence
Im not good or bad im just decent
Im just bad at explaining how im feeling
Didn’t mean to let you down
Didn’t mean to scare you now
If I tell you how I feel you Im scared you'd turn around
And yeah im scared of that
Wish I didn’t tell you that
Ive been trying to open up but you don’t call me
But im a mental reck
Im holding on at best
Ive been trying my best but im not good enough

Does it hurt when you say u hate yourself
Putting others first then your mental health
I got good at faking confidence
Its a party of two and there’s subsidence

Ive been running for a while nothings getting better
Everyone around me is doing so much better
Post a blurry picture of a moment cause I miss it
Im a shitty person but I feel like I acknowledge it
I don’t like to stand out maybe not that obvious 
And every time I call you up I feel like I’m obnoxious 
And that’s how I feel 
That’s how I feel
Please don’t walk away if I open up
It would mean so much
If you just let me talk
Please don’t walk away if I start breaking down
I don’t like to cry so I get teary eyed

Does it hurt when you say u hate yourself
Putting others first then your mental health
I got good at faking confidence
Its a party of two and there’s subsidence
Im not good or bad im just decent

pls dont go if i open up :/ (prod. plugp)

credits to Joji for the instrumental. 
original song - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bv-1BnoB75k
ukulele and mixing done by me.

my socials
https://www.instagram.com/starfallxo/
https://twitter.com/starfallxos
kyra's socials
https://www.instagram.com/kyrncl_/
https://twitter.com/kyrncl

lyrics -
there's two of us in this room and nobody can hear us,
i'm wondering maybe, would you be my first
i'm trying too hard to make sure i don't mess up,
i'm falling apart and i can't keep my head up.

speechless.
before i fell in love with you girl,
i never had any weakness.
completeness.
a a a a

i just can't believe you wouldn't try,
after everything i've sacrificed,
for you to catch my fall,
for you to give your all.

speechless.

it's something about the way you move,
it's something about the things you do,
no i don't have anything to lose,
and everything i did, i did it for you.
x2

[ @nclkyr's part ]
ohh
everything i did
was just for u
and all i wanted to is
all i ever did is to

walk alone the streets tonight
just to make u hold me tight
and i cant stop it
i cant stop it

speechless w/ kyra

produced by @melv_of_oniba
my socials]
https://www.instagram.com/whoiskaido/
https://twitter.com/kaido2k
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ty for listening :)

(n all othr plats too)
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[Lyrics]
bro i can’t focus good
and the same thing that i did
i guess that i’m just fucking hoping that
and the same thing that i said
well like i lied but now i’m over that
i know you’re wishing that i’m dead
i’m not down bad
i can’t go out like that 
fuck you and all your friends
is what i’d say 
but i’m not mad like that
i know you’re wishing that i’m dead
i'm not down bad
i cant go out like that
i gotta heater when i step
like when i walk 
i like to dump back 
you been living in my head
unlike everything i could-
fuck that
give a fuck about a rough patch
i know you’re wishing that i’m dead
im not down bad
i cant go out like that
i gotta heater when i step
like when i walk 
i like to dump back 
you been living in my head
unlike everything i could-
fuck that
give a fuck about a rough patch

you said that you know how i feel
oh do you?
and everything that i said
goes right through you
you said that you know how i feel
oh do you?
oh do you?
chik pow!

focus

sad song i made last summer because i was in pain lol.

butterflies [2020]

produced by soju!! @buginfestedfloorboards (go follow them rn)
my ig: https://www.instagram.com/whoiskaido/
bird: https://twitter.com/kaido2k
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spotify
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0UENogXhLeGTZjub4eejjX?si=1qMa0dAtQrSr3Yx8mqphnQ&dl_branch=1

ty for listening :)
[Lyrics]
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

why would i wanna see that
its cool id never be there
never gave me a reason
been like this every season
i wish i could help you
i don't fucking know how to
and everyone doubts you
fuck everyone that surrounds you
i've got a silly dream
its better when its you n me
feel better when you're feeling me
well can you fucking stayy
i don't wanna be away
i gotta hit it off
its reoccurring in my head
tell them to fuck it all
can we just end it all
can we just break it off
do i look better off
i don't wanna be alone

you sit in her beauty
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

recluse

prod me

lyrics:
it started with a kiss
and ended with a smile
and when i felt your lips 
i was frozen for a while 
and when i stared in your eyes
it made myself realize 
that your the one for me still

fight after fight
one led to another
night after night 
i would talk to your mother 
but shit dont feel right 
but why should i bother
because i know about the 
truth

shit dont feel right 
but i cant look away 
the green has left my eyes 
girl can you feel my pain
i see you in the sun
while im sitting here in the rain 
i gotta keep on going
so i can see you another day 
LIKE

oooooooo
i gotta keep it going 
im like
oooooooo
this water keeps on flowing 
im like 
oooooooo
ill make it out of this alive
ooooooo
i told you im a special guy

fight after fight
one led to another
night after night 
i would talk to your mother 
but shit dont feel right 
but why should i bother
because i know about the 
truth

but the truth is im hurt
and i dont know how to fix it 
see your messages on my phone 
see your the one that im missing
i wish that i could clone you girl
fuck now im trippin
id call your fuckin number
but i dont want to risk it

iris

prod. @ayyitsryo + 333ri + me

lyrics:
i
i've been doing all right
going thru another "break" again
and fake amends
i sit thru all her lies

i've been asking u
why
are u wasting ur time
it will never be the same again
we play pretend
i sit thru all the fights

i've been walking on glass all weekend
find your reason
to fight again tonight

when i'm yelling till u cry again
and lie again
u want it

fight again
and die again
i'm on it

why do u keep asking what i'm on

it's some sick
entertainment
living off the drugs and a love that is misery

quick
a replacement
urs is more significant than all the other drugs i'm on

if i'm feeling better i'm not quitting i'm just moving on

i might leave a letter on ur mattress at the brink of

dawn again
i'm wrong again

i wrote another
song again
about ur friends

i've tried too many times to pull these strings back to the start

cuz when u cried
in ur bedroom
u didn't have to
tear me apart

and when i lie
i protect u
from these bad moods
i play my part

cry again (ryo + 333ri + st jimmy)

Produced by kurtains
Art by me

just come talk to me dont ask for help 
youre alone with no one else 
cant believe i said it once before

gotta break away from this i said  
youve been up and through my head
just look at me dont laugh just like before

and when we talk it dont last 
we used to skip out on class
and then we sat by the grass but you forgot

you took to many years 
you say that im the one to blame and its my fault

just come talk to me dont ask for help 
youre alone with no one else 
cant believe i said it once before

gotta break away from this i said  
youve been up and through my head
just look at me dont laugh just like before

roads

roads (kurtains)

produced by maxmadethebeat  & aidan han n a little by me

@1kaido
@yoshi

//Lyrics

(scruff)
im on her page like a stalker
stop talking you're a goner
i won't take your offers
24 bottles down, that's not what i taught her
pills sitting, on top of her dresser
i wanna caress her
I showed my diamonds to my mama i'm a flexer
took the call 3 times, knowing you would get hurt
we going up
love how you're not showin up
i tell myself im glowing up
dont tell me how to run this shit
you make wanna throw up

(kaido)

Stalker

stalker w/ kaido & christian blair [p. maxmadethebeat + aidanhan]

back2u

prod javan go follow him}
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ig n bird
https://www.instagram.com/whoiskaido/
https://twitter.com/kaido2k

death wish

Lets go for ride
Lets go outside
So far and wide
Lets go tonight
Lets play in the sun
See everyone
Lets go have fun
I'll come back when were done
Lets go have fun
Lets go have fun
Lets go have fun
Lets go have fun
Sing together live forever
Playful never worn out letters 
Let's go see the lovely weather
Let's go see the lovely weather
You can call
You can call
You can call
You can call
Lets go for a ride
Lets go outside
Lets play in the sun
See everyone
Lets go for a ride
Lets go outside 
Lets play in the sun
See everyone

adjust

Article: https://lyricallemonade.com/p/ending-song-heavn

You can call me back
Unless you say my name
Ill let you call my name
And things they stay the same
And then they never change
And baby don't complain
Just wait youll see my face
And then youll see my face
I'll let you call my name
Don't you scream
And baby its okay
But if you get too scared
Then you can call my name 
Then you can call my name
Then you can call my name
And when I see you 
I'll sit right with you
And when I see you
I'll sit right with you
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone

ending song

;) it is back

(kurtains)
dont be funny round me i dont really fuck wid nun that shit,
gotta keep a clicker on me cuz i like to let it hit,
why u talkin to me actin like u in the fuckin bits,
im jus coolin in a skyline smokin cookie wid yo bitch,
dont be funny round me i dont really fuck wid nun that shit,
gotta keep a clicker on me cuz i like to let it hit,
why u talkin to me actin like u in the fuckin bits,
im jus coolin in a skyline smokin cookie wid yo bitch,

(glaive)
dont be funny round me,
cause i aint bout no fucking comedy,
how u spend a rack on weed,
u can get this smoke free,
singing like im Jodeci,
talking bout that rnb,
all my freinds will fuck with me,
when i die i hope their pleased,

(kwuzi)
yea i know that you been talkin bout me,
tell your friends infront of me ,
sayin you dont like me,
a ghost yea baby get away,
ima play it safe ghost me anyday,

(kurtains)
dont be funny round me i dont really fuck wid nun that shit,
gotta keep a clicker on me cuz i like to let it hit,
why u talkin to me actin like u in the fuckin bits,
im jus coolin in a skyline smokin cookie wid yo bitch,
dont be funny round me i dont really fuck wid nun that shit,
gotta keep a clicker on me cuz i like to let it hit,
why u talkin to me actin like u in the fuckin bits,
im jus coolin in a skyline smokin cookie wid yo bitch

clicker w/ glaive n kwuzi

CHORDS BY THE AMAZING @MONKIMON
lyrics
if you wanna leave
let me die in your arms tonight
so i can die in peace
leaving thinking that
you were still all mine tonight
i don’t wanna go
please don’t let me go
tell me it’s all fine tonight
got my will all finalized
you’re the one that i idolize

baby you’re way more than perfect
i am imperfect, yes i wish i was just like you
i got some flaws in my circuit
this shit ain’t working, i wanna fix it i’d like to
but i fuck around and fuck up
baby when you met me you ain’t had your luck up
i’ma make sure that you got a boy who got trust
when you fuck around with me you know that love sucks
or we could just go for a ride
talk about us while i flirt on the side
shorty i love when you let me inside
i ain’t talking your body i’m talking your mind
ay let me penetrate
lil mami know i ain’t tryna wait
baby what the fuck it is, something in the way
baby you and i don’t got time to waste

i know you can do so much better than me
so much better than me

so much better than me

cellar

s/o to the most genuine ppl i've ever met through music @1kaido @yoshi

prod. dye

https://www.instagram.com/starfallxo/
https://www.instagram.com/whoiskaido/
https://www.instagram.com/christianblair/
https://www.instagram.com/1lildyee/

lyrics

[ star's verse ]

am i allowed to speak on the truth?
i think you'd understand my pain if i did what you did, to you
and it's hard, but i'm getting through.
i wish you knew what this shit do to me when you leave so soon.

why can't you stop and listen?
i tried my best but but i'm bout to give in,
i tried to leave but you're my addiction.

what is trust? no idea.
think i'm stupid? oo woa oo woa oo woa

it's just a feeling but i'm feeling intoxicated,
im trynna tell you sum but i just can't really explain it
i wish i had you by my side then i wouldn't have to be crying,
wanna say that i don't love you but then i would just be lying,
gotta let you go, you keep on playing with my heart

wait, where even is it?

you tore that shit apart,
think i'm stupid?
im not.
nah i ain't stupid, you're fucking round with me you're acting like im clueless.

[ @1kaido's verse ]

i had to run away from you
cause you weren’t happy at all
if i was
hiding the truth you couldn’t take it all
and your best friend
she wouldn’t hate me at all
if she knew what i would do
it’s just a feeling but i’m feeling intoxicated
would you feel better if i told you about when we dated
i love you
want you
baby i don’t need you at all
i’m overthinking it all
like just don’t do it all
and your blood is so pretty
you’re feeling my pity
and that’s okay

[ @yoshi's verse ]

tell me when you wake up
you’re so pretty in your makeup, girl
its no problem if you can’t be here
oo- ooooo - oooo

i know its been a while, but we’re falling apart
feels like you stabbed me in my heart
have you been telling me the truth?
well have you, don't lie

you said i was in love with you
you said i’m ready to die for two

ive been running away
yeah im scared of you i
can’t take anymore

Stringy

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