Sjeksparrow - Piracy

Lyrics written by the only sjekske if you dont understand:

It happened twice by now, yes another year.
It's halloween time, the period of your fears.
Cant believe it happened again, i wanted to make things right.
But it seems like it's going to be a lonely cold night.

Why does it need to be exactly at this moment?
I thought that time was only usefull of being a component.
So how can it be that it wants to be my opponent?
Everyone makes mistakes, but i'm tired of these breaks.

Stopping here, time out there, don't you see it isn't fair?
Everytime you're saying that, it shreds another tear.
I am your bear, I am your friend, I am the one last to stand.
And you're telling me right in my face with no shame that you can't?!

All these questions in my head, it makes me crazy, it makes me mad.
At the moment laying in my bed, wishing to be dead.
Dreaming of choices, making an end to it or staying sad.
So these are my options. Is it good or is it bad?

I dont know, i just miss you, can you maybe please come back.
Or just thinking about it, making a chance and getting back on track.
My heart is hurting, can you please fix the cracks?
Or will it be another day with my head stuck in this mess.

It happened twice by now, yes another year.
It's halloween time, the period of your fears.
Cant believe it happened again, i wanted to make things right.
But it seems like it's going to be a lonely cold night..