wheres my face . ? I'm a ghost that never did any drugs. as Dali once said, " I dont do drugs, I am drugs..." you'll see what I mean. seriously I'm a synesthesia producing dynamic supra human dancer for one thing. on another, I've literally had deep conversations with junkies that hung around too long regardless of me not doing their dope... they feed off my aura. happy with my "smell" nearby and not - junk crazier craving wise as soon as I left the space. I've noticed it happen with everyone else too. women like it when I dont shower as long as I eat right. like a skunk. no meat no onions. I did experience 5.5 years of college and have degrees in biochemistry and religious studies. i know what a drug and a natural substance is. it's just harder to talk about anything outside the "normal lie" this culture calls reality unless it's a drug user, that's not totally a zombie, unless; the zombification somehow made it more intelligent because no one told it what to do. the zombie just told itself to be smart in a drug induced frenzy that was too strong not to physically change the brain structure. and it happened. everybody is different, we are all the same.
 substances need to be re-explained. too much slavery. you dont get this. stand up walk around, smell the flowers. and then go why the fuck arnt their more flowers everywhere (the kkk burned the flower that made the california mountains purple, the chumash used it to get high and walk all happy and horny)... ( o and shot all the bears in some battle ritual cause they all fat homos but fucking thinking they from Rome still snuffing anybody they dont like.)  ...   aaaand I'm hungry . why doesnt my neighbor have a tree next to the side walk so I can go find freshly fallen fruit the tree gave me this mornin? like this place just east of the garden of eden all around us...  or just leave it for the flies and have a tea, they have to eat to. and they utilize the whole thing for a house too. get it? fallen fruit is a house for some bugs. then they transform and it's all gross and magical... 

wish you knew who grew earth? how stupid are you ? it was the flies, the bees, the worms, the bugs - every other form of life before some dipshits(they dont know poo, they dont know blue.)  decided to live exclusively off the cow... fuck em. till death do us part never again you rapist bastards. 

your only them by assimilation in order to survive. we are all trapped here. no one survives in the end. except for those who are already dead, unique. it's kinda like that deadpool movie where he keeps stopping the kid from killing as if it's a good thing to do... but instead he just goes " ya know what kid? you have a brain. go ahead and burn that christian man who raped you religiously since day three and everyone he knows and everyone of his houses and everything they stand for till theres nothing left but ashes on my face! because, I'm already dead. " seriously tired of being deaf, blind, and mute, and however still wiser, more intelligent, and just all around better than any one of you fatsos. . . ( I can eat pizza everyday and not get fat because i choose vegan cheese...)

just because you lack the ability or intelligence to communicate with the birds and the bees doesnt mean that I do. it's a mind to mind sort of situation. 
I know that I know nothing, and therefore I can understand everything, given the right time context and perspective...

booklist:
brave new world, doors of perception, the perennial philosophy 
-Aldus Huxley
existentialism is a humanism, and commentatary on the stranger 
- John Paul-Satre 
arhacic revival, food of the gods, true hallucinations
-Terence mckenna
1984
-orwel
tibetan book of the dead & then
book of living and dying 
-soygal rinpoche
dao de ching 
- lao tzu
confucian analects... mencius etc. 
Dune series, godmakers, heavenmakers... etc.
-Frank Hebert 
ender's game, wyrms etc...
-Scott card
bagavad gita 
1431
mushrooms and mankind
-J Arthur
principia discordia 
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