They dont know what i lost, they dont know what i gained 🗣🔥

5.12.14 -2.mp3

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[INTRO]
Man, some nights I’m drowning in my head,
Thoughts so loud I can’t hear what’s left unsaid.
Heart so heavy like it’s made of steel,
I wanna disappear, that’s how real it feel.

[VERSE 1]
I been walking through a storm with my chest wide open,
Trying to heal a mind that’s cracked, still broken.
Some days I swear I’m done, swear I hit my wall,
Swear I’m slipping off the edge, swear I’m ’bout to fall.
But even when my thoughts go dark, I grind,
Trying to outrun the shadows that stalk my mind.
I been screaming in silence, nobody hears the call,
I feel like ending everything…
But I’m choosing to stand tall.

[CHORUS]
I just wanna take this pain, try to end it all,
But deep in my soul I can hear one call:
“Hold on, hold tight, don’t give up the fight.”
Even in the darkest hour, there’s a spark of light.
I been breaking, shaking, sinking low…
But I keep rising even when I don’t know how to go.

[VERSE 2]
Every tear on my pillow is a war I’ve won,
Every sunrise proves I made it through another one.
I ain’t weak ’cause I’m hurting, nah, that’s brave,
I’m fighting battles every night that nobody can save.
Yeah, I’ve felt the urge to fade, to vanish, to stop,
But something in my chest still beats nonstop.
There’s a warrior buried deep under all this pain,
And he crawls back up again and again.

[BUILD]
So if you feel like you’re sinking,
If your heart feels small…
Know you ain’t alone,
We’re gonna rise above it all.

[FINAL CHORUS]
I just wanna take this pain, try to end it all,
But something in my soul says “you’re meant to stand tall.”
I been to the edge, felt the cold night’s breath,
But I’m still here fighting back the mouth of death.
Yeah, the world tried to crush me, tried to watch me fall,
But I’m stronger than the darkness,
I survived it all.

[OUTRO]
If you hear this,
And you feel what I feel…
Just know one thing,
Your pain is real,
But so is your strength.
Don’t let the night swallow you.
You’re needed here.
You matter.

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