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Candy - Waterparks

What We Do For Fun - Waterparks

poppies//

this world has been too kind !
i’ve almost lost my mind
i’ve seen his clouds, i’ve seen his sky
it’s time to say goodbye

throw poppies beneath my name when the sun comes
will u promise to hold me in the moonlight?
throw poppies beneath my name when the sun comes
will u promise to show me the light?

o

I’ve seen some things
gone through wedding rings
i’ve cried at night over you
but i’m over it now
i’m over u now
i’m over us now
goodbye 


i’ve seen the stars aligned
i’ve sewn my scars too tight
i’ve been bitter
but i want u still now
but i want  u still now
i want us now 
hello

poppies

WITHOUT YOU

why cant i cry?
i guess im just so numb that i dont even mind no more
why cant i cry?
ive opened up the door
but my tears they lay on all fours

i guess theyre done
my well is empty
the waters flowed
and now theyre envy
my cheeks burn green
im feeling angry
youre being mean
youre being mean

i wanted all
now i have it all
i got them all
except you

i won the world
and all her pearls
ive got the world
except you

summer 2018

here's an old song i wrote back when i was 14 (you'll be able to tell in the vocals). it's inspired by "Home" by AURORA. i just wanted to post this to hold everyone over before the next official single release.

Photo by Brandon Taelor

alien (Soundcloud Exclusive)

this is just the song cropped from awstens livestream (7/20/19) uploaded in audio form for your enjoyment.

(btw i dont make any money off of this reupload at all and the song itself belongs to awsten and waterparks!!)

PLAY (leaked) - waterparks

Turbulent (ASMR Remix)

heres my cover of princess die by lady gaga. i first heard this song when i was nine years old and it’s been a favorite gaga song of mine from the second i heard her performance of it during the born this way ball. she never released the studio version so i produced it out and what you hear in my version is how i always envisioned her version would sound. i understand this song features very sensitive topics including references to the iconic princess diana. this song carries 0 disrespect towards her or her family. i don’t want any misunderstandings at all. the song lyrics really connect with me and i want to thank gaga for writing an amazing song. also thank u gaga’s team for letting me put this out!!

princess die

princess die acapella

Blood Orange Sessions

Noise (1997 DEMO)

Teenage Jealousy (1997 DEMO)

LIFE IS PUKE (20,000) (1995 DEMO)

Lucky Sessions

Read My Mind (1995 DEMO)

Glitter Times (1997 DEMO)

Pink Tongue Sessions

Perfect Posture (1994 DEMO)

Zip Sessions

Lemonade (1998 DEMO)

Sorry As I'll Ever Be (1997 DEMO)

Last Heaven (1996 DEMO)

1881 By Alister  †
(Soundtrack made for 'The Bastards' graphic novel)
Recorded at 432hz, published by Lieseil Inc.

When you feel you cannot find peace in the world you exist in, always know the Obsidian Empire is closer than you think. Behind your eyelids, past your dreams. A world awaits the thoughts of imagination.  Float downstream, past the tree with subconscious leaves. You begin to see, a world so clear, it is cosmic ￼reverie. Located in the astral plane, within the corridors of the mind. Unlock the secrets, enjoy the ride. Welcome to Obsidian.

Alister

1881

1881  †  Alister

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