i can my throw lights up in the air
roll you up my ankle
catch you in my hair
forget whose is whose
turn, twist, dip, stare

why does it hurt so much?
why do I care?

i feel stale with you
soft, now complicated
it’s a leash, cemented  
drag me upstairs
stumble, make me a villain

why does it hurt so much?
why do I care?

turn me on
turn on me

why does it hurt so much?
why do I care?

no one’s singing like me
no one’s saying they like me
no one’s sowing it too much
no one’s left inside after what I left inside

owel awl