If I were Charlie Manson you'd be my Beatles
When you don't answer I get evil
I'm obsessing on your messaging like I'm gonna find
Some kind of secret sign that tells the meaning of life
The only thing I'm finding is that you're needing some time
And you don't want me anymore
And so there's murder in my heart

If I were a junky you'd be my needle
Without my lady I get evil 
You've been smoking up my mind like an ashy coal
You used to keep me warm but now you're so damn cold
You're pissing the pit where the tinder was lit and you don't want me anymore
It's murder in my heart

Murder In My Heart (demo)

TW: Rape, Mental Illness, Cancer

I kind of just spewed out this recording. Here are the correct lyrics.

I want you so much. It makes me ache. 
I like this feeling. I want to stay this way. 
Take me to the edge and make me wait. 
There is nothing good that we don’t make. 

Sometimes I hate this world. Sometimes I hate this town. 
But you’ve lit a fire in my heart that is burning it down. 
I wear the stupidest smile since you’ve killed my hate. 
There is nothing good that we don’t make.

This world is a bottle of pills that if I can’t fill it will get me killed. 
It’s a fatal disease that could break my will. 
The world’s a father that is mentally ill. 
The world’s a rapist that you thought was your friend
Now you don’t tell he could do it again. 
It’s an old lover that needs some help
And if they don’t get it they’re gonna kill themselves
The world is shit. The world is mean. 
There world is nothing. Do you know what I mean?

That shit seemed too real. Now it seems too fake. 
You’ve lit a fire in my heart that has killed my hate. 
Everybody’s jealous since we made our escape. 
There is nothing good that we don’t make.

Nothing Good (demo)

When you didn't come home that night
It punched me in the stomach
It left something rotting there
I wish you hadn't done it

We're doing our best to best to fix this mess
But there's a great big hole in my chest sometimes
You can see it in my eyes, I don't want to let you go
Will you hold me close and let me hurt tonight? 
All I want is for you to let me feel this pain. 
All I want you to do is let me.
 
I hate that girl that took you home
I'm not afraid to say it
She knows what you mean to me
And she's glad to betray it

I don't blame you at all for this. 
I want you to be happy. 
You should see her as much as you want. 
I'll learn to fight might attachments.

Let Me (demo)

Song trade with Sharnayla for tattoos. Want a song? Pay me, trade me, or date me. ;-)

She'll put a shining sun on the backs your bows
She'll put a blooming rose on the tip of your nose
I've got the names of god in ancient etruscan
I got a squiggly line, man, it don't mean nothing
It don't mean nothing? 
Who's the one that put that on your skin? 
Sharnayla!

She'll draw a tripple goddess with elegant curves
I got an anarchist possum that refuses to serve
I got the snake of the world that's eating its tail
She covered up the hotdog that I got in jail
You got it in jail?
Who's the one you're trusting with your skin

Kiss the Culprit