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i know life is a nightmare, life’s a fuckin nightmare 🥀

the day no one can run from

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sadboy romance

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i really wanna die

lyrics :

i wish i could go back in time
should i keep going or die
i don't know i cannot decide

i'll leave without leaving a trace
it hurts like a slap in the face
i wanna go back in the days when i was able to feel

i was able to feel a motherfucking thing, hey
when i never took any pill, hey
things were better before, i was better before
i was sober and clean, yeah

i been feeling lot of stress
hate everything about my face
i was ready to glow, i was ready to blow
but i only decay now


i wish i could go back in time
should i keep going or die
i don't know i cannot decide

i'll leave without leaving a trace
it hurts like a slap in the face
i wanna go back in the days when i was able to feel

i was able to feel a motherfucking thing, hey
when i never took any pill, hey
things were better before, i was better before
i was sober and clean, yeah

i been feeling lot of stress
hate everything about my face
i was ready to glow, i was ready to blow
but i only decay now

love now, die later

nostalgia

deathwish

numb

maybe

lyrics :

but baby i don't know how you could love me this way
you know i'm getting so high every night, every day
you should runaway before i turn your life into a mess
i'm feeling blessed cuz i know that you still love me the same

just shut up if you want me to change
you wanna die, yeah i do feel the same
but right now, i just want you in my bed
like a drug, you put me in a trance
you get me high, high as these planes
so love now, die later in flames

but baby i don't know how you could love me this way
you know i'm getting so high every night, every day
you should runaway before i turn your life into a mess
i'm feeling blessed cuz i know that you still love me the same

just shut up if you want me to change
you wanna die, yeah i do feel the same
but right now, i just want you in my bed
like a drug, you put me in a trance
you get me high, high as these planes
so love now, die later in flames

lyrics :

guide me god, i lost my way
i know i should have never took that shit
oh, i just wanna runaway
pack my bags, get the fuck outta here

you got a knife, can i borrow it ?
to cut my veins until i pass away
i'm walking on razorblades
my blood's leaking til better days

oh, yeah i know they hate me
i know it deep inside
what's the point of living
when you're waiting to die ? (die)
die (die)
die, when you're waiting to die ? (die)
die (die)
die, when you're waiting to die ?

nothing makes me feel a thing
i feel good only in a dream
i dream about the day that i will fall asleep
so i can dream forever, never wake up here

make it hurt, yeah bring me down
it's crystal clear that i need it now
i need to feel a tear rolling down my cheek
my heart is cold, my brain is dead, am i a human still ?

oh, yeah i know they hate me
i know it deep inside
what's the point of living
when you're waiting to die ? (die)
die (die)
die, when you're waiting to die ? (die)
die (die)
die, when you're waiting to die ?

i know they hate me

Lyrics :

I wonder why i feel like i’m the one behind, why won’t you tell me ?
I prayed so many times to find out why, i need a soul to come and save me

Dive deep in my eyes
Lose yourself in them
When you came into my life
You brightened up my days

But now we’re done it’s like we’re strangers
Like we’ve never even met
Guess the story’s ending now
I’m gonna walk alone again

Sorry mom, i’ll pack my things
Get away and spread my wings
I’ve lost a lot of friends i loved
Put the blame on me, it’s all my faut

I wish that i could fix this mess
Get these things out of my chest
Feeling whole again

I stay awake at night, thinking about my past, things were better then
I wish that i could go back in time, enjoy my life while i still can

Dive deep in my eyes
Lose yourself in them
When you came into my life
You brightened up my days

But now we’re done it’s like we’re strangers
Like we’ve never even met
Guess the story’s ending now
I’m gonna walk alone again

Sorry mom, i’ll pack my things
Get away and spread my wings
I’ve lost a lot of friends i loved
Put the blame on me, it’s all my faut

I wish that i could fix this mess
Get these things out of my chest
Feeling whole again

I’ve lost a lot of friends i loved
Put the blame on me, it’s all my fault

Feeling whole again

praying to the sky

strangers

Lyrics :

A ghost in the crowd
Lost in the echoes
A solitary soul
Swimming in the shadows

I got nothing to be proud of
Nothing i enjoy
Nothing makes me happy
I'm constantly numb

So let me go
I'm better off alone, i'm better off alone now
No, i can't be around people when i'm high on
Drugs, i hate everybody, i hate everybody i'm
Better on my own

I wanna heal my head, i know it might take a while
By that time i should be dead, swept away by my lifestyle

I cry laying on the bed
Shadows dancing on the wall
I'm waiting for the bitter end
I can't take it anymore

So let me go
I'm better off alone, i'm better off alone now
No, i can't be around people when i'm high on
Drugs, i hate everybody, i hate everybody i'm
Better on my own

Get the fuck out of my sight
Get the fuck out of my sight
Get the fuck out of my sight
Get the fuck out of my sight
Go
Move

So let me go
I'm better off alone, i'm better off alone now
No, i can't be around people when i'm high on
Drugs, i hate everybody, i hate everybody i'm
Better on my own

better on my own

Lyrics :

Inconceivable how i let it all slip out of my hands
What a shame
It came like a car crash
You never know when it's coming to get you till it's there
Now it's too late

I'm falling appart now i'm trying to get it out of my head
I wanna rest
I'm getting so low
I had to fight a couple times but now i'm down on the floor
I confess, i'm a mess

it came like a car crash

Lyrics :

Moon's bright and lights are low, the storm is raging now
I know i didn't give any sign of life for quite some time
I've been fighting my own mind i wanna die, it's no surprise
And i start to realize that we've been told a thousand lies

I've never been so heartless, i've never been so cold
Everything is pointless if when we die there's nothing more
So i hide behind the curtains, i shut and lock the door
I hurt myself on purpose until i pass out on the floor

I fucking hate myself
It cannot end this way
I'm trying not to die

All hope is gone in flames
Doesn't matter anyway
Still i'm praying to the sky

Lyrics :

I came undone with all this mess
It's time for me to let it go
Embrace the world and all it's gifts
And leave behind what gets me low

It's hard, i know, but god will guide me all the way
I know, for sure, that i will win this war inside my head
(Follow the light, it's dark outside but i will find my way)
Inside my head
(I cannot stay like this anymore or you will find me dead)
Inside my head
(Follow the light, it's dark outside but i will find my way)
Inside my head
(I cannot stay like this anymore or you will find me dead)

Taking a trip down memory lane, remembering all the dreams i had
I'm done waiting for my life to end
Let's runaway together we'll be hand in hand, side by side
Don't be late because soon, well, i'll be
Gone
Gone
Gone
Gone
I don't wanna rot here
Get up and run
Motherfucker

I came undone with all this mess
It's time for me to let it go
Embrace the world and all it's gifts
And leave behind what gets me low

It's hard, i know, but god will guide me all the way
I know, for sure, that i will win this war inside my head
(Follow the light, it's dark outside but i will find my way)
Inside my head
(I cannot stay like this anymore or you will find me dead)
Inside my head
(Follow the light, it's dark outside but i will find my way)
Inside my head
(I cannot stay like this anymore or you will find me dead)

Taking a trip down memory lane, remembering all the dreams i had
I'm done waiting for my life to end
Let's runaway together we'll be hand in hand, side by side
Don't be late because soon, well, i'll be
Gone
Gone
Gone
Gone
I don't wanna rot here
Get up and run

gone

Lyrics : 

Need help ? I do too
I'm falling down and i'm going through a lot
I know you, you're super cool and you're really cute
But we're fucked, and we know it
Nothing's fun anymore and i can't recall them
The promises i made myself before
The promises i made myself before

So won't you break me down, tear me apart and pick up the pieces
Fuck this town, i'll find a way to cut out our leashes
Help me out, i see a way out but i cannot reach it

I don't even wanna save myself
I don't even wanna save myself
When i'm thinking about ending it all
I got a feeling that it cannot be that bad

I don't even wanna save myself
I don't even wanna save myself
When i'm thinking about ending it all
I got a feeling that it cannot be that bad

So lonely
I cannot be friend with somebody
Drugs help but it's only temporary
It's only temporary, oh

That's why i'm trying to stay high
Until the day i die
They tell me that ain't right
Yeah, fuck, they're lying, oh

So won't you break me down, tear me apart and pick up the pieces
Fuck this town, i'll find a way to cut out our leashes
Help me out, i see a way out but i cannot reach it

I don't even wanna save myself
I don't even wanna save myself
When i'm thinking about ending it all
I got a feeling that it cannot be that bad

I don't even wanna save myself
I don't even wanna save myself
When i'm thinking about ending it all
I got a feeling that it cannot be that bad

i don't even wanna save myself

Lyrics :

What is that inside you that is messing with your head ?
Did you ever wonder why and how it could make you feel so bad ?
I wish it never got this far
Come with me and drive

Far and never come again, oh
Bitch, i'll never come again, oh
Don't you know i never go outside
No, i never see the sun
I feel like i'm dead, oh

Make it hurt, try to bring me down
I've been crawling in the dirt, the clock is ticking now
I won't give up, i'll show them what i got
Inside, it burns

I'll leave and never come again, oh
Bitch, i'll never come again, oh
Don't you know i never go outside
No, i never see the sun
I feel like i'm dead, oh

i feel like i'm dead

i feel like i’m dead (demo)

I've been walking alone for a long time
And i've been dragged to the ground but it's alright
And i can feel it coming
And nothing seems to cure it

So many dreams, they were pointless
I'll kill myself in a forest
If i get up, i'm falling
I can hear its calling

Your touch feels like a cold breeze
I'll cut my throat in a snow field
This world is rotting away
And it won't recover, no way

i'll kill myself in a forest

molly (demo)

The stars above don't shine the way they did
I guess that i was wrong about so many things

And i feel like i don't belong here
I'm a poison, don't come near
Fighting a battle on my own, you can see it in my eyes
Imma die soon, i know it

my angel

𝔬𝔥, 𝔦𝔱’𝔰 𝔞 𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔢𝔩𝔶 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡, 𝔦 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴

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