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a collection of songs talking about love, anxiety and pain.
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Tracklist:
0:00 SoLonely - foryou (prod. haruhi)
https://soundcloud.com/imsoalone

2:13 9TAILS - wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s

4:47 GUNBLADE - substance abuse
https://soundcloud.com/prodgunblade

8:52 BOY FLOSS - MISS U
https://soundcloud.com/boyfloss

12:08 SoLonely - Sometimes
https://soundcloud.com/imsoalone

i'm not good with feelings

https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/1800entity
https://soundcloud.com/coffin/tracks

open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6…vwS1i2nZ6pF5RJjA
www.instagram.com/poppytears_/?hl=en
twitter.com/poppyxtears
itunes.apple.com/nz/artist/poppy-tears/1268266116


lyrics: 

I been looking for a light that doesn't fade 
I been cooling in the night with my blade

she asked me what I'm doing said I'm tryna hold the weight
I said I'm here now but she said its too late
all the fucking time that I went and put to waste
never knew it happened no I never left a trace

cause it's all gotta change one day 
but for now it stays the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
and numbing out the aches  

cause it's all gotta change one day 
but for now its all the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
I been numbing out my aches

lil happy lil sad:

baby girl i feel alone
i been thinkin bout u when im low
i feel like ive lost everything
i feel like i am dead within

baby girl i feel alone
i make it worse when i am smoking dope
i feel like ive lost everything
im crying with lil sedative tn8

girl i never feel at home
im acting strong but i just cant go on
i wish that i could make u see
i wish that you could make me feel again

oooo
i feel so lonely
oooo
i feel alone

spotify

looking for a light that doesn't fade w/ lil happy lil sad (prod. offline x 1800entity)

prod. @notmorgn
@guccihighwaters is my dad

rainy days are our favorite days

guccihighwaters - im so sick of this (tbb remix)

Cover Art Credit: http://vsco.co/rosieshulman

You completely destroy me
You destroyed me like you never knew you could
I'm not over you and I never will be
The thing about love is that simple things like her lips and her eyes break my heart
They're not mine and I don't know who's they'll be
Her hair is therapy to my cold and brittle heart

I used to find safety in her smile
I used to feel warmth in the look on her face
I've been left an empty shell to whither and fade away
I used to think of all the things that we'd be
Now I only think of all the things that we never really were

I used to call you mine but now you just don't know
What am I left to do but stand here in the cold
All I've got left are some photos of you and your voice stuck in my head
Saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end

You were everything to me, and you always will be
Deep in my heart that aches for the sound of your voice
But no longer will I have the choice

I'm sorry for anything that I've done
For the person I've become that you learned to love but then turned your back like a setting sun

If I hurt you I pray that you forgive me
I mean all the words that I say please believe me

And see me as the person you always knew I was
I've never been perfect not in a single way
And that day that you saved me is when I fell from grace
I only needed you and I pushed everyone else away

So now I'm left alone
To live this life all on my own
And I hate the fact that someone else is holding you close
And how you broke my heart when I needed you the most
I've always been too scared to be properly diagnosed
Because you were my pill but now you're nothing but a ghost

And I still have your pictures and that letter you wrote
Where you said that you loved me and you'd never let me go
And you saved me from myself and that's something I hope you know
But you cut me down so quick and I've never been so low

And my stomach aches with every breath of air I breathe
Because you were the one that gave me everything I need
But now this pain won't subside I just can't believe you chose to leave
You were my reason for living how could you do such a heinous thing

I was like a boat that got carried out to sea
And I trusted in your waves, that you wouldn't harm me
You protected me from the storm and gave me a chance at life
And I love the way you cared and asked if I was alright

But something died, something changed and I sunk to the ocean floor
You no longer wanted to hold me up and I drowned from within my core

And every essence of my being is still just too afraid to fight
Because I'm terrified to keep on living without you by my side

And all the things that people said I guess this whole time they were right
Love can never last this way when the flame burns too bright

But I hope you're happy

I hope you're doing fine

I love you still today

Just like you were still mine

I still love the way you laughed
And the things you said to me
You'll never leave my heart
Nor my memory

I just wish I could understand
Why you had to leave
I can't do this on my own
I need you here with me

But you've turned into a ghost
And you're nowhere to be seen
And I can't hear your voice
I won't see your message on the screen

We won't have a family
We won't have a house
We won't raise our kids
You won't be my spouse

We won't grow old together
Like we always planned
You disappeared forever
And alone here shall I stand

you completely destroy me

cøzybøy & AXIDNT - I Used To Know How To Love  2016

Thank you all so much for supporting me! i couldn't be more thankful and happy with everything i have been given! I want to thank David Kiernan for the artwork and @leansipper !! Shout out to @cozyboycries for mixing song #7!! Love you all so much <3
<3 Acid Castle <3
Everyone who is on the EP----
@1800entity
@guardinmusic
@prodbyvessels
@artax666
@leansipper
@lilheartbreaker
@prod-trash
@lilhappylilsad
@tothegood

dear death, i miss you (Prod. lil heartbreak)

mask of woe: halloween

the night he came home

COMBINATION LOCK

the monster still lurks [prod. combination lock]

Two -22 - So Long (ft. Shiloh)

Producer: Masked Man

Cause you know why I wanna be all alone
Deep in my zone
The devil is watching me

These devils are all I know, think they are biting my soul, oooh no no no no
Taking it back to reverse, starting to feel it you hurt, oooh no

I hate to say it but I keep it on the high low, both you and I know why we avoid to fight though
Cause subliminal thoughts appearing when your eyes close thats when the knife goes right into the back
Fucking twist it then you die, you deserve it you a lie, wanna come up with something to escape it fucking try
I will climb over mountains just to see you with my eye then erase you from this world that Mr Jesus did supply
But tell me why

Tell me why 
Why am I so fucking tired
For real, just why?

Cause you know why I wanna be all alone
Deep in my zone
The devil is watching me

These devils are all I know, think they are biting my soul, oooh no no no no
Taking it back to reverse, starting to feel it you hurt, oooh no

You run up, said you gonna, fuck with my bros, you making fun off, you think you on the come up but you wont stand a thought
over me in a stance scraping the bottom again then I slit 'em, I kill 'em, I eat 'em for dinner you don't give about cause
the fear is the winner, Im deadly you sinner you wanna be great

The devil wants a killer

Im not a killer the fuck do you say

Dont care about your feelings

Why would you want me to shed all this blood

Trust me though you want it

Fuck is you talking 'bout Im not a thug 

Im not a thug
But still I, just cant let it go, but it seems like I have to
Huh, god please forgive me

Cause you know why I wanna be all alone
Deep in my zone
The devil is watching me

devil

prod. @colethekingx

lyrics:

if you ain’t riding my wave
you can get out of my way
no i don’t fuck with you
and no i don’t hear what you say
we are not on the same frequency
i’m steady climbing
while you are facetiously 
looking at life in a box
how convenient 
when i’m living life in a way
inconceivably to you

bitch you don’t know me
so listen to me closely
i’m growing impatient with you always talking like you know my story 
when i killed the old me
resurrected i’m holy
but if you don’t know how to stop
bitch i can be unholy

you’re dead to me
regardless
get it through your head
before im heartless

i don't fuck with the fuck shit
no
that is not the way i function

fuck the drama
wont let you get the best of me
i’m cuttin off 
all this negative energy
i

i’m cuttin it off

fuck the drama
wont let you get the best of me
i’m cuttin off 
all this negative energy
i

i’m cuttin it off

bitch you don’t know me
so listen to me closely
i’m growing impatient with you always talking like you know my story 
like i killed the old me
resurrected i’m holy
but if you don’t know how to stop
bitch i can be unholy

you’re dead to me
regardless
get it through your head
before i'm heartless

you're dead to me
you're dead to me

devil

exsetty

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