No mind to think. No dreams to follow. No tears to cry. No voice to cry suffering. No heart to hurt. No face to bear. No cost too great.


Now i got a reference out the way.. Hey! I'm FailCatalyst, call me what you like: Failure, Catalyst, Ren, Akira; whatever really I've been called each of them. Don't expect me to upload any tracks unless i dont find something here and finally go through the effort to put it here, but cirtainly dont expect anything origional im no musician; just a failing artist😅 god why did i do a art gcse its alotta effort... but i enjoy it so if i can get the inspiration there ill do whatever i want till i cant any longer. 
I may not upload tracks but something i do is make a fair few playlists all with different themes that seem to suit what i need them to:
- donacsus, different songs that fit different killer/survivor games with faster more intense music for killers and slower more than likely game ost's for survivors.
- parry this you filthy casual, simple enough really, just a bunch of pieces that fit mass genocide in doom or dying light or whatever.
- idle, again rather simple just any music i want in the background as im casually doing things be it studying, playing minecraft or whatever.
- anume, just random shit really. memes, anime themes, and anything that doesnt exactly fit some other playlist. (apparently everything but 8 songs have been removed from it.. weird af, but ill keep the playlist around just incase)
you can catch the drift


so i hope you enjoy them playlists and can catch onto what they are supossed to be, if not at lesst i hope you can take inspiration because sometimes all i need is a little spark of it and i can go insane with ideas.



but now all that crap about my acc is out the way what ill do with it or whatever how about a bit more about me?
lets see..
im currently just trynna get through the bs known as school and it doesnt help having dick head friends who get too much enjoyment manipulating, torturing and berating you.. oh well that shit will soon be in a distant past. but hey, if your feeling open to filling in and replacing them feel free to send a message, i guess, idk..
i enjoy a good amount of anime and games.
if i can i will attempt to try make a good laugh with whoever is welcome to it.
ngl traps are pretty dam gud

now that i think of it there really isnt much i can say about myself.. wow thats pathetic.. a bit like me! haha.. yeah i hate myself a bit, oh well it makes some good jokes sometimes. 


well thats enough out of me, i really dont want to go on too much.. i hope you all have a good day, week, month or year. and if not ill be happy to try help how i can, iv had people help me along the way and i owe alot to them.. but because of them i want to help others even if its just getting shit off your chest ill be happy to listen and try throw some feedback.

so really now enough out of me, i have no more to say.
have a good day, i hope you enjoy whatever you are here for and feel free to message.

- Failcatalyst

25/2/2021 - edit
stuff seems to get harder and harder, right? sure covid is mqking shut harder by the day but its not just that, always several more variables. but to put it bluntly life is growing harder to just live, suicide rates and self harm in under 20s are growing, rates of birth and marriage is declining, we are forcing ourselves into an extinction. kids dont wanna live and ppl who do live dont wanna have kids. frankly i want to get thru the missery and get my own family but im struggling to roll just one more time through the coming day.. i just pray the missery will pay off in the end..