me myself and a pistol ‼️‼️‼️

produced by urban wildlife 
written and performed by rummy 

Lyrics:

(Chorus) 
Do I 
Glamorize 
The good times
The good times

When I’m high…
And I’m driving…

Memories
Always lie
95
Close my eyes…

It’s not safe…
But I like it…

(Verse)
I don’t really fuck with them 
No more
I don’t really know why or how 
We dissolved 

I’m drifting through the memories it’s old but 
It’s foreign 
Fucking in your old accord you hoped 
Would get stolen 

(Chorus)
Do I 
Glamorize 
The good times…
The good times…

When I’m high…
And I’m driving.

Butterflies 
Suicides
I don’t mind 
I don’t mind 

I’m alone…
When I drive it…

(Bridge)
Yeah yeah yeah…

I don’t know what 
To do 
So I’m driving 
Nowhere (x8)

(Chorus)
Do I 
Glamorize 
The good times
The good times

When I’m high…
And I’m driving…

Butterflies 
Suicides
I don’t mind 
I don’t mind 

I’m alone…
When I drive it…

butterflies & suicides

produced by urban wildlife
written and performed by rummy 

Lyrics: 

(Verse)
Still making the 
Same old blunders 
We’ll make it out 
When it snows in summer   

Need change, cocaine, 
Or slumber 
Burst into flames
If I wait any longer 

Drive by past selfs 
And the places 
I hit spray paint 
With my favorite colors 

Day fades into day 
I wonder 
If this ain’t hell 
What’s under?

(Chorus)
All this misery 
Isn’t new me.
It’s just get old… (x2)

(Verse)
All this misery 
Isn’t new to me 
It’s the usual 
Pharmaceuticals 

Voodoo by the pool
These confusing lights 
She don’t need a friend 
She just need the pipe 

I’m deceased inside 
Peak inside my mind 
Find what’s wrong with me
Then retrieve your prize 

These confusing lights…
These confusing lights…
Lights (x7)

(Chorus)
All this misery 
Isn’t new me.
It’s just get old… (x2)

(Outro)
I could burst into flames…
Any day now… (x2) 

I could burst into flames 
Any day 
Any day now (x3)

Imma burst into flames.. 

I could burst into flames 
Any day 
Any day now (x3)

Imma burst into flames..

spontaneous human combustion

Tell me something

SILHOUECHOS x (UPSTXTE)

written and performed by rummy
produced by urban wildlife 

Lyrics:

(Chorus 1)
Dealing with some 
Dangerous thoughts
But they’re all I got…
Yeah they’re all I got…

Don’t pray for me…
Don’t pray for me…
Don’t pray for me…
Oh no don’t pray for me…
Rather you’d hate me 

(Verse)
Amphetamines… (your dead to me)
Chemicals… (it’s pitiful)
My mind is  
An animal… (my dreams are all intangible)
 
Give me guillotines… (you feeling me?)
I turn the wheel
I’m out
Vroom vroom bitch 
Don’t miss me now…

(Chorus 2)
I been dealing with 
These dangerous 
Dangerous thoughts 
But they’re all got 

Don’t pray for me…
Don’t pray for me…
Don’t pray for me…
Oh no don’t pray for me…
Rather you’d hate me 

(Breakdown)
Nigga said I won’t get down
Hit then I go skip town 
Bitch don’t miss me now 
Bitch don’t miss me now 
Bitch don’t miss me…

Yeah fuck the system…
Me, myself, and a pistol… (x2) 

(Chorus 1)
Dealing with some 
Dangerous thoughts
But they’re all I got…
Yeah they’re all I got…

Don’t pray for me…
Don’t pray for me…
Don’t pray for me…
Oh no don’t pray for me…
Rather you’d hate me 
Amphetamines…

dangerous thoughts

IMNOTINSANE (Walking Dead Freestyle) [Prod. Eggacion]

written and performed by rummy
produced by urban wildlife 

Lyrics: 

(Verse)
Yeah, astral projection
Out of my kitchen tonight 

I’m tripping with my niggas
Till I turn back time 

Yeah, back when we was
Living with our parents and I

Was sneaking out my window 
To hop on your ride

(Chorus) 
She said…
Do you get high? 
Does it come from the ground?
Will it fuck with my mind?
Are you scared of yourself?

Yeah do you get high?
Does it come from the ground?
Will it fuck with my mind?
Are you scared of yourself?

And do you get high…?
Yeah do you get high…?

(Verse) 
I’m dissociating but I
Can’t kill the vibe 

The top is down, the breeze is good,
The suns in my eyes 

She looks so fucking cool 
The image burned in my mind 

This thing won’t last the summer 
But I’m hooked for life 

(Chorus) 
She said…
Do you get high? 
Does it come from the ground?
Will it fuck up my mind?
Are you scared of yourself?

She said do you get high?
Does it come from the ground?
Are you scared of yourself…?

And do you get high…?
Yeah do you get high…? 

(Outro) 
Yeah do you get high?
Does it come from the ground?
Will it fuck with my mind?
Are you scared of yourself?

Yeah do you get high?
Does it come from the ground?
Will it fuck with my mind?
Are you scared of yourself?

And do you get high…?

do u get high?

Skipping stones summit lake , missin home summer place

Skipping stones

“The Strength in Softness” is a tender yet powerful reflection on the paradox of true strength. Opening with the innocence of birth, the song traces the human journey from openness to rigidity, reminding us how time can harden the heart that once knew love. Through vivid imagery of trees, storms, and flame, it reveals nature’s quiet wisdom—that resilience is found not in resistance, but in surrender. The chorus becomes a mantra of transformation: “The strength’s in softness, the power’s in grace.” Each verse flows like a meditation, guiding listeners to rediscover gentleness as a form of power and love as the eternal healer. The bridge and closing lines bring a profound truth—what bends will never break, and what softens endures beyond time. Both poetic and uplifting, this track invites the soul to yield, to feel, and to rise through the strength of compassion.

Wings and Shadows

The Strength in Softness

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Rescue Me

DIARIES PART ONE – THE HOTTEST SUMMER (ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK)
Musik & Konzept: Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
Der Soundtrack zu meinem ersten Roman Diaries Part One – The Hottest Summer (BoD 2025).
Eine Klangreise durch den Sommer 2003 – zwischen Liebe, Wärme, Dämmerung und Erinnerung.
Jeder Track steht für einen Moment aus dem Buch:
☀️ „Main Theme – The Hottest Summer“ – die Hitze eines Nachmittags, der alles verändert.
🎞️ „Jack (Boy Made of Heat)” – innere Ruhe, Licht und Unsicherheit.
💛 „Danielle Thompson“ – laut, bunt, ehrlich.
🌙 „Rain on Düsseldorf“ – Nächte voller Regen, Zigarettenrauch und Gedanken.
🕯️ „First Light on Skin“ – ein neues Kapitel, wenn alles leiser wird.
Dieses Album ist eine Hommage an eine Zeit, die gleichzeitig vergangen und ewig ist –
und an all die Figuren, die in The Hottest Summer leben.
📚 Buch erhältlich ab 08. November 2025
ISBN (Paperback): 978-3-7597-9052-3
ISBN (E-Book): 978-3-7597-9053-0
© 2025 Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
All tracks written, performed and produced by the author.

dangerous thoughts

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