time

ants

argument

it isnt me anymore, it isnt me
im in a dream pretty sure, im in a dream

we were talking but we werent talking
and you said im lucky you still love me

and it said all the bad about you's even worse
and i thought, i dont know, that seems pretty harsh


CHORUS
that is ugly
that is nasty
that is catty
that is bad

so where did i go and who is this
i know i dont know, a piece of shit

but dont get it wrong now cause you were pretty put out
but it was also in you and i got wet, too

and it said ive a hole instead of, like, a heart
and you thought, i dont know man, seems a little harsh


(chorus)

we were the same, we were the same
a mirror facing a mirror's face

we made up then, kissed and dried out
but where were we? and what thing got out?

now its all behind us but the past is real as well
there's that part of each of us i guess, and you can tell

(chorus)



argument

call for us

i dont want to sleep
and its not because i got something to do
or because i couldn't if i tried to do
or because im feeling happy mad or blue
or because of you

CHORUS
its just anxiety plain and simple
no frills, no reason, no wrinkles
im staying up til tomorrow
i'll sleep the night after that

i dont want to rest
but it isnt like a pressure in my chest
or because i had too many or too few
or because im not my best or cause of you
its not because of you

(chorus)

i got an idea
its a bad one but its better than me dwelling on the black encroaching ever closer gnawing horrid fear
or just eating more and watching the TV
or pretending like i have attention span
not because of you

(chorus)

i'll write some dumb song
it'll be about the sense that shit is wrong
and the fact i haven't seen you in so long
no fuck not about that
just the other shit 
all that other shit i said

(chorus)

not about you.

cant sleep (not about you) mp3

ive watched you fight
ive seen you bright
through blackness around you

dont tell me you cant
dont say that fucking fent's
too much, ive seen you
pull away from hell enough

enough's enough

enough

fent

you see the gray light
wash away the mold
im behind walls

to feel a cold bite
merciless and old
i can see nothing here

CHORUS:
you chose to wake up
now you're awake but
paralyzed, shaking
weeping and breaking
apart only partly
alive anymore
oh

our vaporous union
never really was.
then, is this all?

sleep's throaty crooning
winds between death's jaws
what can i say to fear?

(chorus)

I would adorn you
with anxiety
that heavy shawl

we will all mourn, too
lay you with a wreath
not all can be made clear

(chorus)

grave regret

sax snax 2

this song isnt for you to listen to
this song is for me to make

if you're hearing singing, remember, you:
it's just words and rhymes, only fake

i've been feeling restless and doubting myself
minutes seeming endless, i'm under a spell

but when i'm making music it all goes away
and that's what this song is for

the song song


weed psychosis:

should i cross my arms
no
are they looking now
yes

is there any water

damn this room is cold
fuck
was that thought from me
i hope so

are they angry yeah
probably
what did i do wrong
probably

i just smoked a bowl
with my friends
im having a good time
with my friends
with my good friends

whats that sound outside
angels
theyre inside my mind
darkness

how long have i been here
they know all my sins

they know all my sins
godless
this is all a test
hateful

damn this room is cold
fuck
are they looking now
yes

are they angry now
are they angry now




cymbalance