chorus
What is life? why do we have to go through the pain? i really wished that
my life would change, i'm just a guy who's broken and a lost soul, where
is my soul i don't know, i'm not just broken my life did way more, just
wanna end this misery, don't show me no sympathy, no offense but that
doesn't mean shit to me cause you can't save me, my life fucked me up
mentally in this life i have no clue what is meant for me
verse 1
suicidal thoughts in my head and it's tempting, sometimes when i'm sad
it's never ending, the times that is spend alive is good cause no one knows
when it's gonna end, people appreciate the positive messages that i send
until i ascend my friends appreciate the times that we spent *2 appreciate
the times that we spent
verse 2
there is a lot of times i thought about not being on earth why is my life like
this i've been fucked up since birth my past doesn't hurt cause the present
is
much worse i'm starting to think that i've been cursed nothing good comes
from my life so why search? it is useless, just like some of the things in my
life is useless i tell myself this life that i'm living i don't wanna do
this
chorus
What is life? why do we have to go through the pain? i really wished that
my life would change, i'm just a guy who's broken and a lost soul, where
is my soul i don't know, i'm not just broken my life did way more, just
wanna end this misery, don't show me no sympathy, no offense but that
doesn't mean shit to me cause you can't save me, my life fucked me up
mentally in this life i have no clue what is meant for me
outro: What is life? is there life without pain? What is life? can someone tell
me what is life?

YJO - What Is Life

Verse 1 I'm invisible no can see my i feel like I feel like
Nobody no one even notices me so how am i
supposed to feel sometimes i feel unreal, I'm
Always here and no one cares, sometimes i feel
numb i can't shed any tears
they got eyes but
they don't wanna see I'm waiting patiently, I'm
Tired of waiting my patience is slowly fading,
but who am i to rush?
 
Verse 2
Everyone pretends that i'm not here and that is so
unfair, i don't know how i deal with all this pain
that i bare, it's so severe, i really wish that i wasn't
here, i'm tired of feeling like nothing i don't even
Know if i'm something, dying to be noticed, i
gotta stay focused but not being noticed is
one big distraction
Verse 3
I'm loosing myself trying to be someone when
really just no one every one ignores me, i don't
think they adore me, invisible invisible invisible
Chhorus: Verse 1 I'm invisible no can see my i feel like
Nobody no one even notices me so how am i
supposed to feel sometimes i feel unreal, I'm
Always here and no one cares, they got eyes but
they don't wanna see I'm waiting patiently, I'm
Tired of waiting my patience is slowly fading,
but who am i to rush?

I'M INVISIBLE

intro: fucked up
chorus: if you must know i'm fucked up, if you want to be with me then
you're fucked up to i'll break your heart that's what i'll do, you don't know
what you're getting into, you don't want no heartache, you'll find out that
hooking up with me is a mistake
verse 1
i'm warning you back out now, i don't show it now, but my true colors
would be coming out, back away, you don't want to stay, i'm doing this for
your own good
verse 2
i'll make you heart for no reason, that's just me i can't help it, you're
wasting your time on me, i have nothing to offer soon you'll see, i'm
trying to save you from myself (repeated)
outro: trying to save you from myself

Young Jay- Fucked Up W  EmoBoi ØUTSID3R

LilDraco ft YOUNG JAY THE OLDKILLER(YJO) REVENGE!!!!!

intro: lately i feel burned out
chorus: lately i feel burned out, all these thoughts
can't slow down, i already said
there's a battle in my mind i'm ready for the hoedown, everyhting is getting
to me i can't take it, i gotta pull the headphones out, life is to hard for me
to handle right now, it's beating my ass kapow! i like when things are quiet
yh i love that sound, but i can never find peace
verse 1
burned out, born into this life i had no idea that is how i would turnout,
trying so hard to make a different route, life is hard, if i don't make it then
wish my family best regards, everything i said is true i'm sorry if i left you
with a heavy heart
verse2
i took everything that i wanted to say and put it in this song, it's a way for
you to understand me and what's been going on, i won't call this pain
even though it is pain, i don't feel pain, no i'm not the same person i was
a year ago no i'm not the same, i changed, but i don't think i will stop
talking about death no that won't ever change.

Young Jay- Burnt Out W EmoBoi ØUTSID3R

Stay Home From School - Lil Draco ft YJO

just a freestyle, i left the beat playing after i was adlibing aye because someone else was supposed to hop on the track but that person that was supposed to didn't  want to, and the line where i say if you leave 'm saying you will regret that you never stayed, i just said it fast so it sounds like that instead of regret lol, peace out.

Freestyle - No Topic

intro: will smith better get in line will smith better get in line
chorus: will smith better get in line will smith better get in line, he
overreacted for something quite simple, seems to me he can't mingle it was
just a joke and it was dope, you got some trauma you better learn how to
cope
some people can't just take a joke, he
overreacted for something quite miniature, you're acting like a child are you
immature? or maybe you're just insecure?
 
verse 1
you a simp and there's no cure uh that's for sure, chris was just making a
joke he didn't mean to hurt anynody, it was just a joke it ain't that serious
verse 2
you fucked up the vibe of the oscars show, chris better watch out next time
hope your reaction time is not slow, smith is easily triggered now you know
chorus
will smith better get in line will smith better get in line, he
overreacted for something quite simple, seems to me he can't mingle it was
just a joke and it was dope, you got some trauma you better learn how to
cope
some people can't just take a joke, he
overreacted for something quite miniature, you're acting like a child are you
immature? or maybe you're just insecure?
outro: will get some therapy

Will Smith Slap Remix but Using Juice Wrld Real Shit Beat

intro: i've been dreaming, i accomplished my goal and dream
chorus: dreaming
of the perfect life, (it would be a perfect life) (repeat 4x) life life life life, why
isn't that happening right now? there were times when i didn't even wanna
strive, gotta keep on going while i'm still alive, even though it feels like
i'm wasting my time
verse 1
i keep on dreaming, beaten up giving it my all, i wonder if it's worth it,
i'm not a machine but i feel like a burned out circuit
verse 2
i know good things don't magically happen, but if it did it i wouldn't get
what i want cause i'm a no one
chorus: dreaming
of the perfect life, (it would be a perfect life) (repeat 4x) life life life life, why
isn't that happening right now? there were times when i didn't even wanna
strive, gotta keep on going while i'm still alive, even though it feels like
i'm wasting my time
outro: it would be a perfect life, life life life, it would be a perfect life

Dreaming

DIG$T$ FT LIL DRACO

The Past Chaotic Life of Mine Mixtape

for those who don't know,young jay is me, full rapper name is yjo which stands for young jay the oldkiller, not like this it's all caps, i just felt a little lazy to capitalize it here lol, yjo is also capitalized but fuck it ion feel like i wanna capitalize it rn lol, anyway this track is really beautiful, i love how my buddy excuted this together, it's just really an amzing song, and he got some true talent. here's his profile https://soundcloud.com/darkpool01

Heartbreak (w  Young Jay)

link to the owner of this song @darkpool01

Murder On My Mind Freestyle W  Young Jay

Hide (ft. @Tenxionnn & Young Jay)

intro: i'm better of dead
Chorus
i'm better of dead, can't live in this dread, why is life so awful? what did i
do to deserve it? in an awful form it is picture perfect, not saying that i'm
worth it, don't know how much longer i can survive before i die, the life in
my eyes
might die in my eyes no one can hear my cries
verse 1
i like it that way, don't want them to save me cause it might be too late,
don't wanna see their face, i'm damaged too much, i am broken too much
last attempt to save me no time is already up
Chorus
i'm better of dead, can't live in this dread, why is life so awful? what did i
do to deserve it? in an awful form it is picture perfect, not saying that i'm
worth it, don't know how much longer i can survive before i die, the life in
my eyes might
die in my eyes no one can hear my cries
verse 2
don't tell me nothing cause i won't listen to it, i live through my music, but
don't just save me, i'll be doing myself a favor, my life is scissors and it
cuts me like paper
outro: i am left in shreds
i would like to give a special thanks to summie, she helped me get this track out so i'm forever in her debt.

Better of Dead

intro: i'm living a better life
chorus: i'm living a better life, tell me what i had to sacrifice? i had to
sacrifice myself didn't ask for help but i made it through, they say
everyone's there own worst enemy and in that case it was true, but i never
gave up i stood my ground, now i'm the best version of myself and that
won't ever change
verse1
this wasn't the way i expected things to go but i'm grateful for it, i'm still not
happy, but i'm kinda happy in a happy related way, all i had to do was push
through, i had a couple screws loose, not saying that i'm insane, but it kinda
felt that way
chorus: i'm living a better life, tell me what i had to sacrifice? i had to
sacrifice myself didn't ask for help but i made it through, they say
everyone's there own worst enemy and in that case it was true, but i never
gave up i stood my ground, now i'm the best version of myself and that
won't ever change
verse 2
life rearanged i was hoping for change, well not really hoping and i got it,
now that's something worth celebrating for i don't care if i rip my vocal
chords!
chorus: i'm living a better life, tell me what i had to sacrifice? i had to
sacrifice myself didn't ask for help but i made it through, they say
everyone's there own worst enemy and in that case it was true, but i never
gave up i stood my ground, now i'm the best version of myself and that
won't ever change
outro: and that won't ever change!
also i would like to give a special thx to Jay, kinda crazy that he has a username that is my nickname but thankyou man! check out his discord! Jay.#2196 and his soundcloud etc. https://soundcloud.com/66zahi/dodgin-bullets   https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClN9F5t_RJczfD-Jcn93kfA,  https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561199242697125
ight it has come to my attention that i have not  been crediting the beat makers, so thankyou to every beat maker that i have not credited, thankyou for the free beats, i would name them but it's too many, they know theirselves anyway. once again thankyou🙏🏽

Living A Better Life

all credit goes to AGONYSGRAVE check out their beats https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8NoCCWomWuVBIR8o6ynblg
intro: why do people love me?
chorus:
i'm nothing girl i ai'nt shit i don't care about
no bitch, find my body in a ditch, is it worth it to live? girl i think i'mma die
now, i'mma try suicide right now, my chances are high right now, i wanna
die every second, i've been saying that life is a curse girl i know that it
hurts, girl come heal my pain i'm going insane girl i was never sane
verse 1
living life fucked up, constantly feeling that i'm stuck, i feel like a person
who just suck, if you love me good luck
chorus:
i'm nothing girl i ai'nt shit i don't care about
no bitch, find my body in a ditch, is it worth it to live? girl i think i'mma die
now, i'mma try suicide right now, my chances are high right now, i wanna
die every second, i've been saying that life is a curse girl i know that it
hurts, girl come heal my pain i'm going insane girl i was never sane
verse 2
when i look in the mirror i see a corpse, am i dead? what kind of answer is
that? ofcourse, the road to positive thoughts are bumpy and everytime
it throws me off course (1) repeated

The World Is Cruel

Flowed Outta Me

Flowed Outta Me  [PROD. AGONYSGRAVE]

i'm a ghost i don't exist. also st.thomas usvi is not my country, it's just where I live. "follow all your dreams when you reach em celebrate" quote by Juice Wrld, i am a hige fan incase ya'll didn't know plus i just wanted to edit my bio to add that in, lastly i'm  from Dominica, not Dominican Republic, if any of ya'll know where that is. i will not be on this earth much longer.

YJO

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