I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up 

I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up 

I've been waiting on the side court
Feel the adrenaline in ny veins
Tryna stay in your vision
But you ain't even know my name 
If we had a collision 
You would play it off in your brain
I sware I watch the month go from August back to may
I still here sitting
Even though I know I need a break 
I sware I run in circles 
But I love the same mistakes 
I guess ill never learn 
I guess I gave you a good reason to run away
But I guess if I knew too
I can see wete you got all this hate 

About time
To got to bed tonight
And think all about you
I know I need to try
To get back together 
And peice by peice 
It's hard to to fill my lungs 
When I cant breath 

I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up 

I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up 

I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up

Every Evening

Stay Strong
a little something behind it (;

And days turn into fights
I know what I did wasnt right
I try to escape the to see the light
My chest is feeling kinda tight 
And I know I'm not alright
I had a emotional decline
Do you remember
the text last night
I sware I broke down but I hide 

You told me that i need help
But I'm too scared to show myself 
And the potions going under my head
You can count on I'll forget everything you said to me

Just hold on
And tell me everything I did wrong
and I'll be strong
but when I fall apart it's hard to hang on

Stay Strong

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And I've been looking for some change
All these drugs inside my brain
I don't really feel the same
Do you even remember my name
And I been really thinking
Not thinking about what I'm drinking
I felt my stomach sinking
Staying at home on the brink of extinction 

I know I should be looking for some help
All the feelings that I felt
Always kept them on the shelf
When I break someone's heart 
Deep inside mine melts 

You wounder why i dont pick up the phone
It's not you I just wanna be alone
It's just hard feeling at home
With someone that I broke
I'll run from my problems 
Till I slit my throat 

I just really need some help
All these feelings that I felt
Got me feeling so alone
I dont wanna let go
And I've been so gone
I dont know what's wrong
And these days are so long
why cant we move on

With a Little Time (feat. cutdeep)

all I had left 

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All I Had Left (feat. Kais)

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Cry at Night
2021
CxldKid
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Lyrics 


Breaking pictures
Just cant stand them on the shelf
Only when I was with yah
But all good things to turn to hell
I still miss yah
You said you were seing help
All this time you been away
You lied to your therapist about your health 

And its hard to feel ok
When you say ill be fine
And I'm trying to breath 
But im still breaking inside

I'll tell my friends that I'm ok
Even though I breaking open
I shed a tear only hoping
That ill find a way copen 
I always fall at the wrong time
Loose friends that were too nice
My eyes are raw from how many 
Times I cry at night 

Take a breath
Take what you need 
Hate to see you frustrated 
Please don't be mad at me
Making mistakes 
It gets hard to see
Down another bottle
Why you always in my dreams
Like
Taking it in
Trying to move 
But I'm feeling to sick
Anxiety from olsers are all up in my ribs
Trying to sleep
But I feel like shit

I'll tell my friends that I'm ok
Even though I breaking open
I shed a tear only hoping
That ill find a way copen 
I always fall at the wrong time
Loose friends that were too nice
My eyes are raw from how many 
Times I cry at night 

Cry At Night

CxldKid - Anxious (feat. Ricky Ant) [Official Audio]

Prod. Dead Spyro, CxldKid

Cover Art Designer - Serotonin 

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Lyrics

Still awake
With you on my mind
I know I'm lying 
When I say I'm fine
I just don't wanna waste anymore of your time
I been craving 
Pretty anxious
Taking pills just not to stay awake
There has been times where I didn't wanna get through the day
Skipping work hoping ill just fade away
And Im just a human being
Just a human being

I spent last week tryna find some sleep
Staring at my phone hoping you will hit me please
So much on my chest the weight is to much to keep me on my feet
Sleeping through the day 
I don't really wanna breath 

Tell me you-
Tell me you-
Baby let me know
If your ok
Got a little a little closure 
Just to get close to you


Taking alcohol just to stay with u
Intoxicated girl I cannot even move
Take me back baby girl take it back babygirl
Cut my throat tonight 
I won’t say goodbye
I won’t say goodbye 
Bring me down ill fight
The money’s what it want
Im working way too hard
Say goodbye
Bring me down ill fight
Una rosa negra
Ya no quiero apuestas

Anxious (feat. ricky ant)

And baby
Please come back
And I beg you
I know I been replaced with someone else
With someone else x2
And I know I'm the one who to you to let go
And all the memories that we had
I sware to God if I could take you back
And I know that we drifted away
And I will try again 
We your friends
Tell me that I wasn't enough
I can pretend 
That I'm will be ok
I was so caught up
And wanna be alone
That I made excuses
Why I left
And I know i was wrong
But im am sorry
And I know it will never be the same again
I'm sorry I wasted all your time
And what can I do to make things right 
I dont think yoy know me well
I don't think I know myself
I smile when the cameras out
But honestly that's someone else
I
Don't know
That I'm
Falling behind
And I miss everyone now
Just to see
You moved on
I promise I'll be fine

Butterflies to Spiders

And I do anything rn
To have you back alone in my town
Cuz all streets hold  memories 
And your a center peice to me
All the tears I've been holding back
Hoping you'd know that 
I see your I'm love with someone else
And not with me
Can someone please come send some help
I'm falling to my knees 
Baby begging please
That you don't leave my soul
Falling behind
I know we ran
Out of time but I still have these things to say
And though your 1000 miles away
I can still feel your touch 
In these empty sheets next to me
And if I could learn how to trust
I can still smell your scent in my room
Its from the vanilla perfume
And I try get rid of every single peice of you
Your necklace still sits right on my nightstand while I sleep

Breathe (Prod. CxldKid)

So tell me lies
Tell me that you love me then you throw it all away
I'm know I'm not all I used to say
And maybe we can be the way we used to
I guess being friends is better than nothing 
I cant afford to loose you because you meant something 
Cant we rewind and go back in time
I miss the days when I used to can you mine
Can we go back in time 

can we go back in time
no
i crossed all the lines
no comin back from this
i just want us to mend
no comin back from this
no comments
heres the end
i want it bad again
not just another friend


i bet you think that im a psycho
walkin on a tightrope
tryna find my way back home
but what the fuck do i know
im a sinner
im a waste
im awake
and im hollow 

so leave me cold
leave me broken in the snow
break my soul
and break my bones
i deserved yes i know
i strayed too far from home
no love left inside my soul  
i just hope that you know
i want no one else to hold

Seasonal Depression  (feat. Lullabyboy) (prod. wolfyy)

beautiful (feat. deadbroke)

its been awhile (feat. autumndropsdead)

CxldKid x Alainite - Breathe pt.2

if I was gay

i want you to know..

stay for awhile

you might not love me tommorow (feat. Lauren Harris)

Dancing with the devil

Hopefully Next Time

IN L.A (feat. KURSED!)

i did what i could

devil in a black dress

i dont miss you  (feat. J-Docc)

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Prod. Droozy
Mixed. Ricky Ant

Insomnia (feat. Wstdyth)

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"I want people to feel my music and feel they can have purpose I don't wanna be famous I just wanna be known" ~CxldKid

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