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5th International Open and Distance Learning Conference, IODL2022

The lyrics of this cover song starts with: 

Opening the doors into love .. 

:) :) 

#Opening my eyes .. always around ..
#river 
#around the river (: 
#started to see .. 
# "02.06.2022" 
#October , November 2022 
#edit #editing 
#love
# "Güzel şeyler zaman ayırmayı gerektirir / hak eder. " 

What is next ?
 "Data Entry into SPSS" for my  Doctoral Thesis .. ""Nearly complete"" (: 
Feeling good but too tired .. 

Cover - Dedicated to my 2nd International Conference Presentation

#16.10.2019
#16.10.2022
#presence felt .. 
#something like a birthday ..
#birth of the light in the dark .. 

#02.06.2023 
#thanksful.. #grateful #presence..
#support #love #understanding #caring

#20th October .. 

b-day stuff .. #love #light #support ..

"Yellow Tulips" mostly represent hopelessness around the world; but this song reflects the appriciation of the support received from someone who is very special in your life.. 

Yellow Tulips

I awoke from my dream with sleepy eyes,
I brought you yellow tulips from the flower bazaar...
Without your support, I couldn't have come here (to the positions I have reached)...
I could have never loved this city and figured out the things going around...

Whatever this love is, I can't resist it...
 I'm jealous of you, I can't share you with anyone else, I can't bear it...
Sentences form in my mind and fly away ...
I brought you yellow tulips from the flower bazaar...
 
I awoke from my dream with sleepy eyes,
I brought you yellow tulips from the flower bazaar...
If it weren't for you... I would not have come here (to these places)...
I could never have loved this city or understood the language spoken around...

If I were to start anew, this time without any fear...
Without throwing each other into the trash after smelling...
Sentences form in my mind and fly away ...
I brought you yellow tulips from the flower bazaar...
 
I awoke from my dream with sleepy eyes,
I brought you yellow tulips from the flower bazaar...
If it weren't for you... I would not have come here(to this position)...
I could never have loved this city or understood the language...
Whatever this love is, I can't resist it...
I'm jealous of you, I can't share you with anyone else, I can't bear it...
Sentences form in my mind and fly away ...
I brought you yellow tulips from the flower bazaar...
I brought you yellow tulips from the flower bazaar...

Yellow Tulips

Main theme of the song;

Put everthing in a garbage bag and without any fear throw it away, because all of them are rubbish ... 

Accept to obey the rules,
Now kneel down to the authorities, fall down right now (!) ...
... 
Put everthing in a garbage bag and without any fear throw it away, because all of them are rubbish ... 
Accept to act like those who go oway,
Come on now and resolve it, resolve me ... 
... 
Most of the lies go away one day,
There don't stay two optional directions as the west and the east,
And your heart finds its own way ...
The one who goes fast today,
Turns back quickly tomorrow,
I don't have your reality inside me...

The one who goes fast today, 
Returns tomorrow,
But you don't seem like to return ...

Waste

If I make a crazy thing and
Say that I love you, 
Do you flout it and laugh at it,
Or do you also fall in love?

I wish that you said you loved me
Without speaking only with your eyes…
And I would love to seal your eyes into my heart 
Until I die …

Refrain;
Do you have courage for the love?
My heart beats in a different way,
I wish that you also loved in this way,
And call me as darling …
X2

Do you have courage for the love? - cover- lyrics

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P4FLutuisxg

Nowhere to go, No words to say - cover

Dedicated to 2 special sayings - lessons I have received from life..

Firstly, as seen in the picture - (a shot from my grandmother's garden/ next one may come from our vineyard :) - the unripe version of grapes are too sour and not ready yet .. In times of difficulties or when my mother observes me acting impatiently, she always emphasizes; 
"With patience sour(crude) grapes are turned into dessert".. 

Secondly, during the harshest period of my life,  I remember someone special saying that "Everthing happens for a reason" and "The world is changing fast" .. Honestly, those days I said "to myself" in a rebellious manner; HOW ?  WHEN ? IN WHICH PART OF THE WORLD? etc. Then I thought for a while and realised that I have nothing left to belive, so, I had to believe and hold on that... I had to "HOLD ON"...

Now, let us remember my losses because of the unfair treatments exerted in relation with my ex-career as an instructor in a private university and all those political turmoil in the country;
1. My doctoral studies (not all of them - 2 years loss /  left me 2 years back to complete them) and scholarship
2.My career in academia (both in private and state universities )
3. 2 falls in the spoken interviews of Ministry of National Education  - despite my high scores in the written test .. 

Then, let us see which ones are re-gained/reconstructed ;
1. My doctoral studies (out of 21 courses 5 courses and my doctoral thesis is left to complete the program => approximately 2 years )
2. On "4th July 2019" I learned that I passed the interview of Ministry of National Education (Among 6.000 candidates , thanks to my written test score, my success order is 168 and out of 40 school selection in nearly 70 cities and 2.000 vacant positions I could get my number one selection as it was the closest one to where I live and a physically-practical and time-saving one for my doctoral classes and studies as well... - a lot of things I took into consideration while selecting this school ... 
3. My career in academia .. The professors  from the courses I received and my bachelor degree are supporting me and making it a little bit "challanging" for me to have my possible 2/3 articles to be edited and then published and attanding a conference to present one of my researches before I complete my doctoral studies and apply for working for a university again to have a better chance among other candidates.. However, altough I really want to achive them; I guess i really need 1/2 more weeks to rest/relax after all those "exhausting" experiences before the 2019-2020 academic year begins ... 

To sum up; 
as lyrics of this cover suggest;
 
Don't forget today and this date,
Its description with words can't be made...
I made the bad luck/fortune kneel down,
Just like that,
Just like that ;)!!

Refrain;
The pen writes and it runs out,
The destinity writes yet it never runs out...
Wish our love never ends/runs out,
Just like that, 
Just like that ;)!!

#February 2018 # October 2018 # 8th November 2018 # 18th September 2018 #4th July 2019 #9th Aughust 2019  

Just like that ;)! Just like that ;)!

Just Like That ;)! - reconstructed

The Last Shot(beat/hit) of Love

Cover of the song here : 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNkh5AVhlCc

The Last Shot of the Love

Some of the lyrics;

Have you heard that the chains in my heart are breaking ? 
The last shot of the love is breath to breath tonight … 

Have you ever loved so ? ? 
Have you ever felt so? ? 
I bowed to love again;
But this is the last time ..

Have you ever loved so ? ? 
Have you ever felt so ? ?
I bowed to love again;
But this is the last time ..
……
You have thought that the love consists of flowers and insects; sun and clouds ...
You have gone to sleep and woken up in accordance with the seasons …
You can not love again after me; you have already been in a wildfire …
…….
X2 
#authentically covered #styles 😉

#special #shot #07.02.2018 #presence #present #gift #gifts #gifted #02 June 2018 , 2019 , 2020 . 



The Last Shot of Love ! #special cover-2

The time I came across with you(07.02.2018), I was feeling just like her in the video  -(even our hairstyles has some similarities :) – mine was also short and beckham style ..  BTW; “David Beckham – Respect”  ) –

Just like her;
“Trying to form a new life; alone in a strange galaxy . ” 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQMVYs0JwQI

"You need to go -(SO, you had to come, arrive in my life )- …… 
She's out there. 
Setting up camp.
Alone in a strange galaxy. 
Maybe, right now, she’s settling in for the long nap, 
In light of our new sun. 
and in our new home."

This special track is the cover of the SOng here;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X0iC274P2HA

STAY RIGHT NEXT TO ME

lyrics;
The time you found me I was so defenceless..
You started and I bowed to you and accepted your presence ..
These words of mine should not be interpreted as a sign of resentment,
However, don’t I deserve your mercy and love …
In short, I was too alone and found(took) shelter in you  .. 

My worriers are waking up again;
These feelings are frightening me..
Do they require to be experienced once again ?
Once again pain, 
Once again fears,
Once again love ! 

refrain;

Stay right next to me ;
Stay right next to me ;
Because dreaming of you would not be not enough for me …

Stay right next to me ;
Stay right next to me ;
I came across with you too late .. 
X2

The climax;
Stay right next to me ;
Stay right next to me ;
Dreaming of you will not be not enough for me …
Stay right next to me ;
Stay right next to me ;
I came across with you too late ..

#special #present #presence #gift #gifted #June 2 #02.06.2020 #interstellar #formytimeless . 

Last but not the least;  this photo was also taken by me (like other millons of time) on 14.02.2020 :D :D .. :) :)  ;) ;) 

#I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ! 

-> " "the time period between love and presence ;) " " <-

#Stay Right Next to Me #special cover-3

Action, camera, lights; all right :) 

No no; action , research, fair fight :)

#Action research :D :D ..................

p.s.  the results might be displayed by flip chart graphs and/or pie graphs and tables .. not completed/clear yet .. 

#ongoing process ;)
#already started :)

The Road - cover - dedicated to my data analysis of the teaching at rural areas research :)

About me and my music :) all struggles for academia again #determined!!
"Work has started" :D at the "Ministry of National Education" on 10.09.2019 "legally" .. A perfect stepping stone for gaining my ex-career at academia back !! 
And, comparatively easier working conditions and satisfying salary when private sector in the country taken into account and more free time and legal permission for my doctoral studies .. :) 
And it feels as if state has returned to me with the "Abundance of Financial Redemption" ..  However, the thing that "I really care" is the "Psychological Redemption" I deserve for all of those unfair treatments in the last 3 years.. 
#education torch #education fire    #flames -> #fire -> # :))!!  
# P.S. I've been searching for "Apple" and its representation in different forms of art through different art tools :) #literature #art #music #education #LOVE  and SO on ;) :D :D 

"and we’ll get to work!" :D .. next week .. As I stated before, "Clouds are temporary; but the Sky is permanent " .. Justice came really late (approximately 3 years); yet AT LEAST it came ;)!! .. All "legal" documents have been handed in and the related process has been completed.. 
Thanksfully .. thanksfully.. thanksfully ..
flames -> fire ->  :)! ..
Just like that ;)! Just like that ;)! ..

From now on I'm a permanent member of Turkey Ministry of National Education ..
#Teacher #teaching at all levels #learning #giving and taking lessons #education #colleagues #students #friends #all of their love and prayers #way to the academia from the scratch #dreams and their realisations ...
#support #help out #musician ... #did it ..
#flames => fire => .. 

Out of 2.000 vacant positions in approximately 70 cities in the country, I was given the right to choose 40 schools at different levels changing from primary to high school.. I did my best in "order of priorities"... 
"All I Can Do" from now on is just waiting the result ... 
# The sooner, the better :)!
# The closer, the better :)! 

Has the World started to rotate reverse ? Just a few minutes ago the vice-manager of the school I've worked at the Ministry of National Education called me to offer me  a job :)! Not longer before; but approximately 2 years ago nearly no institutions would accept my own job application to them .. 
However, in recent days I'm focused on the school selection process in relation with the recent interview I passed... 
A school at primary/secondary level yet closer to home OR a science-based high school but further to home ? ? ? ... THOUGH STUFF to deal with :)!! 
But all is pretty nice and I'm thankful ... 
#economicality principal of education #no more closed doors #education fire # education torch :)!!! #fire ... #flames ... #hopeful :)))!!! ... 
Passed the interview for the Ministry of National Education on 4th July ; for better positions- (at last!! after 2 falls)- with a triumphant success order :)! ... Now the crazy questions on my mind; Which city ? Which level ? Which School ? ? ? :) which which which :) ? ? ... 
By the way "Just Like That" and "Yellow(Dark Pink) Tulips"  are going to be re-mastered .. Related art unit has already been informed :)! #my brother #help #respect for the art and the artist #support #musician #musicians #music #success :)!  
One of my recent slogans in relation with my life; "Behind every successful woman/instructor, there is at least one musician always supporting her :)! " ... 
Doctoral student :)))!!!  ( on English Language and Literature Program) !!! 
Teacher of English & Translator... I have been working for the Ministry of National Education recently... Music lover.. Born to a family of musicians.. My father is a multi-instrumentalist, my brother was also a pianist, but in recent years he has been working as a Tax Inspector for The Ministry of Finance...  Recently, we have been discovering the expressive and realistic sounds, recording features, and esp. studio pecularity of Yamaha Tyros 4 .. Hope you enjoy the tracks :)))!!!

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