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produced by StoneSoWavy!
written and engineered by Daryll Joseph.

maybe in another universe.

Ever So Clear

LYRICS

I don’t wanna be here tonight
This song is about my life 
time can fly too fast 
I’m not alright
Can you understand my past 
what I’ve gone through
I cannot feel without you
I don’t need heal 
Can you fuck me over for real
cause I like the way it feels
cause I like the way it feels

I enjoy the pain 
It really brings me back to when I liked to sit and relax 
in my chair
roll one up tonight now I’m gone
I use to get so high I didn’t remember my name
All these girls always make me feel insane 
Why couldn’t I just end up okay
Now I’m looking back on these better days 

Time can fly to fast
I’m not alright 
I don’t wanna be here tonight
This song is about my life 
time can fly too fast 
I’m not alright
Can you understand my past 
what I’ve gone through
I cannot feel without you
I don’t need heal 
Can you fuck me over for real
cause I like the way it feels
cause I like the way it feels

I like the feeling (prod. taymxru)

He didn’t ask. He placed her. Like worship.
Hands here. Hips there. Body open, back bowed. This is position-as-praise. A sacred rearrangement before the final release.

Sermon Twelve: The Altar Position

Fortress Of Solitude I

A time where I almost ended it all. 

Lyrics 

I gashed my skin 
I was feeling sick 
The silence roared 
And my thoughts turned thick 

I don’t feel safe 
In this head space 
If my close 
Will I leave this place 

I wrote you one liners 
I hope you read 
I’m hoping you find me 
Before I bleed 

I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 
These voices inside me they get to me 
Maybe you’ll find me inside my dreams
I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 

My memories rot But times moves on 
I’m in a world where I don’t belong 
These lullabies they keep me calm 
But if I stay you’ll see me gone 

I can not stay they keep me here 
They cut me up it’s hard to scream 
My breath is it’s breaking I cannot speak
So save me before i fall alsleep

I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 
These voices inside me they get to me 
Maybe you’ll find me inside my dreams
I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 

#altrock #rockartist

Asleep

will you be by my side, till the end? you know its true love when its timelines alignment, when you say the words i never fail to get sentimental, girl give me time, i feel like im in my element now, baby its war time for you, you know for you i could never stand down



by my side

blood drippin down, I'm walking to your house
you shut me out, no reason to keep fighting now
I'm walking to your house...
please let me in, father for I have sinned
I just wanna go home, but I have no place to, go...
I have no place to call, home

skin on concrete, because thats where I sleep
my love kicked me out, nothings left for me now
my love left me cold, this shits been getting old...
I have no place to call, home...

blade slice my skin, I'm paying for my sins
I'm crying all alone, wish you would call my, phone
guess that's how I atone...
rain pouring down, I'm laying on the ground
I never had a chance, I cant escape my, past
nothing good ever, lasts 

skin on concrete, because thats where I sleep
my love kicked me out, nothings left for me now
my love left me cold, this shits been getting old...
I have no place to call, home...
wish you would call my, phone...
guess I'll be on my, own...



repentance

[Verse 1 ]
You used to be my peace at night
Now I wake up reachin’ for your side
You say we grew apart with time,
But you still log in just to watch my life
I ain’t cheated, I ain’t lied
I was solid I was ride or die
Now you out dressin’ pain in pride
But your eyes still beg me not to try
He hold you, but you pull away
You still think ‘bout me when y’all lay
You don’t want me, but won’t set me free
You want control  not love from me

 [Chorus]
I just don’t get it
why You let me go, but won’t let me forget it
Say it’s done, but you still in my space
Girl, if it’s over, why you won’t let me escape?

 [Verse 2]
How you hate me but still watch my stories?
Act like you healed, but you still record me
Every time I move, you pull me back
You hate the truth, but you love the past
I ain’t bitter, I’m confused as hell
You burned the bridge, then wished me well
Keep your new man out my name
You still hold guilt when y’all do your thing
You post that smile like nothin’ wrong
Then text “I miss you” right before dawn
I stayed down, you changed the rules
Now I feel like the fool who kept it true

 [Bridge]
Girl, if you don’t want me, then why you here?
If I ain’t the one, then why you near?
You let me drown, but won’t let me swim
You let me go, but don’t let me win

 [Final Chorus]
I just don’t get it (nah)
Why you let me go, but won’t let me forget it? (no)
Say you don’t want love, but you still in my business (still in it)
Call me when you lonely like I’m still your forgiveness (every time)
I just don’t get it
You let me go, but won’t let me forget it
Say it’s done, but you still in my space
Girl, if it’s over, why you won’t let me escape?

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