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Geeked pt. 2

cold

Empty words

Bre & SARM? - tell me what i'm running from

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Lyrics:

Wake up 

Woke up in a dark red room
Wished to god you were right here too
Your chemicals
Subliminal
Got me falling into nothing at all
Woke up in a dark red room
This constant feeling of panic ensues
It’s chemical
Physical
Wish I could feel you or just nothing at all

I’m in my head
It’s all gone red
I’m in a loop
What do I do?
I can’t wake up
I’m out of luck 
What do I say?

Will it be okay?
Will it be okay?
It’s all gone wrong
It’s been so long
I can’t let go
I’m so withdrawn
What do I say?
Will it be okay?
Will it be okay?

Woke up in a dark red room
Fell in love with the thought of you
These chemicals
It’s criminal
She’s just the devil dressed in nothing at all
Woke up in a dark red room
You’re the reason that I’m right here too
Your chemicals
Delusional
Left a feeling of nothing at all

I’m in my head
It’s all gone red
I’m in a loop
What do I do?
I can’t wake up
I’m out of luck 
What do I say?

Will it be okay?
Will it be okay?
It’s all gone wrong
It’s been so long
I can’t let go
I’m so withdrawn
What do I say?
Will it be okay?
Will it be okay?

It’s all gone wrong
It’s been so long
I can’t let go
I’m so withdrawn
What do I say?

Will it be okay?
Will it be okay?
It’s all gone wrong
It’s been so long
I can’t let go
I’m so withdrawn
What do I say?
Will it be okay?
Will it be okay?

Dark Red Room

Too High

cauterize

Petrified

sex rock! (x SARM!)

WHERE IS THY SAVIOR

I couldn't be who you wanted me to be 
I wasn't enough, but maybe you couldn't see
I took your love for granted, baby, what's wrong with me
My stomach is turning, I'm tired of running 
You're the only one who ever gave a shit
Without you it's hard to find a reason to live
My body carved up, need some bandages
I'm losing all control, ain't no f*cks to give

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I'm never, never enough oh, 
My stomach keep on turning
At the thought that you're
Happy with someone else
I can't let go, I can't move on 
Oh, my head is racing
I can't tell oh what's real
I don't know what's happened
The thought of you with someone else 
Oh, my heart is pacing
Oh, I can't seem to get it
That I'm a fucking nuisance
Oh, I can't seem to get it
Why am I so complacent

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I can't, I can't remember oh your voice
Nothing even matters in the end, so what's the point
What's the point
I can't look in the mirror I hate what I see

Oh, everything's clear 
Can't leave it be
Oh bury me alive oh in a coffin
Leave me to starve 
Give the bugs the satisfaction

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see

damn

NO REASON TO LIVE (prod. lostangel)

Nothings Ever Free

Same damn cycle, I'm helpless or either in denial
Keep lying to myself, diminishing my health
With every pill and bottle

I'm tired of losing, oh I'm in delusion
It's all an illusion, but I need to pay the bills
I'm standing still, can't find my will
To carry on, and staying strong damn

I cannot see straight, I'm stuck in this rat race
I see through the lies, through the blank old eyes
Oh everyone I know, vile
I'm tired of the fake smile

Don't you dare let me down, can't you see this crown
And this heart of gold, they want my soul
Well come and take it, I'm afraid it ain't there
I sold it way back then, we all know price weren't fair

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'm tired darling, can't you see
When did we become enemies 
Why did you have to leave me here
To face my fears alone

When I see you again, I'll be digging a grave
For you and me, cause I don't wanna see you happy
With someone else, burn the world down
Watch it crumble, baby oh to the ground

So tell me when will it all end
I'm tired of losing all my friends
I can't wait for the day when we're both dead
When we're both dead, my dear

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'm tired darling, can't you see
When did we become enemies 
Why did you have to leave me here
To face my fears alone

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

VILE? (prod. myss)

oh, that wasn't what i expected (prod. GAXILLIC) 

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eternal sunshine

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