Name: Mind full of emotion by AyeJay
Duration: 1 min 44 s
Description: Basically what this is about is the last two years of isolating myself, mentally hurting myself and how i dealt with my dads addiction at the time

Flurry Money (prod by LethalNeedle)

Opiates n Nokias (prod by RolandJoeC)

written & produced by: OLLI VI/TRIXX
mixed & mastered by: Kartur
##OLLIWORLD

lyrics: 

its all the same every rose well soon it starts to decay
 pins and needles rushing down my arms and through my veins
look at my face and the hole that leads into my brain 
pick me up from the puddle where i would lay
its all the same every wrinkle is a sign of age 
all the years are flying by like i just couldn’t wait for Saturday  man i swear that it was Wednesday 
stuck in the middle of it all as i just commentate

so smoke it all away i’ll be in the ground soon 
i’m waiting to fall away i’ll end up in my bedroom 
just sleeping the day away theres nothing better to do 
where will i be next year i don’t know i don’t know 

in a month i’ll see you on an avenue 
where we used to wait and see the sky turn blue
in the woods fucking around ripping out the roots 
crazy kids because of all the drugs we used to do 
and nothings change I’m still high as i was yesterday 
chemicals that we’re stored into my vertebrae 
and nothing changed i’ll be burnt out like i was today 
expect the pedals of the rose will go from pink to grey 

where would you go yeah i’d like to know 
i’d like to go there and live a life that no one knows 

so smoke it all away i’ll be in the ground soon 
i’m waiting to fall away i’ll end up in my bedroom 
just sleeping the day away theres nothing better to do 
where will i be next year i don’t know i don’t know 
so smoke it all away i’ll be in the ground soon 
i’m waiting to fall away i’ll end up in my bedroom 
just sleeping the day away theres nothing better to do 
where will i be next year i don’t know i don’t know 
i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know

it’s not the same as it used to be 
i’d like to think that you could still here me 
it’s not the same and it will never be 
somewhere out there i know you’re here with me 
i know you’re here with me (x16)

[dialogue]
Dr. Thurman: Donnie, what did Roberta Sparrow say to you?
Donnie: She said that every living creature on Earth dies alone.
Dr. Thurman: How did that make you feel?
Donnie: It reminded me of my dog, Callie. She died when I was eight, and she crawled underneath the porch.
Dr. Thurman: To die?
Donnie: To be alone.
Dr. Thurman: Do you feel alone right now?
Donnie: I don't know. I'd like to believe I'm not, but I just--I've never seen any proof, so I--I just don't debate it anymore, you know? It's like I could spend my whole life debating it over and over again, weighing the pros and cons, and in the end, I still wouldn't have any proof. So I just--I just don't debate it anymore.

next year

In Tongues

Will He

ALL NIGHT/TROY

Thom

[smokendshit].

Lately

Overcast

sweetkiss.

Basically what this is about is the last two years of isolating myself, mentally hurting myself and how i dealt with my dads addiction at the time

Mind full of emotion

Bjork Hyperballad

Hey let’s get real for a second, I’m Aidan or formally know as AJayW, JayW, Cuzzo, AyeJay and DumB.um I figured I’d give a bit of information about me, I’m from one of those small towns you blink an eye and you’ve already passed through it, to me I see it as a town I lost connection with. I never felt like I belonged there but that humbled me because now at 21 I see more than just a child view of a hometown it’s where I came from but not who I am, it’s where I learned how to understand and gained an infectious love for music and art, it’s where my family and friends first met me, it’s the place I grew up where my past good times and past bad times live, it reminds me that I’m growing and  that I’m not stuck but I am lost.  

All I can say is stay the fuck in school, finish and keep your friends and family close they love you more than anyone period, stay true but not for show.

I’d rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I’m not.

Mind full of emotion

AyeJay

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