The instrumental is Sabrina Carpenter's Exhale

Lyrics:
Would you ever borrow time
Take a loan on your own life
Gather interest it just raises
Would you rather live your life
Sacrifice the you inside
For what you deem as wages

Could you really risk yourself
Could you really quiet the voice that asks for help. 

Would you want to lose yourself
It’s the interest caused by love~

It didn’t have to be that way.
There’s always a price to pay and you chose life.

Didn’t have to end so soon
Didn’t have to be him or you
Would you want to lose yourself
It’s the interest you pay for love


Never fear missing out on life
Never fear being lonely
When you have hold of yourself 
It’s the one thing you owe you.
Love can be toxic it can hurt
Love can be the thing that burns
All the bridges you come to
From the people that love you.

It didn’t have to be that way.
There’s always a price to pay and you chose life.

Didn’t have to end so soon
Didn’t have to be him or you
Would you want to lose yourself
It’s the interest you paid for love

It didn't have to be that way.
Theres always a price to pay and you chose life. 

(I can't believe)
Nothings free 
nothings free
Everything has a price
Some are willing to give more than others
More than they receive



**Its okay to love. Its okay to give your all. But don't lose yourself for someone else. You deserve better.**

Love's Interest

The instrumental is from my favorite solo musician Eden. The original song is Crazy in Love by Eden.

I love Eden's music and I wanted to practice writing with his songs in mind. I think I got off course a bit though. I'm going to practice a bit more and come back with an improved result. 

Until I learn how to mix and master, I suggest listening with headphones! Thank you for listening. 

Lyrics:
its so easy to get caught up in the pain 
When you’re sitting all alone and one thing on your mind,  its just
So easy to get caught in the moment when the moment has you,  tied up.
Its so easy to run away from light. moment things are bright you give up and shield your eyes
Its so easy to get caught up in the pain. But it fails… you never win.

Its a cycle I don’t want to keep. But it keeps repeating its a part of me
Its constant, like a bad dream it stays with me
Its a cycle that I can’t let go. It became me, its invincible a cycle that has me.         in a loop

Cant get worse but it cant get better 
It can’t hurt me anymore
If I anticipate it
It can’t hurt me anymore



I think im just fucked up
I can’t let go of the past
So I just repeat it
It won’t ever let me go
Everyday seems familiar
Nothing new nothing is strange 
Everything is always the same
Whats the point of living this

I think im just fucked up
The past became my future 
Because I always fucked up
Its familiar its me
I feel like I fucked up. 
My present looks like yesterday 
And its all cause I fucked up
Its familiar to me

Cant get worse but I can’t get better

Groundhog Day

So... obviously im not a rock artist/songwriter. But I came across this instrumental on YouTube and I love listening to rock music of any kind as it always feels so electric and full. I of course will be practicing and studying more. but enjoy I don't care!

Lyrics: I cant let you push me around any longer
I know defeat makes us stronger but i feel weak right now
about on my knees right now

We were comfortable now you’re a stranger
Danerously angry all the time
I have no choice but to walk alone.


I can’t be myself when Im around you
You take a piece of me
You leave me crumbling
I left myself when I just followed you
I put my hand in yours
I trusted you


Now I don’t really care what you say anymore
you have no powers here
you can’t afford
to say the wrong thing or ill take in my hands
the meaning of life to you
your pride from within
I don’t really care

I cant help but contemplate 
that life is testing me
trying to become the thing I hate
I know’ll destroy me
Why just be the prey. I too can be the predator
I’ll think so far ahead of ya
I’ll trap you in my gates

Ill flip the switch put it on you real quick 
not enough time to heal 
just bruised and used and helpless
make you feel how I feel
I just drown you surround you 
with the feels
I know to well
I’d try to remind you
what its like to be my bitch
ill treat you like the witch you always say I am 

Now I don’t really care what you say anymore
you have no powers here
you can’t afford
to say the wrong thing or ill take in my hands
the meaning of life to you
your pride from within
I don’t really care
 

I never really cared about whatever you say
I have the power here
I have the way
I won’t let you come and just take me again
I have a life to live 
dont want regrets
For you I don’t care.

I dont care

Robinhood

I literally wrote and recorded this back in 2020 and just found the file in my computer a few minutes ago!

You (instrumental: Say so- Doja Cat)

Nicole Byer mentioned in a podcast that for therapy, she wrote a letter to her dad. I don't remember exactly what was said, but I remember how it made me feel in the moment. I immediately paused the podcast and went on to write this. I'd like to tweak this a bit because this song is kind of me just thinking about the men in my life and what I wish I could do when I was younger and I want it to reflect the right words. 

I don't normally have the energy to write or even attempt to record, so I'm uploading this now and hopefully soon I'll rerecord a better version of this. But I know that might not come out for a while. Anyways, this song is about some men in my family and will be a part of a larger thing I wanted to do around this topic! Here's to hoping I have the energy to complete it haha

The Men I've Ever Known (Very Rough Draft)

Delusions

Instrumental belongs to BTS' Trivia: Seesaw from Love yourself: ANSWER

Lyrics: 
When I say I do Ill mean for life 
I’m Taking all those chances
Exposing all emotions 
Wouldn’t give up on the biggest fights
Love was never easy
Complex and somewhat fleeting

￼didn’t think bout what I started 
Fell In love , now I’m left broken heart-Ed
I should have seen how this could end
Ignored the signs but didn’t keep distant 

Didn’t think bout what I started 
Whats the moment you felt it all shift
When did you realize you wanted to end
Was there a moment you meant it

*pre chorus*
[do you] love me? Tell me that you loved me
Tell me that the feelings that I had weren’t above me 
Tell me that I wasn’t on my own
That your heart was my home
That for a moment only my love kept you happy 

*chorus*
Up and down cycles like I’m going round 
Your love is like a roller coaster ride 
Scary but exhilarating 
When I get on I reach my high
Never felt a moment so right
Your loves a ride I’ll be on for life

We started on the ground (for life)
My love lifted us off
We take so many turns
Should I get off 
My fears become loud
I push away the sounds
Scary but exhilarating for life

Talk, talk can we talk please
You know I wear my heart on my sleeve 
The relationship ain’t perfect 
But we perfect for each other 
Outside looking in we might seem better as friends
But I can’t let go of ya
Resistance I surrender

Here we go, another fight another day another night 
I subject myself 
Disrespect entails 
You try to make it up to me
Before I go decide to leave 
The words I used thrown back to me
Love is blinding 


*pre chorus pt.2*
But do you love me? Don’t tell me that you love me.
After everything we just experienced s’not healthy
We were spposed to follow our own paths
But the love is coming back
I hope we just stay happy 

*chorus* 

Up and down cycles like I’m going round 
Your love is like a roller coaster ride 
Scary but exhilarating 
When I get on I reach my high
Never felt a moment so right
Your loves a ride I’ll be on for life

*bridge*
Not sure if it’s fate
Or if it’s stubbornness 
I don’t wanna let go, let go of you
We take a little break 
Then it’s back to the madness 
Inconsistent romancing’ 


We fell in love, we lost it, we brought it back
So inconsistent

Rollercoaster (Instrumental : “Trivia : Seesaw” - BTS )

Instrumental is of BTS's Pied Piper from Love yourself HER.
Lyrics:
Entranced you got hooked
With just one look
I haven’t sunk 
To this place before
But I’m craving more 
Your eyes inside of me
Searching for missing pieces
That you fit into 
That is made for you 

And I never ever wanted it to be that way 
And I never ever asked for love
from that moment you called me over and I knew your ways 
But when you left, I followed ￼

Take it sit back , and I want it
Kinda scary what you did to me (harmonized) 
Sit and relax
You made me want it with your energy 
Giving that smile , I think you’re crazy 
I think I’m getting deeep (too fast) 
I took out the brakes.
I’m gonna trust you. Take a faithful leap 

It’s crazy how 
Baby I need ja round me
I need surrounding 
I need to be guided by you 

Won’t let you go when you breathe around me
You Leading blindly 
I never plan to let you go

Tingles every time we talk 
Defensive in front I walk 
Never had I felt so strong 
It’s like my body took you in
Who is me? Metamorphosis
From the world I put up my walls
Then I take a step back (back)
￼ like who is this?
Never been the type who couldn’t resist
Temptation 
Give you standing ovations 
managed to be the one whose sensational 
I’ve been patient oh 
Lead me to your world 
I’ll give you everything that you ask for
Just one look at you got me in a trace 
Always pull me in 

Don’t forget 
This side of mes’ a gift to you 
Don’t take it for advantage 
Pieces of me 
I’ll sign next to the x for you 
Care for me and I’ll do you 
For as long as you have me 


I never fell so hard with someone who fell right back 
Right back 
Never had to plan an attack
Like that 
Followed sounds of the pipe 
Felt a trill in my heart 
And it’s like a symphony 
One man band but it sounds like 20
Amplified crescendo plenty 
Loud enough for everyone but your song is 
Only for me

Pied piper (Instrumental : “Pied Piper” - BTS )

Hi! I’m just an intensely average young adult who wants to be a songwriter. My singing skills are a 5/10 but I want to be better at songwriting.

Welcome to my little corner where I share my music writings. Good or bad, feel free to leave constructive criticism, it helps me greatly in the end.

I’ll be attending school as a Music Industry studies major and songwriting is one of the things I’ll be focusing on! 

I’m working on getting better equipment so I can sound better! 
If you ever want to see my lyrics, I’ll have an Instagram associated with this SoundCloud so you can read while you listen!

Also! Leave some suggestions of songs to re-write! Hopefully I’ll start buying instrumentals soon! 

If you want to commission me to write something for you! I’ll leave details at a later time!

I hope you’ll like what you’ll discover here💕

✨Smol Bio✨

I’m currently 23 but feel like a 12 year old. I’ve been writing songs since I was learning how to write. Music and songwriting has been the only consistent passion of mine. It helps with expressing my thoughts, my wants and my desires. You can definitely get to know how my life was by reading through my different eras of songs. 
Rnb , pop and Kpop are my favorite genres of music but I sincerely love alternative and indie music as well. I haven’t found a genre I dislike.

My favorite artists of all time are Jazmine Sullivan, Eden (European , not the Korean artist) , H.e.r. and BTS (kpop) 
And one of my biggest desires is to write a song with/ for these artists (especially bts and H.E.R.)

I performed basically my whole life and went to art schools where I had to audition to be in the school. Performed in traveling choirs and of course, sang in church choirs. 

I haven’t had vocal training in over 7 years so I sound worse than ever haha but I’ll be taking lessons soon! 

That’s about it! Whew I talk alot😂✨

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