lyrics:

Oh im right here if u need me I promise
I kept u inside of my mind as a harness
Im saving u lately Im painted the target
Im breaking my character trying to be modest
I pass off my heart from my sleeve to my pocket
I keep u on top of my chest in a locket
I know that u know if u need me im on it
This life had enveloped us fully its shocking
Im speaking in tongue now it sound like a sonnet
I promise u ill veer away from demonics
I read out her texts to my friends and I vomit
She fuck up her life over one gin and tonic
 
We pass time singing old songs
Sun light doesn’t tend to last long
Its just right baby I think what u chopped me too strong  paralyzed course it had to go wrong

I cannot feel my face
Bitch I know plenty are in way
Here at home I still feel safe
Feed me love I like the taste
Parasites
I have parasites
Crawling in my skin I feel them feed at night
Lavender
Won’t help I harbour plenty bites
I pick off my skin and ease my tortured mind
Im giving it my
Im giving it my all
Nordic coast line
I tread into the wall of water
But lay down
Baby It’ll work out
They talked down to me
Try it again now
Dried out
These tears will dry out
The past fade
And we all die out

We pass time singing old songs
Sun light doesn’t tend to last long
Its just right baby I think what u chopped me too strong  paralyzed course it had to go wrong

pa55ag3 0f 7ime (nevrfall)

lyrics:

Well I guess this is how the world gets even
We could of died that night but were breathing still
Well i must believe now if I had never
Without the shelter over head were at the weathers will
But now u know I know you so much better
Then however much the person next could ever
I guess you won and still im fine with how I never will
sure he’s the sun but it dont work without the chlorophyll

The cape winds still speak to me
And prolong my pain to condition me
I swear ill be thicked skin come tragedy
And flip pain into these broken heart  melodies

With storm clouds on this windless night
I could hear the whole talk this time
Off the lake thru this pale moonlight I know
I was bound to accept this blight I know 
I hold my heart in my own two hands so well
Filled with glue and duct tape I applied myself
I think Ill just save the tears for when im by myself
In my head I never guessed I would’ve lost myself

But tonight
Its ok
Were just fine
And This whiskey inside of me is sun light
I can wait
For my time
But Till then I step thru landmines
But I get by
And Ill survive
When I die ill wait for u to reach my side
And I cant lie
Ive been torn up
But in time we always heal and we grow up

I trip and I fall over my own two feet
Everything described is always never what it seems
But still I look great thru this horse shit mood
But whenever I talk I fail to hide the blue

Well I guess this is how the world gets even
We could of died that night but were breathing still
Well i must believe now if I had never
Without the shelter over head were at the weathers will
But now u know I know you so much better
Then however much the person next could ever
I guess you won and still im fine with how I never will
sure he’s the sun but it dont work without the chlorophyll
With storm clouds on this windless night
I could hear the whole talk this time
Off the lake thru this pale moonlight I know
I was bound to accept this blight I know
I hold my heart in my own two hands so well
Filled with glue and duct tape I applied myself
I think Ill just save the tears for when im by myself
In my head I never guessed I would’ve lost myself

bad_weather (splashgvng x milodrama)

lyrics:

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

While I wait for her in near sundown
No one knows the subjects I been thinking bout
So no one knows the people imma air out
But Im not blind im aware ya somehow
Should I wait now for someone that never cared
Cause when the times out I know u wont be here
But With the lights out I really could be anywhere
So still I lay down and fall in love again

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

Im throwing up inside this uber truck damn
Im usually ok when im not drinking to forget
But I miss the way that her body
Lays on me while she kisses me softly yea
This bottle make my mind so foggy
And I love it cause it help me when my eyes turn soggy yea
I guess this is growing up huh
But if it is im staying young huh

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

FINDERS KEEPERS (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN X MARTENSITE)

lyrics:

Keep your head down
Deep in dirt I could barely breath but Ill surface soon and relive the pain
I might stay infected but heaven knows with my straightened spine i won’t die the same
Words would hurt but ive grown immune and I like it when she get mad at me
That had worked once i won’t lie but im back revived and im starving
And everything I did was for you but im just an object
You embody evil from the hate that u harvest 
I would give my life to keep you safe I promise
But u knew that and still u wrote my fate for ur benefit
God save me Ive been lost
Every night I spend inside this wetlands swamp
Im in my head honestly I feel regret
Though Im at home and safe again
But Im obsessed with the life we missed

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

Show me ur strength Via my frame
Gimme everything I beg u do not refrain from using me
Deep in the corn I would summon some
Only when in danger id be having fun
Dont pay attention when I scream bloody murder
Secretly I pray they take it further for research
I read the books they told me I shouldn’t worry
I guess ive been in my head while I was planning February I know
I couldn’t hurt
So u preaching to choir
And I loved me first
So betrayal could not survive here
stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

THE HARVEST (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
And ill be here up until ur last
The futures stone how we etched our past together
I could cry but ill save my breath
Cause when I fell it was by her hand

She Just like me uh uh
What a plight uh uh
Its already so hard to Like me
Oh it is
She Just like me uh uh
What a plight uh uh
Its already so hard to Like me

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
Woah huh ok
Maybe I would sleep better If I dont drink
I could see shapes laying frozen awake
Could u teach me how ur mind so blank
Why would I love when its taken away
Why would I fight if I could die any day
I could take vitamins and go lift weights just to walk out the gym and feed a car to my face
Maybe I like what u do to me cause I feel least she pick me to be hurting again
Give it a week and she come back around just to give me this feeling of purpose again
Maybe id follow my heart for a change if I really believed it was worth it again
But honestly I think its better to wait for the moment ur ready and certain of it

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
And ill be here up until ur last
The futures stone how we etched our past together
I could cry but ill save my breath
Cause when I fell it was by her hand

SLEEPING BEAUTY (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

Open the gates
Which up I swim
Lets do it easiest way
Inviting me in
Deep in the lake
Deep in the mud
Push at the dirt
Disturbing the dust
Look at the teeth
Look it his fate
Now Push up my chin
And Look at my face
Deep in his mind
The feeling remains
So look at the swamp
And remember the place
You’re gonna stay
You’re gonna burn
What was I worth
Well im gonna learn today
I wish there was a wait
There was a better way
But Im gonna kill u here
And ur gonna die today
I think ur beautiful more so when dead as opposed to you when u had took my life away
Cause u could feel my pain now cant u loved one
How does it feel to face ur own venom its bittersweet

hums

flooded roads and passageways
In water you still look the same
And why survive to hate this place
The ocean smacks I taste the waves
20 years u cast away
Crustacean formed around the brain
Kitchen chairs will rot away
Inside the swamps the safest place
Open the gates
Which up I swim
Lets do it easiest way
Inviting me in
Deep in the lake
Deep in the mud
Push at the dirt
Disturbing the dust
Look at the teeth
Look it his fate
Now Push up my chin
And Look at my face
Deep in his mind
The feeling remains
So look at the swamp
And remember the place

SWAMP2 (HATEFUL)

lyrics:

Create the bond
And break the bond in anger
We were once and once again are strangers
Piercing me her eyes have turned to lasers
Create the plot and skew the plot to make her
I hope this feeling in my stomach blows by
You were the only one to read me thru my eyes baby
I was fucked by u made it alright baby
now without you part of me dies

I thought human nature gifted moral code but I was wrong
She could kill me now and I would still try to put it in a song
Circulation leaves my fingers while I jot down these poems
I feel being hated still holds more than being alone
Ive lost too many friends to the same shit I take
Heavens way too full for someone that had willed this fate
The bottles never deep enough to drown out this pain
And the pills are never strong enough to alleviate this weight
Create the bond
And break the bond in anger
We were once and once again are strangers
Piercing me her eyes have turned to lasers
Create the plot and skew the plot to make her
Break me again
And again and again
When im numb Ill say sorry to my family and friends
Im on drink im on pills im on ten im on go
In my head I hear voices telling me im better cold
I dont know x4
But I dont know
I dont know x4
Huh
I dont know x6

Back in Dallas I thought I could make time
I was nervous but I tried to play fine
I feel my pills push down on top of my eyes
But In the 416 I really come to life
Inside of this city when u cry its pure ice
Snow is blinding me in these college streetlights
Oh what happened to me I guess in the end our time flies
That’s why I think ill come and check on u tonight

Kill me and then love me and then cut me and then stuff me and then dump me in this ditch
I was so damn whipped
U ungrateful bitch
please just choke
This about people that did me wrong
If u feel me just sing along
I had never felt how I was
On that evening night in that house
But Im too scared to reach out
So ill be here thinking about it

Back in Dallas I thought I could make time
I was nervous but I tried to play fine
I feel my pills push down on top of my eyes
But In the 416 I really come to life
Inside of this city when u cry its pure ice
Snow is blinding me in these college streetlights
Oh what happened to me I guess in the end our time flies
That’s why I think ill come and check on u tonight

crusher (branwen)

lyrics:

These cold kawaartha lakes can rip ur soul apart
A breach of contract in her heart of hearts
May have pushed my head into the deepest part
And This time I dont think I get a breathing part

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet
Something woke me last night
And in its words
Taught me I just need myself to get by
I dont wanna pretend it didn’t hurt
But In her words
The sting should fade in due time

 Brush ur eyes
U could see it right
I see fallen angels
In this bleeding sky
At our time to go
I dont wanna die
But I dont decide
Damn I hate goodbyes
These cold kawaartha lakes can rip ur soul apart
A breach of contract in her heart of hearts
May have pushed my head into the deepest part
And This time I dont think I get a breathing part

Cracks in my armor invite in her poisons
It was never 50/50 I was just appointed
Im Sorry I can do it all I bet ur disappointed
But what’s the point in love if u can not enjoy it

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet

Isn’t it funny how u aint gon message unless I am messaging first ok
She try to burn me a hole in my pocket but somehow I still kept em heavy weight ok
She pull up on me at night time
Then pull away like its rip tide
She say she cant stay a long time
But sumn bout that doesn’t sit right with me
Honestly I know u know that it wouldn’t be the first lie u told
She said im sorry I hope u can trust me I say damn I dont know
Ask me in the morning
Cause Tonight is way too cold
And u just turned it colder

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet
Something woke me last night
And in its words
Taught me I just need myself to get by
I dont wanna pretend it didn’t hurt
But In her words
The sting should fade in due time

The treehouse (splashgvng x 5head)

lyrics:


Weather warnings fill up my phone
I pray she had made it home safe
I choose walk slower in this heavy rain

I made a pact with the devil
He told me Im destined for damage
Most of my scars in my mental
I told him I think I could manage
He never prefaced the heart break
Right in this moment my heart aches
I try to think bout the words to say
But out of my mouth comes toxic waste

Up in her nose its bumps of yayo
She gon keep going till she wear a halo
Im out of papers I hit the volcano
I spin my corona and drink a tornado
She said coddle me baby
Maybe this world was a failure in making 
7pm in hawaii im distant
I read the text but I told her I missed it
Last night
At Last call
It Felt like
A century
And I hope
That u know
Exactly what that meant to me
I pray 
We cross paths
Again in life
Eventually
And I hope
That u know
Exactly what u meant to me
Walks home
In streetlights
In august weather
Haunting me
I look up
At satellites
Inside this field 
In berry
I star watch
Bus routes
And late nights
U act to captivate me
Our good byes
In porch lights
Still have me day dreaming
Whos bed are u in this evening
And If yours u could come join me then
We cut ties but were still not bleeding
In the next life I will love and meant it
Forest on my walls
I have moss on my eyelids
I cant help but smile
When I burn down my environment

I made a pact with the devil
He told me Im destined for damage
Most of my scars in my mental
I told him I think I could manage
He never prefaced the heart break
Right in this moment my heart aches
I try to think bout the words to say
But out of my mouth comes toxic waste

its inevitable (ericgodlow x lxstboy)

lyrics:

On this pull out couch
I am spinning round
This the most fucked up
I had ever been
I know were not on good terms
But Could we try again
Its not me talking baby its the medicine
I won’t take no more of this cheap shots
How would u feel if I was with a grease box
Im out of line baby I need higher dosage
Patio lights hit my face as I blow spliffs

I was once someone I could look up too
U would not like me if u knew just what I go through 
 Sober late nights is what I never do
Two 5ths deep I wake up and I am brand new
Im decaying in health
And still I reject help
I pour liquor in my mouth and say 
Here’s to those who dont make it out

On this pull out couch
I am spinning round
This the most fucked up
I had ever been
I know were not on good terms
But Could we try again
Its not me talking baby its the medicine
I won’t take no more of this cheap shots
How would u feel if I was with a grease box
Im out of line baby I need higher dosage
Patio lights hit my face as I blow spliffs

pull-out couch (xlhc x fantasycamp)

lyrics:

She is my krypronite
Every time I leave she tryna start a fight
I cant brush it off or I won’t sleep at night
Tell me what I want cause read u can read my mind
If U always right
She is my krypronite
But im not no superman I bleed the same as you
I feel tension inside the air girl can you feel it too
I would dead it but its all from you
This shit all from you and you know it

Why the fuck u call me at this hour
Lights all off like I had no power
She had liked uppers I had liked downers
She had left residue on my counter
Baby u fucked up this is not you
I could relate I got a couple of screws that’s missing
Her brain was on intermission
That pill rebooting her system
Why would I be scared
The shit I seen with my own eyes would make u lose ur hair
Every time she told me I love you she had never cared 
But I’ve had walls around my mental for about 7 years
Bitch I came prepared 
Only at night I feel my pain
Only when people look away
I am all smiles during the day
At 12 am they fade away
Then im back in the same slump
Its so quiet I hear my blood pump
When I panic I feel my chest thump fast
Certain my next breath will be my last
But im still alive
I know its disappointing baby
Its not my fucking time
I still got shit to do

She is my krypronite
Every time I leave she tryna start a fight
I cant brush it off or I won’t sleep at night
Tell me what I want cause read u can read my mind
If U always right
She is my krypronite
But im not no superman I bleed the same as you
I feel tension inside the air girl can you feel it too
I would dead it but its all from you
This shit all from you and you know it

56 Elm (jabarionthebeat X Kuji)

lyrics:

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist
 
Back home in this snow storm mid December
Troop left and I morned in this stormy weather
I made sure to be on for them all spring
U See the sewage but u dont know what the fox brings
Im surprised u made a solid effort
But I waste u and I play around inside the remnants 
Felt my words leave ur mouth while u coughing
Oh im sad when I need to kill an offspring
Loose in the moonlight
Dirt leaves and a black sky
I told you to kill me
Now I watch u lose your life
I pray that u hear me
From up inside paradise
I pray that u heal me
I wish instead I died
Drowned
Somewhere in the lake
I start growing bloated from this water in my veins
Still safe from the fire
Back at where we stayed
I left home but I cant forget the place
Oh Im tearing up
Proud
Not upon my name
U can take a picture but just leave me out the frame
I dont wanna be found
Rather be erased
Even now she remember my face
Oh im tearing up

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist

Cinderella (branwen)

lyrics:

You bite the hand when it reach out
Why would I offer you help anymore
I look away before I speak now
Since I dont know what to expect anymore
Im in a hole I cant climb out
And I feel im just wasting my time now
You got to feel it to find out
You gotta rip off the bandage

Im gearing up for the climb now
I feel like im suppose to fly now
Let me take u to the hideout
I feel like me and you would do damage
Im way too young to just die now
I got some shit on my bucket list so
Im tryna fly all the time now
I already got plenty of baggage
Dont u worry ill be home soon
Im caught up in the heat of it all
oh I am
Still it comes back every night just to watch me
On the foot of my frame by my bed sheets
Eyes wide glued to me thru my skull to my soul it feels cold
Late night
Every time the wind bites
Every time the leaves die
Every winter since I been dreaming of you
I sleep
Stripped of any peace I
Could’ve held in my mind
Knowing im not right there sleeping with you

You bite the hand when it reach out
Why would I offer you help anymore
I look away before I speak now
Since I dont know what to expect anymore
Im in a hole I cant climb out
And I feel im just wasting my time now
You got to feel it to find out
You gotta rip off the bandage

Patient Zero (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

The Atlantic wind
Winter is here again
I settle back into hibernation
I hope it never ends
Oh This frozen coast
Pulled my love away
In the blue below
She still suffocates
We don’t have to go’s had turned to oh u should of came’s 
If its not the host the invites never hit the same
Round and round we go just dancing in the bullet rain
I lay up and blow this lavender from my window pane

Day break to night
I set my sight to horizon
When she’s worlds away
Lord just hold her tight
I see rain ahead
But I dont know how much is coming
Planks I lay my head keep bobbing up on top the ocean
The Atlantic wind
Winter is here again
I settle back into hibernation
I hope it never ends
Oh This frozen coast
Pulled my love away
In the blue below
She still suffocates

The Atlantic wind
Winter is here again
I settle back into hibernation
I hope it never ends
Oh This frozen coast
Pulled my love away
In the blue below
She still suffocates
We don’t have to go’s had turned to oh u should of came’s 
If its not the host the invites never hit the same
Round and round we go just dancing in the bullet rain
I lay up and blow this lavender from my window pane

Atlantic Blanket ft Vict Molina (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Coming down
Its really raining now
How are you getting back to the house
Its looking dangerous out
Wait
Im a Cannibal
Im a young animal
I pour some fire into my cup
It taste fucking terrible

Its just another Sunday to tempt my mind
Beneath the planes wing I see the northern lights
Im wiped from her fate like im a passerby
I carried your pain so won’t you carry mine
Give me your fate u know I care
Who do u see when u talk and no ones there
Give me your life u know I care
Who do u see when u talk and no ones there

Coming down
Its really raining now
How are you getting back to the house
Its looking dangerous out
Wait
Im a Cannibal
Im a young animal
I pour some fire into my cup
It taste fucking terrible

The Basement Flooded (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

I looked dead in their eyes in the grave
Glazed with a cataract grey
There must be a reasonable way
Were just particles floating thru space
When the moon decides to flood the Great Lakes
With the beast of planet dread in full display
And All the armour that we wear is homemade
I will walk into its pit in blind rage

They describe a creature in the face of horror
This ugly violent mess that’s bigger than a meteor
We fear the sound the name the smell we fear the thought the face more
U spent a lot of time afraid of something never seen before
Tenderils poke out of the floor
In this cold and broken down Toronto apartment uh
I could be the one that turn it to a home
Camouflage won’t help when they can smell you
If they didn’t tell u that they tryna leave without you
I was deep in the woods when I found you
I looked down at ur body and I mourned u

I looked dead in their eyes in the grave
Glazed with a cataract grey
There must be a reasonable way
Were just particles floating thru space
When the moon decides to flood the Great Lakes
With the beast of planet dread in full display
And All the armour that we wear is homemade
I will walk into its pit in blind rage

Particles Floating Thru Space (eric Godlow)

sorry (hbeatz)

thats my brother jay (solow)

lyrics:

this time
what will you believe
alright
I'm the enemy
wet eyes
baby looking at u killing me
and all these crossed lines
could u explain to me what's happening
this time
what will you believe
alright
I'm the enemy
even back on the twin i needed you next to me
dumb broke and in love i need security

she got my soul in a jar and wont give it back
never my turn to talk with this fucking gag
if I block all these hits it might break my hand
I was never alive with u i almost am
I cant feel without something cold inside my hand 
and I trip on my feet when i go to dance
still I'm hopeful to find you one day i am
they say its better off to love then to have miss the chance

I'm waiting
outside and
this night is your night
the light so damn far out in this field just look at all these
stars in dark skies
baby I know
u want nothing
to do with me for right now
I know I'm broken
and I know I could fix it
just wait till u see me
I promise I'm worth it right now

this time
what will you believe
alright
I'm the enemy
wet eyes
baby looking at u killing me
and all these crossed lines
could u explain to me what's happening
this time
what will you believe
alright
I'm the enemy
even back on the twin I needed you next to me
dumb broke and in love I need security

security (nevrfall)

lyrics:

how she know her values is filled up with all the right stuff
baby use ur brain i could fill it with things to think of
i put the core inside my obelisk giving him means to wake up
go 'head n stare into his eyes with disbelief and get ur face fucked
lasers
ah
touching on my skin feel like tasers
yah
every time she promise me she break it ya
the fear inside my heart cause hesitations ya
but baby this is my life
as soon my brain turn off so does my night light
if you cant hold my head i think that i might
the mobs outside theyre house been there a fortnight
this blatant lack of reason make the world cry
this blatant use of violence make the world die
we fear to speak against it through a hive mind
we fear to speak the truth and be the bad guy
ill adopt no principles
u throw at me
its just practical
im invulnerable
multiple
of these particles
collide inside
my skeletal
no love but all
for this love inside
only long as im
not pacified
by said above
get taken hold
get body robbed
i much prefer
my current life

oooooo ooo
oooooo
oooooo ooo
oooooo

cars lights
pass me while im trapped in this white ice
dog bites
its ok he just thought it was play time
ya
shit i gotta melt my skin im too cold
i just picked up my phone first time today
and i felt old
baby if u show through façade some sort of love then im sold
i spent plenty nights too deep in thought
and realized that im too cold
all of my greatest strengths remain in boxes left to go collect mold
guess u never really know what u hold

yea

arcxnine