If I Can’t Have Love, I Want Power

I am not a woman, I'm a god

honey

bbno$

rich sexy ugly

lyrics, vocals, and mixing by shteppi
production by weikoo

(chorus:)
never thinking clear
just knowin i couldn’t do it
heaven in my ears
i’m envious of your music
how’d you put this here?
just wanna know how u do it?

(verse:)
i’ve tried so hard
not like i’m getting any better
pry won’t get that far
feel like y’all set that bar
so fuckin high above the heavens
i ain’t meant to be a star

(bridge:)
i tried on your t shirt
i bought every plug-in
i still don’t sound like you
i think that i’m buggin
my boyfriend told me i
“sound better” or somethin
but that don’t mean nothin
he doesnt make music
now i’m feelin stupid
i ruminate too much
i hate that i’m clueless
i feel this way too much
like how do i do this?
its all that i have 
so how come i’m not included
in feeling so rad

(chorus:)
never thinking clear
just knowin i couldn’t do it
its heaven in my ears
i’m envious of your music
how’d you put this here?
just wanna know how u do it?
how do u put that
heaven in my ears
i’m envious of your music
-
how do u put that
heaven in my ears
i’m envious of your music
how do i do that too?

shteppi - envious.


And I don’t care, it feels bad to do it
To do it without you, without you, without you
Without a plan, we’re gonna get through it
I know it, I know it, I know it, I know it

It feels like this every time the snow falls
Every time I hit a wall
Or I get a text back
Or a package gets sent
Or a car gets hit
Or a body gets found
Or a lesson gets learned
Or somebody gets kissed, kissed, k-k-k-kissed
Kiss, kiss, k-k-k-kissed

And I don’t care, it feels bad to do it
To do it without you, without you, without you
Without a plan, we’re gonna get through it
I know it, I know it, I know it, I know it

You’re in your sport coat out in the rain
I’m in my Moleskine writing refrain
And I’m moping right back in my bed
If it was a fling, would you do it again?

And I don’t care, it feels bad to do it
To do it without you, without you, without you
Without a plan, we’re gonna get through it
I know it, I know it, I know it, I know it

I know it, I know it, I know it, I know it
And if we end up here in the fall—
Just take it all in, no matter how much you hate it

See you
On the trail, on the bridge
Underwater, on the ledge
Written into volcanic ash

Volcanic ash
Volcanic ash

If its the wind at door, or in the palm of your hand
(And I want you right there)

And I want you right there
And I want you right there

Private School

Go to Massachusetts state
So are you gonna stay?

Keep the wind up in your sails it’s the way to go
Do what you doing t-til you d-don’t know
Keep the wind up in your sails it’s the way to go
(Yeah, yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah)
Do what you doing t-til you d-don’t know

It’s Facebook again
So drop a mixtape or become a Christian
Flight school on the on the weekend
Be my baby or beat it, I don’t don’t care no more

And baby without you here
I’m not allowed to have my ears
Not allowed to have my heart, my body, no nothing
No nothing at all

Yeah baby without you here
I’m not allowed to have my ears
Not allowed to have my heart, my body, no nothing
No nothing at all

Keep the wind up in your sails it’s the way to go
Do what you doing t-til you d-don’t know
Keep the wind up in your sails it’s the way to go
Do what you doing t-til you d-don’t know

No it doesn’t really even matter where you go
As long as you pretend you don’t know

And baby without you here
I’m not allowed to have my ears
Not allowed to have my heart, my body, no nothing
No nothing at all

Yeah baby without you here
I’m not allowed to have my ears
Not allowed to have my heart, my body, no nothing
No nothing at all

And I love you to death

A monster that I haven’t seen yet

Stay lit, stay lit for life my love 
Stay lit, stay lit for life my love 

Stay lit, stay lit for life my love 
Stay lit, stay lit for life my love 

K-K-Keep the wind up in your sails it’s the way to go
Do what you doing t-til you d-don’t know
Keep the wind up in your sails it’s the way to go
Do what you doing t-til you d-don’t know
Keep the wind up in your sails it’s the way to go
Do what you doing t-til you d-don’t know
Keep the wind up in your sails it’s the way to go
Do what you doing t-til you d-don’t know

Stay lit, stay lit for life my love 
Stay lit, stay lit for life my love 

Stay lit, stay lit for life my love 
Stay lit, stay lit for life my love 

Stay Lit

Babygirl you my bae, you my everyday
Baby you not my fling, you my everything

And my high school crush
And a time zone brush
And the times I lost
And the times I won
And the times we met up in a parking lot
Didn’t what was going on
Driving round, didn’t know what exit we was getting off

Let’s go

(If our love is)

(Our love is)

(Our love is)

(Our love is)

(Our love is)

(Our love is)

(Our love is)

Babygirl you my bae, you my everyday
Baby you not my fling, you my every—
Babygirl you my bae, you my everyday
Baby you not my fling, you my every—
Babygirl you my bae, you my everyday
Baby you not my fling, you my every—
Babygirl you my bae, you my everyday
Baby you not my fling, you my everything

Babygirl you my bae, you my everyday
Baby you not my fling, you my everything
Babygirl you my bae, you my everyday
Baby you not my fling, you my everything
Babygirl you my bae, you my everyday
Baby you not my fling, you my everything
Babygirl you my bae, you my everyday
Baby you not my fling, you my everything

mash up of live right by joey valence & brae and what is forever for by frost children
no ai used

live right x what is forever for v3.wav

prkr

Related tracks