your favorite actor - kind of like spitting

just forget those 
all of the curse
I just wanna grow
I just wanna go

somewhere out there
where I love to
throw flat rocks 
that bounce on
my thoughts

I just don't know
what's going on
my mind
all the time

maybe I need
something that I 
don't know
take me on

somewhere out there
where I love to
throw flat rocks 
that bounce on
my thoughts

Ducks And Drakes

picture by petra collins
lyrics:
your friends don't like me
you don't have to lie, i can take it
i put my knees to the pavement all the time
i know you don't understand it, baby i know

i still remember my drug dealer's number, it's so fucked up
when i pray i don't ask for anything
my rosary knows me like a mother would
and 'i'm far from good but that's okay, i'm an artist
i'll cut my hair off in the bathroom and they'll hate me regardless
when i'm laying in the garden and the sun shines like a lion
and i don't know why i'm crying, but i am

i have this dream where i'm dead, watching my funeral
everyone is so sad, it's so beautiful
and you look just like an old dog left out on the street
with a bone between your teeth
ya you look like you're waiting for me...

kiss me at the red light
you light my red fire baby
don't go away tonight, 
they'll never have a love like this
they'll never understand
they'll never be anything but bitter
and ya there's other things but babe i'm so much better than them

i know that i'm a mess but you love it
leave my nightgown on the alter when i go swim in the ocean
and i know, leader loveless i'd put you above it all
guardian angel, holy ghost
forest floor to my bedroom walls...

but
i'll stay away if you want me to
i'll stand out in the rain
i'll paint my nails blue again
tell me you think i'm pure like a lady is
this is america, i want to feel free from this. </3

dear diary

6. crane rap pre pegasus

First track of upcoming something…

LYRICS:
in light you saw the stone, the meaning you don’t know
enlightened roles know just for show, it’s all i know

in light, agoraphobe, walks down the road and probes 
the sun goes rogue, and nobody knows this violent finality

wait to see
it’s them and it’s not me
the prophet will bleed out 
what do you mean
it’s coming it’s prophecy
i prayed for the end of these things

In Light

Special thanks to Sammi for the beautiful ooo's :)

Words

Flashing By (sped up)

written and recorded 2020 - 2023

streaming: https://open.spotify.com/album/3l37URMl636VUwyAkcdesW?si=5oJ6qFBOQKKT3ITyRsLOxg

download: https://germanerrormessage.bandcamp.com/album/geman-error-message

Interlude V (Last)

Sanctuary

Dots

demo lyrics (since revised):

and you could've been a pack up and leave
if that's how you wanted it to be
seems a catch, kill and release
but I guess I bit a bit too deep

it's a loss that you try to defeat
well, it's only you who's got you beat
and it's the strength of the vice thats got you weak
and it's the length of your demise that makes you rinse and repeat

just like how the words in the bible
aid in the dissolving of a faction of history's idol
I was like a conflicted disciple
instead now that I'm with retrospect doing a passage recital
hell seems imminent and rather vital

but I'm good
I'm alright though

water don't make it clean
she's wet but she's mean
and I'm fucked but I'm me
I'll rest assured this is my death scene

water don't make me clean

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In Light

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