wrote this song from the perspective of joel in eternal sunshine of the spotless mind :) new favorite movie

lyrics:

i'm watching everything go sideways
and i can't do a thing to make it stop
i won't remember this tomorrow
but i'll be sad when i wake up

i wish we were back in your apartment
i want you to sing me to sleep
i'll forget my wallet so i'll have to come back
and you won't forget me

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

i'm watching everything go sideways
feels like someone's messing with my head
i'm not prepared to never know you again
i'm sorry, can we stop this instead?

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

when this is over
i'll never know that
i ever missed you at all
i'll be a stranger and
you will be kissing somebody
that i don't know
i'll take the train to the beach
and i'll sit on the sand
and i'll never know
i had a life before this
i don't want this

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

clementine (demo)

Blackbear - Try me

performed & produced by gnash
blink-182 cover

i miss u

Psalm 42:8

lay me down

Down For You (feat. BJ the Chicago Kid)- Kehlani
Exchange- Bryson Tiller
Cliffhanger (J-Louis x B-sides)- Elhae
Free Love- Marc E. Bassy ft. P-Lo
Ashley-Lido & Santell
Rock the boat (Jarami Remix ft.Marc E. Bassy)- Aaliyah
Summatime Fine (prod. esta)- Mars Today
Sweeterman- Drake
The Way remix (feat. Trey Songz)- Kehlani
Sorry Not Sorry (Esta remix)- Bryson Tiller
If (Kaytranada remix)- Janet Jackson
Girls That Dance- Masego x Medasin
Comfortable- Kcamp 


Keep It Soulful

Locking up my heart (rachellemaust) cover

welcome to the lonely players club
this is a cam'ron (ft juelz santana) cover
@gnash @goodygrace @4e_forevr @rosabeales

Psalm 42:8

mel

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