JOHNNASCUSfavS.

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Orewa
Orewa
Orewa
Orewa
Orewa
Going blank
Going dead
Nothing left 
I want
To say
It is all just gone
Nothing to spawn
It's all just lines
That bring no bloody feeling to the soul
Nor contemplate with neurological
Just burnt out as charredest coal
It's time to take the martyr role
Do i kill or do the killing?
Well it's two sides of the same coin 
Martyr role against me 
Martyr role against me
Please God repent me
Martyr Role against me
Satan Repent me
Martyr Role against me
Luna repent me

Hold on,
I thought I was atheist
There is no god
There's only law
Of the physical and mother nature
Souls are a waste
Then get to pseudo 
Open my third eye
But first my chakras they must be
Aligned (×7) 
Now it's time to astral projection
To the 4th dimension and sever ties with the physical to ascend to the highest realms past the interdimensionals to become one with consciousness

but consciousness didn't like me

Crash down
To Helheim
To Purgatory
To Tartarus
To Hell
Same Place Different Story 
You're trapped there for eternity

Martyr

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
They shatter
And are broken
Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
Caught lock jaw
Can't open
Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
Feel the pain as i choke and bleed
Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
I can't escape my own body
Can't ask for help
I can't even speak
They think im deranged, mental, weak
Walking around with teeth falling out 
Then i found a way to end it all now
End this physical prison that i'm in
This threshold of pain, i cannot stand it
There's only one way to end it all in a blip
You know what is,
Do not have say it

Clenched Jaw

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

KILLING ALL THESE RAPPERS THEY SOME DART TAGS.
I FUCKING HEAD SMASH.
YOUR BODY ON THE CEMENT.
NO LONGER HUMAN.
YOU DO NOT KNOW ME.
GO HEAD, DISOWN ME.
DON'T NEED YOUR LOVING
DON'T NEED YOUR LOVING

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

1 2 3 4.
YOUR HEAD JUST BLOW.
RIGHT OFF YOUR BODY.
YOU CAN'T FUCKING GROW.
I DO NOT CARE.
I'LL TAKE YOUR LIFE.
CAUSE I DO NOT CARE BOUT MUHFUCKIN MINE.
I SAY DECAY
GO AHEAD
DON'T BREATHE
I SAY DECAY
GO AHEAD
DON'T BREATHE 
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

*SCREAM*
*AD-LIBS*
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

Reality Of Resentment (Prod. LC2K & JOHNNASCUS)

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

*hums and says stuff*

I'm so sick 
I'm so sick and tired yes
I will cut the wire stress
I will cut the wir-
Do
Not Ignore
Fucking Me
I Will Rip
Out Your Spleen
Caught Off Guard
Never Looking
Life ain't easy as it seems
Do Not Ignore
Fucking Me
I Will Rip
Out Your Spleen
You underestimate my fucking being
You shall pay for false judging

Pay (×6)
now say your fucking grace

The Miniscule Kill

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Living in denial
Till you get like fucked bro
Living like the nile
Till you get like cut throat
Bleed into river
As you see the blood go
Mix in with the water
Chaos entered the flow
Imma take off
Ain't no fucking meyday
Ain't no fucking mistake
Lord JOHNNASCUS imma
Alien ok k k
You wan try to erase me
Can't do that oh no no way
I will just infect the world
In people's hearts or like a virus
. . *kumo fucker*
I just want more eyes
To see all the time
Pierce through all the phalilicies 
And you could never creep on me
Look at all realities
See all possibilities
Cause this life ain't thrilling me
I need something real extreme
kumo fucker (repeated)

Sirens In The Night

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download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/identity-crisis

Ego Death

What Even Is My True Self

Gen Z

Confusion

Enter Reality (Prod. LC2K & BRUHMANEGOD)

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music video: https://youtu.be/1ivdljUNeFM
download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/identity-crisis

Nightmare #1

Question Everything (Prod. Sleepy Randy)

Edge Of Reality (Prod. Sleepy Randy)

20 BIRTHDAY Lyrics
Being: 
JOHNNASCUS, how do you feel? (x2)
I don't know

Verse1: 
Livid 20
2 decades
I've been on and off
Wandering felt lost
I was scared to make a difference
To move out my box
So I stayed complacent
Never fucking changing
Always told myself that this time I would make that change but I flake out last minute
Falling back to the prison
Never opened up to anyone
For any problem I ever had
Kept it all in my fucking head
And my fucking heart
Demigod open up
So
Annoying
I
Say
The Same
Shit
Every fucking
Song
Song
Song
Song

Being: 
Then what are you doing?
You know how to escape.
You're not trying hard enough.
You know the answers to your questions.
You're staying here for a reason cause you're scared.
Don't be scared. Embrace the chaos.


Verse2:
Livid 20
2 decades
I am still so young
I can feel the change
From my actions
Not through words
Words only take you so far
Till you must alter the physical

Verse3:
Tok
Tik Tok (x2)
As I walk (x2)
In a world
I don't know (x2)
cause im scared (x2)
I am scared (x2)
Cause...
Something new..
That I have never experienced
But why
Should I 
Be afraid
Just Go (repeated)
Just see the world (x4)

I see. (x2)
And now you see.
And you know what you must do.
It's all been laid out to you.
You already-
You already taken the first steps.
Just keep going and don't look back.

20 BIRTHDAY

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

http://www.errquu.org/errquu.org/
Dysto, Dysto, Dystopi' all in me
Dysto, Dysto, Dystopi' all in me
Treading through my life knowing it has no meaning
No
But it fucking does
I feel Nihilistic
But it's none your business
I just feel the world has nothing for me
My god has abandoned me
That fuck would chew me up and leave me dead in the street
Yeah! Yeah!
Take on my identity
Form the shape of a human being
But inside it's a monster
The dark side of me

Fucker
You're going to die tonight you fucker

Counter this
Hide the shadow
Try to swallow it
I can't swallow it
Out of spite
Out of fight
Out of light
It's a narcissist, hedonist
I'm a nihilist
I'm going to die

And to all of my bustas
Who be thinking they shottas
I'm just saying your luck's up
Better move muthafucka
Better listen and get buck
Better listen or i'll kill you like i did the motherfucking demigod

You some fossil piss
I'm apocalypse 
God
My philosophy
Burn the world
And fuck everyone
Give them dopamine
Out the ass
Fry their brains till they cannot stand on their two feet
Suck their energy
Shadows will swallow all lit

ie (no in Japanese) (×4)
You cannot kill me imma God (×4)
You cannot kill the demigod (×4)

Self Shadow Self

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

And it started off with the ice
Froze my brain froze my life
Trapped in a world that I don't know
Maybe you, but I don't
I was some fair town
Went in a little funhouse
Then I tried to run out
I got like stuck in a maze
I was in there for days
Tryna just find my way
Out then I did
Through the bathroom window now I'm in a different town
In the distance I just see a "noun"
Staring at me, ready to pounce
Ravage teeth to devour flesh
I kill it first, i implode it's head

You do not see and I know (x4)
And I know
You do not see and I know (x3)

(and it started off with the)
What What
Twoo moons in the sky
One of them was "I"
The other one was "nigh"
What What
"I" moon in some chains
"Nigh" moon gonna bring destruction to everything
What What
In a cyberpunk world
No sense of life
Artificial hurls
SuPreme
Empty cities
Exoskeletons
Of humanity

You do not see and I know (x4)

Fuck Now I'm on a strange island yuh
First the blue cheetah find me yuh
Second anaconda found me yuh
Now I'm a skeleton
Beat the shit out it's fucking face I don't give a fuck
Beat the shit out it's fucking face I don't give a fuck
Beat the shit out it's fucking face I don't give a fu-
I start carving and mutilating some human faces
Others i stitch their eyes and mouth with metallic laces
Then I get an adrenaline rush I pick up the pace
Then I wake up in shock, with sweat dripping down my face

synth  _96 v2

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

See the challenges that I face
Come through, spray you with the mace
Do not care like I ever did
I'm a punk little edgy kid
Still never grown out that phase
Well, maybe I kind of did
Not a nihilist today
But it's my bedrock bottom okay
But it's my bedrock bottom okay
Faster Do what I say you Gemini, Gemini, Gemini
Zodiac signs man I'm an alumni
Now I can teach about the third eye
Raise your c-consciousness
Get so pseudo
And I worship Pluto
And I speak to beings from the Orion belt
They just told me they just need some help
From the
Reptilians
Reptilians
Reptilians
Cut

Gemini Cancer Nihilist Cusp

_0002

Fight The Singularity
Algorithm despairing me
Taking away my free will
Turned into a commodity like,
Want from me?
What you really like want from me?
You just want my mind numb to be my control freak
Well fuck i'm tired
I am tired
So sick and tired
I am tired
That's on me 
Come & see
What is up
You fucking freaks

Artificial 
And onto is superficial
And below is all code
They do not care about you
They just want data for profit and for you to be silent
I dont want be silent
Fuck surveillance capitalism

#fuckgoogle

Fight The Singularity [untitled_0002]]

Music Video: https://youtu.be/fMS1hp8NsCA
On the night (repeated)
On the night
They all rise
Undead life
Monsters fly
Witches soar
In the sky
Skeletons break their spine
On the night (repeated)

This witching hour
End of my life
Witches cast spells
I have no eyes

JOHNNASCUSfavS.

Devish