jaydes - rose (original)

Realize, you're not talking to a real guy
I'm dead inside
So i'm rotting in my bed all night

Pretty eyes, sucks that you don't like guys
doesn't really matter
I'll just follow you all the time

When I look at you
I get this feeling
But it doesn't matter
Its not like you see me

im rotting in my bed 24/7

if it was all up to me
two point two twenty three 
i’d blow that bitch in my head
now im in-finitely sleep
voices inside of my head
without you im not complete
they tell me cut off my head 
then throw it over the street

i can’t keep living in this misery
one shot to the brain and now im history
im attached but its like that you’ve all i got
lights on but nobody’s home

im everywheree
the nostalgia is there
it makes me wanna vomit this shit makes me sikk
wanna drop off a dare
well just leave it there
and i hope it’s says kill brazyboydae

lights on nobody’s home (the love i lost remix)

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lyrics // 
you know when its all over said and done, 
that i wlll be the one you run to for fun 
(oh)
i like seeing your body hung up all night  
i said i want want you to get him out of your life 

(oh)

why did you switch up
you left me there to rot
my corpse is left in the corner
right where you used to rest

you said it was my fault
but its really whatever
ill end up dropping you out of the fucking picture

RIP SKEL

out the picture

lyrics:

(verse)
I remember when you said that I’d be better off dead but you don’t a thing about me or whats inside of my head
I like to rot away with fungus growing all in my chest
while I lay on vintage furniture thats torn into shreds 

(chorus)
say it to my face I promise it’s okay
are you the voice inside my head giving me the time of day 
and I think your pretty nice I’m not afraid either way
so when you entire in my mind I hope you have a nice stay

(verse)
tear my skin down to the bone 
i know you hate when your alone
fix you face fix your tone
in my brain the bullets will flow

(chorus)
say it to my face I promise it’s okay
are you the voice inside my head giving me the time of day 
and I think your pretty nice I’m not afraid either way
so when you entire in my mind I hope you have a nice stay

rot away w/ porchlight (prod. sickboi)

21 next prod. owleen

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LYRICS:

I'm singin' underground
crazy how it's summer now (yuh)
time just keeps on passin' gettin' faster than a bullet now (yuh)
haven't found a reason to
give up what I dream to do
pressure but I'll make it through cus
pressure shapes a diamond too
(yuh)

I'm singin' underground
crazy how it's summer now (yuh)
time just keeps on passin' gettin' faster than a bullet now (yuh)
haven't found a reason to
give up what I dream to do
pressure but I'll make it through cus
pressure shapes a diamond too
(yuh)

summer_rays.wav

this song is about trying to date someone else while youre still in love with your ex

just not her [All plats] (p. owleeng)

Thats Not Home Anymore

Lyrics:

 
there's a forest
with a cave
hidden deep
within my dreams
where I hide
my secrets
safe to keep
because
I don't believe in fate
just memories made
and a safe place to keep them
that I don't have to share
that's not a burden 
dreams were made to bare
your soul
is weight
in the canopy haze
of the state
where you
put all your faith
and pray

slow dark and steady
this body is ready
but my heart 
is only willing to lie
slow dark and steady
this feeling is heavy
and my heart
still don't do sharing right
slow dark and thready
maybe I'm not ready
this heart
ain't healthy enough to bare
fast hot and heavy
where you wanna levee my pain
to say we're closer because
we've both been scared

It's hell-dark
It's so cold
It's almost the end times
that's what it feels like
to choke
when you ask what's broke
It's not far
the dying light
It's almost
painting the sky
that's what I see 
when I squint just right
when you ask if I've got a light
 
And I say no, I'm
slow dark and steady
this body is ready
but my heart 
is only willing to lie
slow dark and steady
this feeling is heavy
and my heart
still don't do sharing right
slow dark and thready
maybe I'm not ready
this heart
ain't healthy enough to bare
fast hot and heavy
where you wanna levee my pain
to say we're closer because
we've both been scared

It's hell-dark
It's so cold
It's almost the end times
that's what it feels like
to choke
when you ask me 
what's broke

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