Ithaca

Engineer: Mvrkof3
Producer: JustDan

Lyrics:

Trees on delivery 
Feeding my energy 
Need for the enemy close 
Breathe for a little peace 
Dream for synergy 
Leave when I better be home
Spit when I gotta go in
I get on no trends
My passion don’t end
They mad I don’t live 
Compatible with 
The casual kids
On their padawan shit no

My shit hit like it’s last name Diaz
Og shit burn hash in the pm
I don’t rap for damn per diem 
I’ve been in my lane and it’s sad to see em
Making no progress living in fear
Lately I feel like my brain is on gear
Hate being passive Im feeling severe 
I’m in the cannon I need that premier

Light the wick and
I’ll be whipping through the city on my shit
Need a tint so dark they won’t see my sins
my image ain’t dependent on bills
In my pockets no shill shit 
Bringing in an illness 
Young super spreader in the building 
You think I’m jaded 
but youre frame stay tilted 
Every good circumstance I willed it
Saw a need and I filled it
Everybody boring on that chill shit 

I go through long periods of little sleep
And it tend to whittle me
Down like the industry
Fine points
Few peers could belittle me
Shouts if you ever break down like silly me
Will it be 20 more years of futility 
Trying to chase a dream down
Knowing that it’s killing me
If it is than I’m making my peace
I roll the window down and lean out 
Facing the breeze 

Trees on delivery 
Feeding my energy 
Need for the enemy close 
Breathe for a little peace 
Dream for synergy 
Leave when I better be home
Spit when I gotta go in
No I get on no trends
My passion don’t end
They mad I don’t live 
Compatible with 
The casual kids
On padawan shit no

Nothing stays put together like it was
I don’t want another place
I don’t need a new plug
Now I’m different I don’t feel the same tug
while I lie face up
But I can’t waste luck
I let time change me so take it up with fate
If you hate me 
One day we’ll be late pushing daises 
Different cemeteries or same one maybe 
I’ve been on the way 
hoping nobody try to chase me

Leave the drama when you come
I don’t want none
Speak or keep the peace
We carry on
Nothing precious come with ease
Don’t show your teeth 
Too often or seem weak
Seeming like you don’t mean anything
Doesn’t buy respect
I attest that it does affect
Everybody saying yes to you less 
You been stressed on the internet
Acting like a mess you should probably rest 

I press on less gone than yesterday 
I’ve kept on the path 
 just to escalate 
I alleviate the burning brain I entertain
I wonder what fulfillment really feels like anyway
When I didn’t know myself
Back in 2018 dropping out of college  
While my mental health melted down now I’m doing well wish it was for sale
can’t press my mentality into a pill

Gotta do it all for yourself even when you feel
Like it ain’t worth it 
Thinking of sniffing detergent 
through a dollar bill
A victim to my urges and the circumstance 
I know what I should have said
I’m lonely while she’s running off with Curtis
When I’m finally earnest it’s too late to tell 
Only 7 people in the world truly know me well
Trynna open up Jonah and the whale 
But I fear I’m Judas in the garden off a silver sale 

Trees on delivery 
Feeding my energy 
Need for the enemy close 
Breathe for a little peace 
Dream for synergy 
Leave when I better be home
Spit when I gotta go in
I get on no trends
My passion don’t end
They mad I don’t live 
Compatible with 
The casual kids
On their padawan shit no

ENERGY

Pick up my feet and put one in front of the other 
like everybody else
Pick up my dreams and my brothers I couldn’t do it myself
Fit all the pieces together after they shattered and well
Some parts I couldn’t find but nevermind
I guess it’s better to believe that it’s a better time
I’ve got three quarters of life ahead of me now
Then I’m in the ground
I took a few years away to figure out
What it is 
To be the soul underneath the skin
I need that connection now inspiration is oxygen
And I’m here reaching out
To make some sense of the shit within 
The things we talk about in the night 
when the light is dim and I wanna spin
You a nice story of utopia but that is not the sim
That were living in 
Everyone wants to go about their lives like they’re innocent
But it all depends
Who you calling out
Who you taking in

Here we are 
I've been a few places but I feel so far away
Back at the start
Only right turns in the labrinth I I feel my way 
I think that I’m dreaming I’m finally seeing the meaning of having a breakthrough 
Back at the start
Only right turns in the labyrinth 
I feel my way through
 
Pick at the seams of my personality
Dabble in actualities
Try to be democratic
but wind up with people mad at me
I understand the autonomy
I don’t weaponize honesty
Honestly just the thought of me
Doing it makes me nauseaus we’re
All a part of the family take a seat
And make your self at home in a place thats safe for the time being
Do you see what I’m seeing 
The time to be tribal is passing fast and we need
A new paradigm that will last 

Here we are 
I've been a few places but I feel so far away
Back at the start
Only right turns in the labrinth I I feel my way 
I think that I’m dreaming I’m finally seeing the meaning of having a breakthrough 
Back at the start
Only right turns in the labyrinth 
I feel my way through

Oxygen

If You Wanna Come Over

Fuck the Neighbors

Stacking money but I keep it as an abstract concept
I refuse to live a life of nonsense
I refuse to idolize an object
I refuse to quit amit the progress
When it’s sunny I don’t wanna be bothered
Soaking in the world like there won’t be tomorrow
If rain is the only thing that you offer
I don’t have a spare umbrella to borrow
Nobody gonna slow the pace I’m moving
And if you’re on go then prove it
When I’m still I can’t feel the music
When I wanna switch it up and do shit
A new way 
I’m waking up a new day’s 
Here already and I love the life I’m choosing
Sniff the flowers blooming
Maybe it was all a dream but I’m feeling lucid

When I wake I don’t want to be the same
They could never say
I went to my grave
In a slow fade 
I wanna grace the face of earth til I go with a bang
Every day better then the last I just wanna play out
The whole thing 
Everybody trying to put me in a box cant can’t type me
It ain’t a damn thing try me
I never act contrite please
I stay lit so you can’t ignite me

My head is a paradise I don’t fuck with the parasite
None of it happened overnight
None of it needed oversight
Got a list of the low lights
To stay on the ground 
But I think that its high time
to turn it around cause
I will not live life with the sound 
Of the voice in my head saying not now
  
When I wake I don’t want to be the same
They could never say
I went to my grave
In a slow fade 
I wanna grace the face of earth til I go with a bang
Every day better then the last I just wanna play out
The whole thing 
Everybody trying to put me in a box cant can’t type me
It ain’t a damn thing try me
I never act contrite please
I stay lit so you can’t ignite me

No Apologies

I’ve been living like the lone wolf 
Howling at the moon 
Nobody hit my line at midnight or by noon
I’ve been pacing through the streetlight 
I’ll be there soon
No telling where I’m going but I know I have to move
True truths and a lie 
We need the pack to stay kickin
Nobody came looking for me when I went missin
Somebody came clean to me told me kid listen 
Make apologies, you know things could be different
 
Things change and we grow I dont fault that
Things break and I know I can’t stop that 
These days I don’t miss all the contact

I’ve been drifting like an old ghost
Looking for my home
Never really did settle  
But always had a place to go so
Went back to the apartment 
Where the homies used to blow smoke
Hoping it was those those dopes
Welcoming me home
But it seems they moved on
So I kept my shoes on 
As my soles stepped to the beat of a new drum
Guess I always knew some
Morning I would wake up lonely

Things change and we grow I dont fault that
Things break and I know I can’t stop that 
These days I don’t miss all the contact

Wolf

I saw a study the other day 
Money leaves happiness at 70 k
We’re spending too much time worshipping the bank
While God’s counting down our time
ticking life away 
What to you constitutes the best days
A warm breeze and the gas in the ashtray
They’re only special cause thier gone but it’s okay
You know the sun will climb tomorrow up the window pane
Will you do what you love in the new dawn
Will you get up and get dressed put your shoes on
Life got me in the headlights like shocked faun
They’re yelling from the car "bitch get a move on"
They hit the gas no matter what street you’re hooves on
I’m running from the future I don’t wanna think about it
I’m staring at the picture thinking how to get up out it
In the apartment late night turn the music louder
You know the neighbors can’t sleep 
no matter what the hour

I don’t have anybody round me that don’t give me love
I don’t have anybody shouting they don’t give a fuck
I don’t know anybody proving something that they’re not
I don’t have anybody faking boy we real as fuck
 
Insanity is when everything stays the same
Tunnel vision for future events I stay in my lane
Messages from the past tell me nothing is in the way
Of me hopping over the obstacles 
making my way to paradise 
I’m not open to their advice
I’ve got my own eyes wide 
And I promise I don’t think twice
In a moment I have this life
I don’t want to give up that quite yet
Gotta to be free while I can 
Got that american dream mindset
I wanna ride this high

I don’t have anybody round me that don’t give me love
I don’t have anybody shouting they don’t give a fuck
I don’t know anybody proving something that they’re not
I don’t have anybody faking boy we real as fuck

American Dream

Rising cause I got that heat beneath my wings 
Climbing doesn’t come with ease
I’m not pretending to be 
Anything other than the man that I was made
By the prophecy
Holding a single peice of the puzzle
And I wanna see where it fits if it does indeed
They can shut me out
but never shut me up
No anamosity kept
I keep showing up
Recognise the benifit and know enough
To do it with the ones that I have close
Now were up  

I’m not the same as I once was
I was living numb 
Drifting like a low life
Now I see the light at the end of the tunnel 
And its so bright
Used to spend the days watching shadows in the cave

As I walk into the valley from the summit 
I realize that no moment is forever as much as I love it
It ends, but when I bottle it it depends 
On the purity but surely with my friends 
We can feel it again
I smell the scent of potential and I will bend
To the point of breaking just to see the end of the long trip 
If it was all the same then I might hit the tail pipe of the whip till they find me on the pavement

I’m not the same as I once was
I was living numb 
Drifting like a low life
Now I see the light at the end of the tunnel 
And its so bright
Used to spend the days watching shadows in the cave

Fawson