Peaceful Days

Hi,
So, as life is busy and my studio room is being rebuilt, I found myself rummaging through my archives and found another interesting bit - this is still a 4-track, I think it's from 1999, I seemed to have been on a real mental groove.

I threw some neat VSTs on the tracks to give it a slightly modernized feel, hope you enjoy.

Spirit Lifter

Super Magic

Your cloud a song relating to a relationship that’s finished but photos float on a cloud forever and can be retrieved at anytime to reminisce.

Your Cloud ~ Conscience Of Kings

celestial

After a trip through the Mediterranean with the paramour of my life years ago... these lyrics emerged as an expression of gratitude and love. Yesterday those lyrics found home in this new original composition.

Forever thinking about you and the family we've made baby.

Thinkin' About You [Instrumental]

Oh......
I'm feeling so tired today
Oh, I love so much in this life
Much more than I ever felt love...in return

All my children are grown
They don't even call me

Oh, why do our puppy dogs not live so long
They always gave me the best company
Oh, I'm dying alone now

My head is so, so floating away
I shouldn't (have) taken all those pills....but
Oh It feels so good to know tomorrow
 won't be awaken

They might find my stinkin' green flesh
(two months , three months who knows)

I don't really want to make them feel guily but
They really should (be) 
... knowing how much they took advantage of me

I'm tired of suffering in my smiling coma
Everyone says how ya doin' and I just say
...I 'm just fine....
When they know it's not true anyway
Nobody cares anymore...cruel world

It's not depression, it's just there's no reason to fight anymore 
I've been waiting for the courage to take this step
Don't need a LINE to... prevent me from SUICIDE

When will I go to that eternel sleep and peace
There'll be angels waitin' for me I'm sure
Cause I've always blessed them in my soul
Good bye, this is my SUICIDE NOTE

There are many reasons why I could, one year later I'm posting this again. A very painful breakup. I am in great pain. This song hits hard. This is dedicated the most beautiful, caring, generous Yvane, who lost her brother to a likely suicide. She never got over his death. Yvane, I miss you, you were my friend, my cousin and an exceptional mother, leaving two remarquable children in grief. She couldn't make "the suffering" -  the secret haunting monster in her head, go away.

Suicide Note

SUICIDE NOTE

This track has been in the making for some time. It expresses my worries about the threat of extinction of so many species on this earth. Caused by the greedy side of humanity. We need to do more. Particularly those who make important decisions and can have a big impact on the world's affairs. It's not good enough! 

But to all the good eggs who care - Thank You! Let's care even more :)

Thank you once again to Rob aka @Spiralizer for mixing and mastering ! I am always very grateful for your insights and skills.

Photo: Pixabay

The Extinction Song

Cindy and her Glasses

Composed, arranged, performed, and produced by:
Carlos Vivanco

Heptagram

Dancing Souls

Music video:
https://youtu.be/MVMYtWtD3Hs

featuring @4catsncoffee on violin
:
Memories flicker between yearning, sorrow, and hope at the moment you realize your loved one has gone. Sweet blessing is an alt-folk tune with southern gothic undertones.
It is the opening track off the d'ville EP:
soundcloud.com/jh0st/sets/dville
:
------------------------lyrics

Sweet blessing,
why are you playing dead, eyes in the back of your head?
I know even though your skin is cold
You're playing the fool in me.

Just last week? Just last week 
you wrapped your pretty head around this old tree
and tried your best to drown 
but when darkness came down
Whispered please save me…

Sweet blessing come back, come back down 
Way down with your hands on the...
'Cause lately I've been thinking of
starting over as we grow young.

On Sundays you go to church alone
Leave your sister's children
Wondering why their two moms are so distracted…

When you come back
you come back, and break all the mirrors again
and scream that dying's the only fair thing
that's left in this world.

Sweet blessing come back, come back down 
Way down with your hands on the...
'Cause lately I've been thinking of
starting over as we grow young.

/violin solo @4catsncoffee/

Close those books
Close those books, they smell like dust and ghosts
These old words can't convey the pain
'cause our time is forever near us.

I know a place...
Know a place where almighty sky in the rain
Towers above the earth where we once lay

So bring that broken...
Broken violin with just one string
And I’ll, I'll bring the drums
and we'll sing and dance a play the darkness away.

Sweet blessing come back, come back down 
Way down with your hands on the...
'cause lately I've been thinking of
Starting over as we grow young.

d'ville

2020

Buy on Bandcamp

Sweet Blessing [ft. 4catsncoffee | video in description]

An upcoming music producer/artist originally from Bangor, Wales but lived in Manchester England for the majority of my life. I am looking to mix tracks for free as practice and i am always open to collaborations.

celestial

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