Lyrics:
i know its been about a year but, it's never too late is it?
plus i got a lot on my mind, just gotta get this out on paper, ya feel me?
uh, uh, uh, uh, yeah

guess who's back again
got no merit and no swagger and no girls with him
tellin people he ain't with him cuz they ain't his friends
talkin shit behind his back until he met his end, yeah

but then he woke up, and he realized
he was searchin for a light but didn't use his eyes or his mind
1000 miles from his starting point
he's a broken soul now but he used to be a good guy

now he's back on a track bein sad again
"this the third time that its happened, can't you get over it?"
wish that i could, wish i could recognize those red flags
but i been color blind for years i ain't even seen my own scratches
from battles fought in the past, "it was an accident"
that's what they all say, and i could just be sad again
or i could take this energy and do somethin with it
makin music again and i miss crude shit i miss him so bad
never got to say goodbye, so i said it to my lover and i decided that i was ready to die
please don't cry, i hate to see people sad, it really messes with me
wish that i could make it better, our minds are weak on their own, but they can be stronger together

yeah they can be stronger together
remember how i said that i used to be a good guy
maybe im just a damn good liar who can tell a good lie

the world will never truly know me
i just isolate myself cuz people get controlling
people say they like myself but i think that theyre trolling
don't know why i bite myself i think im dying slowly
but not much has changed in the last like seven years
im a whole new person and yea i got a new appearance
a new way to define myself, but i gotta ask the question
was it even worth it? cause i still don't even like myself

oh what a turn of events
the kid who laughed at every joke is now all sad and depressed and a mess
he kept on livin in the moment, too bad he couldn't cope and tried to put himself to rest
scared everybody around him, call it a wake up call that maybe all the fake smiles on the outside just don't say it all

somethin wasn't right in his mind, it could be anything
and people kept on screamin their lies, she was my everything
they will never understand all that i felt
and now im just supposed to pack it up put it back on a shelf, what the hell
even after the whole thing had ended
every time i recollect i always end up with my brain bended

i always said id never care, i finally find love one time, and i say it isn't fair
throwback to the me who was never really there
throwback to the me who just really never cared
now im stuck with me who's upsessed about his hair
don't know about a me who could really make a pair
all i came to know is about sickness in the air
and none of them are love despite all of the despair
despite all of the feelings and the symptoms i felt
it just wasn't enough, and it caused my core to melt
i think im throwin in the towel got me sayin "oh well"
throwback to the old me who would've given them hell

this song goes out to my homies
specifically those who stuck with me through all this shit
even through the ugly
bless up for good friends

Throwback

Lyrics:
this song goes out
to all those people who not gettin the love they need
to all the people who just need a lil positivity
i gotchu, this for you
here's a story about my most recent love experience
and while it didn't go well, i might as well make it sound like it
ay, yea, yea

lot on my mind i need a quick escape
head somewhere fine but i don't wanna wait
i need to go now

things in my life are gettin better
im headed great places with greater weather
but its just not the same without you

ooh baby
when you flip your hair around
or when you stop and stare right at the ground
i know you, got a lot goin through your head
what if it was just you and me instead, we can 
ditch the lights and all these crowds, maybe
catch a flight and get out of town, i know a
good spot where we can get
a few great moments and a nice sunset oh yea

o-o-oh oh oh oh yea
a few great moments and a nice sunset oh yea
m-m-m m m oh yea
a few great moments and have no regrets with me 

everybody tryna make their dreams into reality
and honestly i can't see why not, success is ecstasy
ridin those waves to the horizon of your future
it's everything you've ever wanted, just wait for the feature
good things happen to the positive people
its all a matter of time before the good drowns out the evil
sittin on the beach, toes under the sand
its everything youve waited for, and thats all that im sayin

when you flip your hair around
or when you stop and stare right at the ground
i know you, got a lot goin through your head
what if it was just you and me instead, we can 
ditch the lights and all these crowds, maybe
catch a flight and get out of town, i know a
good spot where we can get
a few great moments and a nice sunset oh yea

i used to have it all in the palm of my hands
but now its all just memories from sun city grand
ok that's kind of a lie, im still totally hooked
on this girl i met who lives outside my small field of brooks
i still wanna takeoff, i wanna make this girl
the single most happy woman in the world
and one day just maybe imma get my chance
at finally being able to have that sunset dance

when you flip your hair around
or when you stop and stare right at the ground
i know you, got a lot goin through your head
what if it was just you and me instead, we can 
ditch the lights and all these crowds, maybe
catch a flight and get out of town, i know a
good spot where we can get
a few great moments and a nice sunset oh yea

o-o-oh oh oh oh yea
a few great moments and a nice sunset oh yea
uh-uh-uh uh uh oh yea
a few great moments and have no regrets with me

Sunset(draft3)

[chorus]
I've been livin good recently
nobody bother me
I'm livin on a cloud
or floatin in the sea
sometimes I go swim down
but I come back to breathe
that fresh air
that everybody need

[verse 1]
ok
changing the flow like its stormy
studio became my kitchen
cookin it up like it's gourmet
most of these days I'm relaxing
a lot of the food I eat homemade
yea that's right I don't go out much
don't have the cash to support me

[verse 2]
right about midnight I get in bed
then I wake up next mornin clock says it's 10
and I feel great; feel like a new man
then it's back to makin music all apart of my plan

[verse 3]
People take their lives for granted
somethin I see way too much
they all lookin down at their phones
it really feels good to look up
Just lookin back up at the sky
A feeling that makes you get up
and fill their lungs with that new air
makin them try some new stuff

[verse 4]
speakin of which
had a dream a couple days ago
watchin the sunset go down on a beach
chillin with this really pretty girl
don't know her but I will be happy to see
if I ever meet her where will it be
after that wonder where we'll go
and wonder if we'll live happily

[chorus]
I've been livin good recently
nobody bother me
I'm livin on a cloud
or floatin in the sea
sometimes I go swim down
but I come back to breathe
that fresh air
that everybody need

[verse 5]
If you been watchin me bet you have questions like why shit do not bother me
different for everyone lemme just tell ya but me I got lost out at sea
that didn't actually happen of course it happened to me mentally
then when my body washed up on the shoreline I stared right back out at the sea
I thanked the sea for its time, and we parted ways
still think about what happened to this day
when I get bad thoughts or I start to sink
I act just like the ocean, and I smile and wave

[verse 6]
No no way am I gonna let my thoughts get me down
I'm gonna think my thoughts and I'll shout em out
If you had a bad day and ur thoughts are too loud
let me tell em different turn your whole day around

[verse 7]
you are a beautiful person and that's a fact
first time you hearin that? kinda wack
People say don't judge a book by its cover
but I'm stayin positive, so I do that, yea
make it a part of my day to say hi or even just wave
just so you know tho that's not how I normally act
but im pretty open to change

[verse 8]
I chill on my raft made of some logs
but I brought no problems so I soar along
just feelin the breeze flow through my hair
I swear to god right now I don't got a care
There's somethin about the water for me
that I just find soothing, get lost in the sea
but when I get lost, I find myself so
if I'm bein honest how bad can it be

Ocean

Look around the room nobody else is there to drown me out
Got you sayin "what you doin, spittin with this brand new sound"
This is what I used to use when I would ever bring me down
Call this mood a pick me up cause this shit flew me out of town

Some say I went crazy with this newfound power in my mind
it's what people wish they had and it's pretty damn hard to find
but I ain't a natural before you start spreadin your lies
this is after years of practice and a couple days of dyin

back then I was weird and all alone
only had 2 friends and I didn't have a phone
my social life was nonexistant that shit got old
went and did something about it ;now, I'm made of gold

never heard my name and I don't say it twice
M A S T O W get it right
Kinda in between the darkness and the light
always pretty laid back but I'm down to fight

grew up throwin punches just to get a snack
now I throw that cash when shawty throw it back
my life flipped around and I was down for that
on the weekends relax and just hit the pack

I'm living the best life that I could be
so high up I'm flying rockets mentally
out here showing you why I am me
don't forget that I do this shit for free

I'm living the best life that I could be
when I'm with my friends I'm so happy
once again I'm back to living like a tree
just vibing and nobody bothers me

Growth

Lyrics:
You gonna do me like that
make me feel so bad I hit up the pack
you didn't used to make me feel like trash
now you only tell me what I lack
got me always feelin so down
compliment me? I'm lookin around
diggin so far into the ground
cover it back up, I'm safe and sound

I'm tryna change myself make myself better but you don't give me good ideas
I'm goin back to the old ways, makin new friends and strikin up deals
shit that I'm constantly dyin for man at this point I dunno where I'd be
thought you were gonna be there for me but you had different plans obviously

when we met I was all for you now I wish you'd fuck off more and more
think I just need a break maybe fly some place nice like bora bora
honestly wish we could go back to vibin just like we used to before
once we got talkin we never spent time with each other no knock on my door

"get the fuck out of my way" "you are just a waste of space"
things that you say on the daily, not gonna lie they causin some pain
swear to god if I hear one more joke bout how fucked up you think my face is
I'm gonna take every dream you told me about and you're gon watch me erase it

I don't got chill anymore, I wasn't like this before, now you ignored
I don't just sleep now I snore, on all your problems galore, you restocked the store?
maybe you clean up the floor? 
maybe you tidy this place up a little bit and maybe your friends will show up just a lil bit more
you don't even rain, you go straight to pour

ain't sayin you don't got cash
but clearly there's things that you lack
how you had multiple guys
pullin that move called the dash
yea it's a stab in the back
but how else u get control of the pack
they ran away so so fast
surprised they didn't get whiplash

If you couldn't tell by now, I'll tell you bitch you took it too far
This just my moment of pride and how much I got, call me a god cause I shoot stars
My music sound better when I put my feels in it, it really ain't too hard
especially when what I say holdin some truth to it, crash into your dreams like 2 cars

don't even need somebody to tell you the damage they gon say that its bad
makin your brain explode from all of these bars blow up like baghdad
In the past I felt remorse for saying stuff that was makin u feel sad
but after each of these lines makin me smile, makin me feel glad

and I know whatchu gonna say
that I just pout and complain
but that ain't the me of right now
that was the me yesterday
I dare you to tell me I'm fake
cause only a witch gonna lie
I dare you to tell me I'm fake
Im burnin you down at the stake

Im burnin you down at the stake
Im burnin you down at the stake
you gonna start throwin round names
won't settle for maybe and wait
I'm takin control of my life
and you ain't gonna get in my way
I'm drivin fast full speed ahead
only thing you might see is my wave

Witch

just somethin i made while chillin in quarantine
shoutout @pokelawls for the beat

Lyrics:
i keep refreshin my homepage
just bein lazy the whole day
ain't gonna see me in public
i used to love it
callin those old days

catch me jus lyin around
im jus here makin these sounds
nothin but me at home
cant help but be alone (yuh)

i wanna get out the house (out)
jus wanna do somethin else (bored)
don't wanna be quarantined (why?)
this can't be good for my health (yea?)
yea i could go for a walk (true)
but then i'd just walk by myself (huh?)
life used to change, but now it's the same all the time (fuck)

i been sittin 'round vibin vibin vibin yuh (yuh)
work at my pc, writin writin writin songs (what?)
those that fuck with me, they can come and ride along (skrrrt)
they dont fuck with me, wave at them and say so long (nyoom)

You don't fuck with me because I'm not all that you see and what you want
I don't fuck with you because you fake as shit and I don't really like you

chillin in bed like an ice cube (ice)
you know im makin the right moves (yuh)
call me a mufuckin pokemon 
im throwin bars Ra-I-Chu (ooh)
im spittin flames like Zuko (hot)
callin me trash whatchu know (bish what)
i think in three's
and i am the one
ill make you draw four like its uno (damn)

quarantine been a real vibe (mm)
im stayin up late every night (nah)
im so bored there's nothin to do (same)
the worst part is I still got school (sucks)
don't catch me missin my class (why not)
or mama start beatin my ass (oh damn)
an arab jus called me on zoom (huh?)
that's why i'm blowin up fast (ay)

ay bro fuck corona
it's messin with everyone's shit right now
everyone just wanna go outside and enjoy the weather
but like...fuck man

fuck corona

Lyrics:
I'm the magic man, stuff that nobody had yet
switchin up the game, old dogs find it tragic
changin up the game for a reason
shit was gettin lame but now we're comin up on iced out season

Straight from World 2 to World 4 
Never used wavy flows like this before 
and that's why i'm the one that you least expected 
used to be like everybody now i make my exit

I'm ascended, better give me credit
stayin iced out in the middle of the desert
nobody do it quite like me
he might say he copped the jewelry but i think that its unlikely

stand tall, big grin, nice smile
haven't felt this good in a long while
but i got some new energy in my bones
that makes me wanna chase a bag and not be alone

yo
huh
what?
be alone?
once upon a time i really felt that way
but now i got this feelin everydays my day cuz

i take my week one day at a time
and every day i break it down and make every day mine
it's just as simple as that, disagree u overthinkin
i think i speak for everyone, young abe lincoln

the road to greatness can be long and dry
that's why i know the desert is analagous to mine
i started as naive, critics said i'd never make it
now i live in luxury and they stay hatin

Desert

Amateur rapper
Contact: max.stowell@gmail.com

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