Name: I need you more than I should by Taddel94_
Duration: 3 min 59 s
Description: Song made with Zona and written by Taddel94_

Don't Need It

All the Money, All the Babes, All the Drugs!

Text:
Intro:
We built our homes with open gates, not walls,
Let the green in — never thought about the calls.
Tiny footsteps under doors, beneath the floor,
Something crawls within what we ignored.

Verse 1:
We sold our soil, in flowerpots from foreign lands,
Imported dreams in soil that slipped through our hands.
We planted palms, olive trees, nothing wrong we thought,
But in the earth, the silent army was wrought.

Pre-Hook:
We wanted paradise, flowers and sun,
We got invasion, and the damage begun.

Chorus:
This is our quiet war, no guns, no enemy we see,
Just ants beneath our feet, our own fault, how blind we be.
If we heal the ground, shut the gates, break the chains we've made,
Maybe life will find a way, before all colors fade.

(Solo)

Verse 2:
Homes have cracks, internet goes dead,
Little steps invade where we used to tread.
Every petal’s shadow hides a thousand feet,
We ignored the rules, now we feel the heat.

Bridge:
There’s no front line, no smoke in sky,
But war’s still here, in every crack, in every lie.
We can’t bomb them out — this war is inside,
Heal with our hands, with truth as guide.

(Guitar-solo)

Final Chorus:
This is our quiet war, but we can still stand free,
If we plant with care, guard what earth can be.
Close the gates, cleanse the soil, turn fear into repair,
Our war can end — if we learn to care.

Outro (soft):
We learn to care, we rise from despair.

Our Quiet War

WOLFWOOD CREW – “The Storm Blowned Us Away”
(First single from the upcoming album)

When the storm came, it didn’t just tear down walls – it tore open hearts.
Wolfwood Crew returns with a powerful Southern country-rap-trap anthem about survival, loss, and the unbreakable human spirit.
Driven by cinematic trap beats, gritty rap verses, haunting banjo riffs, and a massive gospel-infused chorus, “The Storm Blowned Us Away” is both a battle cry and a hymn for anyone who’s ever stood up after being knocked down.


The Storm Blowned Us Away

Oui, s'il vous plaît (yes please)

worse for her

SYSTEMIC CORRUPTION
(Silk & Circuitry — Cinematic Industrial Trap / Political Confessional)

A true-to-life protest anthem born from the fallout of the men’s refuge incident — the gas heaters, the incomplete reports, the bureaucratic decay that turned human suffering into paperwork.
This isn’t paranoia; it’s documentation in verse.

“Systemic Corruption” follows the paper trail through trauma, carbon monoxide, and cover-ups. From CYFS placements to dental blood poisoning, every stanza is a record of survival inside a broken care system. The track builds from quiet testimony — radio static, typewriter clicks, and fluorescent hum — into an industrial-trap crescendo where gospel choirs collide with protest drums.

It’s a song about truth audits, medical gaslighting, and the fight to reclaim your own narrative when systems rewrite your life.
Recorded under the Silk & Circuitry banner, this track extends the same sonic rebellion that powered Heater Hymn and Circuit Court Gospel.

Play it loud, share it wider, tag your city — systemic corruption only ends when everyone starts hearing it.

Systemic Corruption

Drugs Death Denial

Heartbeat skipping like a scratched CD…
Can’t stop it… can’t calm it…
Thoughts circling like they’re hunting me…

I feel the pressure crawling up my throat again,
Like every word I swallowed wants to pour out where it’s been.
Hands shaking, mind pacing, breathing out of sync,
I try to quiet down but my heartbeat doesn’t blink.

Raised in a house where silence meant “watch out,”
So now every quiet moment feels like something to doubt.
My chest gets tight, and the walls get thin,
Panic running circles underneath my skin.

Thoughts crash fast, no brakes on the track,
Every memory hits like it wants to attack.
I try to stand still but the floor starts to tilt,
My body keeps reacting to a world I didn’t build.

Feel it rising… feel it flood…
No escape… it’s in my blood…

“Words spill like bullets, can’t hold them back.”
My panic mouth fires every fear I lack.
“Shaking through my chest, everything too loud.”
I’m drowning in thoughts I never said out loud.

“Words spill like bullets, hit me where it hurts.”
Can’t cage the feelings, they burst and blur.
“Panic in my voice, chaos pouring out.”
I break every time I open my mouth.

Yeah, I talk too fast ’cause my brain won’t slow,
Every thought’s a lightning strike looking for somewhere to go.
Therapist says “breathe,” but the breath gets stuck,
Feels like fear’s got my lungs wrapped tight in a clutch.

Every argument I start is just a reflex shake,
A reaction to the echoes that I can’t unmake.
People think I’m overthinking for the thrill of the chase—
But panic’s not a habit, it’s a survival place.

I’m scared of the silence, scared of the wait,
Scared of what memories might detonate.
Every loud room feels like drowning in sound,
Every quiet one feels like danger inbound.

Feel it rising… feel it roar…
No calm… not anymore…

“Words spill like bullets, can’t hold them back.”
Every fear fires fast when I feel attacked.
“Shaking through my chest, everything too loud.”
I choke on the thoughts I never said out loud.

“Words spill like bullets, hit me where it hurts.”
My panic mouth speaks before my brain converts.
“Panic in my voice, chaos pouring out.”
I break every time I open my mouth.

Breath on the edge…
Heart in a cage…
Mind full of storms…
Body on stage…

Voices collide…
No place to hide…
Panic inside…
Won’t subside…

“Words spill like bullets, can’t hold them back.”
I’m trying to breathe but I’m under attack.
“Shaking through my chest, everything too loud.”
I’m drowning in thoughts I never said out loud.

“Words spill like bullets, hit me where it hurts.”
This panic mouth speaks before I rehearse.
“Fear in my throat, chaos pouring out.”
I break every time
I open my mouth.

PANIC MOUTH

Verse 1
I’ve been wearing borrowed faces
Trading truths for quiet rooms
Every mirror’s got opinions
Every silence has a wound
I swallow thoughts I shouldn’t
Just to keep the peace intact
But the person that you’re holding
Is a fading artifact

Pre-Chorus
I’m tired of folding into shapes that never fit
I’m tired of shrinking just to say I exist

Chorus
I just want to be understood
Loved for who I am, not who I could
Pretend to be if I rehearsed
Every line, every word
I don’t want to change my voice
Just to give you what you want
I just want to be understood
Loved for who I am, not who I’m not

Verse 2
I’ve been living half awake
Second-guessing every breath
Translating my own heartbeat
Like it’s coded in regret
I’ve apologized for breathing
For my history, for my name
Walked on coals to earn affection
Burned myself but still no flame

Pre-Chorus
I’m tired of holding up a mask that never stays
I’m tired of acting like I like the empty praise

Chorus
I just want to be understood
Loved for who I am, not who I could
Pretend to be if I rehearsed
Every line, every word
I don’t want to change my voice
Just to give you what you want
I just want to be understood
Loved for who I am, not who I’m not

Bridge
If I show you the scars
Will you still stay?
If I tell you my fears
Will you look away?
If I stop trying so hard
Will I still matter?
Or will I disappear
Like broken chatter?

Breakdown
No more mirrors, no more lies
Let the masked version of me finally die

Final Chorus
I just want to be understood
Loved for who I am, not who you think I should
I can’t fake another smile
I can’t live another trial
I don’t want to play pretend
Just to feel relevant
I just want to be understood
Loved for who I am, not who I’ve been

Outro
Let me breathe, let me speak
Let me stay if I’m weak
I just want to be understood
Loved for who I am
That’s enough
That’s enough

For Who I Am

Song made with Zona and written by Taddel94_

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