nemesis

Like That

i’ll take you pretty places
i’ll make you feel inside
i’m making silly faces 
trying not to cry

i’ll take you pretty places
i’ll make you feel inside
i’m making silly faces 
trying not to cry

i’ll take you pretty places
i’ll make you feel inside
i’m making silly faces 
trying not to cry

i’ll take you pretty places
i’ll make you feel inside
i’m making silly faces 
trying not to cry

i’ll take you pretty places
i’ll take you pretty places
i’ll make you feel inside
i’ll make you feel inside

you just broke my heart
you just broke my heart
(cry, cry, cry)
you just broke my heart
you just broke my heart
(cry, cry, cry)

this power… its love..!!!
dont come too close…
to feel… in love..!!!
your pretty face!!!
haha quit playin girl you know i love you…

i’ll take you pretty places
i’ll make you feel inside
i’m making silly faces 
trying not to cry

i’ll take you pretty places
i’ll make you feel inside
i’m making silly faces 
trying not to cry

i’ll take you pretty places
i’ll take you pretty places
i’ll make you feel inside
i’ll make you feel inside

you just broke my heart
you just broke my heart
(cry, cry, cry)
you just broke my heart
you just broke my heart
(cry, cry, cry)
you just broke my heart
you just broke my heart
(quit playin girl you know i love you)
you just broke my heart
you just broke my heart
(quit playin girl you know i love you)

.｡.:*☆pretty places☆*:.｡.

I got your name spelled on my leg and I don't mean a tat
Spelled it out in blood cus there's a double meaning there
You're covered in the same scars so I think it's fair
You should never feel alone I hope you know i'm here

Take your trauma and your bruises put em all on me
Cus I would do my fucking best to never see you bleed
Am I really being selfish don't want you to leave
I just wanna hold you tight until we fall asleep

I guess i'm dreaming too much
Lately i've been feeling like i've just been fiending to much
But all I really want is just the feel of your touch
I know i'm hard to deal with and my love sometimes suck

Guess I aint healing enough
My mind is broken and all of these thoughts I got is just fucked
I'm always tired, never smiling, always fucking shit up
Trynna get better but there's always something keeping me stuck

-

I imagine us waking up in the same bed
Serving you breakfast while kissing you on your forehead
I'm just asking you for love and never more head
I will never be the type of guys you had
beforehand

Show me joy, show me pain and tell me the truth
You probably hate me when I speak so i'm staying on mute
But I don't want no ones attention if it isn't you
While you been calling them pretty and motherfucking cute

(my bad)

I think i'm thinking too much
Or maybe I just think that you been drinking too much
And I don't understand why i've been sinking so much
Communication is hard that's why i'm hinting at stuff

Thinking bout if I should kill myself
Maybe that's the only way that I could heal myself
Since they already hate me imma hate myself
Break me? Nah bitch watch me break myself

Nothing Else

bringing back to life an ep I dropped on July 1st 2020 with 3 extra remixes made in march 2024. this ep had kind of disappeared since it was never uploaded on soundcloud or YouTube and eventually got deleted off streaming platforms... some songs like "stardust" and "sweeter than candy" were made in 2019 (5 years ago already!).

fun fact: I produced and recorded "don't run away" in my friend's college dorm while he was in class in february 2020 in Exeter, England with a blue yeti mic and a jbl speaker. I didn't have a mic stand or headphones so I had to record it with the yeti mic in one hand and stretch my arms out while holding the jbl speaker in the other so that the beat wouldn't bleed through in the recording of my vocals while I could still hear it to stay on rhythm lol
I also recorded and produced "I cry" from my album "the love letters you never read" the same way, I might have also made them the same day but I'm not sure.

stardust (remix)

don't run away (remix)

stardust

released in september 2020

lyrics:

running through the night I see your face in the shadows
beside the traffic lights the smoke runs down on my fingers

say I’m dumb
I get it
but I’m numb
to your words

say I’m dumb
I get it
but I’m numb
to your words

You better dig 6 deep
And at the bottom
You’ll find
A big box
Don’t know the measures
But I’m inside
With the bugs and creepy crawlers
is where my soul resides
Bring me back to life
I’m praying for a sign

if you can’t hear me calling
why do you listen to this?
i been sending sos’
no one seems to see it at all, at all..

Stomach knot, anxious
Pain riddled, I wake up
3 o’clock, just out of bed
And barely gone through the hall
Starring blankly at the walls
Can’t even handle a thought
My phones off
But it don’t matter, I wouldn’t pick up a call
Now I’m the king of wasting time
I sit & wait by the clock
No, I do nothing I just listen
to the ticking box
Knowing that months have gone by
Makes me feel like a flop
Haha! thought I had it hard before
Try and pull this block

say I’m dumb
I get it
but I’m numb
to your words

running through the night I see your face in the shadows
beside the traffic lights the smoke runs down on my fingers

say I’m dumb
I get it
but I’m numb
to your words

say I’m dumb
I get it
but I’m numb
to your words

say I’m dumb
I get it
but I’m numb
to your words

say I’m dumb
I get it
but I’m numb
to your words

Numb To Your Words

pill heads, junkies
hurting in love only made it worst
but i knew we both werent ready for it.. oh no…
you got your act together, pulled right through, but i’m still stuck right here
you’ve grown a lot you’re like a shining star
so dont look back at me at the start
the finish line’s so close for you
i cant tell if you just like this feeling of control over me
or if its really the same love you used to feel… 
you said you’d never love me like you did before and honestly that kinda hurts
but all that shit was so toxic…
cause at the same time i understand
you loved me too hard for who i am


i didnt deserve you back then, neither do i now
i never showed my love, left you in so much doubt
i know it doesnt do much but i’ll say i’m sorry again
cause i didnt deserve you back then, neither do i now


i messed up, big time
oh no… here goes time
you were always by me
always here for me and i was not
cause you were dying, why wasnt i there?
(you were dying and no one was there)
“cry on my shoulder”, bullshit, i never really showed you that i cared
and now i fear it’s too late…
cause you dont believe it when i say i always loved you and i really understand
i’m just a real bad lover
but you can trust me and you shouldnt
cause i dont even really get it myself
i dont know how i was so wrong
for so long, now you’re movin on…
cause at the same time i understand
you loved me too hard for who i am


i didnt deserve you back then, neither do i now
i never showed my love, left you in so much doubt
i know it doesnt do much but i’ll say i’m sorry again
cause i didnt deserve you back then, neither do i now

sorry again (remix)

lyrics:

So you and I don’t know where to hide at night
So hold me tight
Under this lonely sky

You wanna love me more
Baby girl what’s holding you back?
Cause I’m right here
I’ve always had your back

oh, baby girl tell me what’s holding you back
oh, baby girl tell me what’s holding you back


So you and I don’t know where to hide at night
So hold me tight
Under this lonely sky

You wanna love me more
Baby girl what’s holding you back?
Cause I’m right here
I’ve always had your back

oh, baby girl tell me what’s holding you back
oh, baby girl tell me what’s holding you back

under this lonely sky (2/7 arrows & angels ep)

Lyrics:

I don’t pick up the phone because nothing matters to me
Yet I feel so alone, I dropped it all even family
No one standing here by my side yet they all want a pic with me
I think I need some time aside cause I can’t really think that clear
I don’t wanna die tonight, I just wanna be at peace
With myself, the world, you all, cause right now I feel broken to pieces
I only got two things that keep me alive, give me faith and help me believe
But you’re fading away 
like the pills on my tongue
and I don’t like the way you leave
I don’t like the way you leave
Cause nothing but you and music even matter to me
Try to find someone sadder than me
Tell him that he come over we can cry in peace
I can’t let my soul breathe
I wish I could but I really can’t let it breathe
I can’t let my soul breathe
I wish I could but I really can’t let it breathe


Would you be mad, real sad, if I hung my soul, myself, right here, tonight
Would you be sad, real sad, if the drugs hit me harder than loving you at first sight
Would you hold my hand, real tight, if I were layin in the coffin just waiting on the other side
Would you hold me tight, real tight, if I told you after all that right now I’m just waiting to die

I got problems in my motherfuckin’ mind
I got problems and I wont solve them tonight
I got problems, I don’t know don’t ask me why
The earth’s spinning but I wait till you decide
Am I gonna stay or get the fuck outta your life?
I got problems but I push them to the side
Empty sensation until you’ll make up your mind
Would you still love me if I end it all tonight?


I don’t pick up the phone because nothing matters to me
Yet I feel so alone, I dropped it all even family
No one standing here by my side yet they all want a pic with me
I think I need some time aside cause I can’t really think that clear
I don’t wanna die tonight, I just wanna be at peace
With myself, the world, you all, cause right now I feel broken to pieces
I only got two things that keep me alive, give me faith and help me believe
But you’re fading away 
like the pills on my tongue
and I don’t like the way you leave
I don’t like the way you leave
Cause nothing but you and music even matter to me
Try to find someone sadder than me
Tell him that he come over we can cry in peace
I can’t let my soul breathe
I wish I could but I really can’t let it breathe
I can’t let my soul breathe
I wish I could but I really can’t let it breathe


Would you be mad, real sad, if I hung my soul, myself, right here, tonight
Would you be sad, real sad, if the drugs hit me harder than loving you at first sight
Would you hold my hand, real tight, if I were layin in the coffin just waiting on the other side
Would you hold me tight, real tight, if I told you after all that right now I’m just waiting to die

I got problems in my motherfuckin’ mind
I got problems and I wont solve them tonight
I got problems I don’t know don’t ask me why
The earth’s spinning but I wait till you decide
Am I gonna stay or get the fuck outta your life?
I got problems but I push them to the side
Empty sensation until you’ll make up your mind
Would you still love me if I end it all tonight?

the way you leave (3/7 arrows & angels ep)

I guess you can call this an archive account since that is exactly what it is. Some songs that never made the main account and some songs that I was never gonna post and some that's barely even mixed. Have fun:)

Nothing Else

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