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pleaserise! [prod. lethalneedle]

"Suffocating" is a song that focuses on the struggles of being bullied and having the courage to rise above it and be yourself because we are all perfect the way we are! Love you all thank you for listening <3 

-Rosie

Suffocating (prod.  Aleksandr Ches)

Menthol Fairy

@rivilin

Lyrics

I feel like an idiot
Like every single word that out coming out my mouth is shit, lately

I ain't talking its a bitch
Cuz every single word I'm just depressing all my friends, shaky

I ain't wanna face this
Demons in me got a lot of faces
Oh no no

Mental state is straight shit
Some days I aint really think I'll make it
Oh no no

I know they wanna see me on a stage
But know that I am terrified when eyes are on my face

They say my music saved the day
But every single day I struggle with anxiety

I used to want my shoes yeah
But now I'm standing here and fuck my head is still same

Thought it would've changed shit
But now I realize that happiness needs pain

Yeah so won't you tell me what do I mean to you
I guess im nothing I have a feeling I was used
Am I disgusting, sometimes we have to face the truth
I know im nothing, so you drain me out to be reused

You love to cut me down so you know I won't leave you 
Till he comes back around and you love to say we're through
I wanna spit you out when will I learn the truth
Im sick of screaming awake here's a big fuck to you

Cus I am done with being on the low why you gotta hide me so
like are you just embarrassed of me, I feel like I am nothing
I hear your ex-best friend talk about how much your happier
That's fucking unfair when you left everyone in the gutter

I guess it's time I moved on and just learned to fucking grow
I know I hurt a lot of people on this path you sowed 
For me and my best friend, didn't know what love really was
I can't just blame you for everything but the drugs were your fault

I felt like I was euthanized laying on the cough half alive
Stuck in a tunnel vision overthinking trapped in my mind
Makes me feel like im redundant never wanna be by my side
You woke me up at 2 am to watch your veins just collide

How do you think it makes me feel watching a suicide attempt
You know it fucked my mental state you watching me with contempt
Like was this my fucking fault I always tried my fucking best
I knew I wasn't enough I took my chances and I left

Yeah so won't you tell me what do I mean to you
I guess im nothing I have a feeling I was used
Am I disgusting, sometimes we have to face the truth
I know im nothing, so you drain me out to be reused

You love to cut me down so you know I won't leave you 
Till he comes back around and you love to say we're through
I wanna spit you out when will I learn the truth
Im sick of screaming awake here's a big fuck to you

I Guess I'm Nothing

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What Its Like Being On The Road(p. autrioly)

love me like how i love you (prod. slashy) *lyrics in the comments*

MADWORLD FT. DANI AKIRA (PROD. CRCL)

BATON! | Produced by stoic

Prod smokebreak81

Shoutout Louisiana ca$h

Bitch-im-from-louisana no i never play 
I be fuckin-onn yo bitch-and eat it like some etoufee 
Everybody wanna taste but-i-ain’t servin a buffet 
I be livin in the smoke im never chillin in yo way 
I be riding clean-lc-all to laffayette 
Got the chelseas, felt these, i ain’t laughing yet
These Bitches think they fine, but they chill at Vernon lake? 
What the fuck-is-on-yo-mind? You lookin like the fuckin rake 
If you cut-off-all-his-shit
If you spun-up-on-a-ditch 
If you run-up-on-me-bitch 
You better pray cuz i dont play 
Livin in the smoke its never been another way 
I be eating crawfish i fuckin hate the month of may 
Potato-salad-in gumbo ima eat it how i want 
(Pause) no like seriously thats how you should eat it 
&’
Oh boy, po boys now i know i home, 
And its no ploy, like troy, shoot em in the dome

Bitch-im-from-louisana no i never play 
I be fuckin-onn yo bitch-and eat it like some etoufee 
Everybody wanna taste but-i-ain’t servin a buffet 
I be livin in the smoke im never chillin in yo way (x2)

Ridin’ Clean (Louisiana song)

Zero Hour_250907

*throwaway <3
prod dorothyishere

lyrics

I’m smoking way to the dome I’m slaying my foes 
As if you were tryna see 
Rippin the skin from the bones 
It’s all made of gold 
The Blood is between your teeth
Back of the back of the shows
I’m Moshing w hoes 
And all of us demons here
Weak better do what their told
Until they are bold 
The fear will consume u soon

All of us dreaming and all of us fight 
Started from nothing to feel alright 
All she want is diamonds
And all he needs is stripes 
Wanna feel something 
We’ll be just fine 
Just fine

Moving backwards 
It’s coming it’s coming it’s here to stay 
All my bad thoughts are coming it’s coming it’s here to stay 
In the background 
I’m bumming I’m bumming to find a way
In the back woods 
I’m running and running to stay away

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