The very beginning gives me a flashback of the morning I heard about the news of Luis being not around anymore.  Conveys this emptiness and disbelief and dim despair of what the fuck

Later filling in with more sounds, and this quiet 'signature' of him, this crazy anxious thing vibrating sinusoidally. And then filling in with some warm loving spacious presence sounds. It's so strange. Warm darkness.

And this gentle motiv from 'Never' is so bewildering

Insomniacs Dream (Part One)

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Fantastic Decade

rest in peace, Luis Vasquez
inspired by The Soft Moon - "Never"

Never

I own the drawing on the picture. I do not own the reference photo.

I recorded this piece just before my first gig of the Soft Moon in Gdańsk in February 2016. It was a movie and I burned CD with it and I gave it to Luis Vasquez after the gig at last. I was so ashamed of myself, feeling like a freak fan, so I've never listened to this recording ever again, till his passaway. Now in February 2024, after over 3 weeks of his tragic death, I wanna show this recording to the world. I hope one day, I will become a musician like you, Luis. Please, stay well dear beloved soul. I send you peace and love, wherever you are.

Far Total Decay (The Soft Moon Piano Cover)

This is a Remix of my song "Insomniacs Dream" by the truly terrific artist @skadi. 
You can listen to more of their tracks here:
https://soundcloud.com/user-927689101

Insomniacs Dream (sk4di Remix)

I've tried to express my constant tiredness that is overwhelming most common emotion in my life. But I hear also sad vibes after Niuta our shedog that has been gone 1.5 months now but it still hurts me so badly. I cant cry and feel depressed everyday. I miss her so much. I hope she is fine wherever she is. Im also stressed out and tired because there's gonna be a very big important day in my workplace and Im not even sure what is happening to me. Also I think that people just dont like me and dont wanna be friends with me and its overwhelming too. Well, that's it. Everything is in my music.

Tired and I miss Her (07/03/25)

I dedicate it for three people. My friend who is so far away and thank you for the inspiration for the title and how to start that song. The first melody was your idea not mine even if it was originally but a bit different on the guitar. I still find it so good, loving, and I hope you gonna play it more in the future. Please do it. My second friend, I've been sticking my phone with this song by your head l when you slept days in hosp drugged, and later after being conscious back, you said that heard that song through the sleep. I happily recollect your face when listening to it for the first time without sleeping. It made us feel so happy. And at last, @sk4di - I know you get it. 
You three understand the nuances I crave for in music. I'm happy that you exist, so much. But I'm craving for more people getting it. Looking forward to get to know you and that you like it, a lot. 

Cradling Rain (18/06/24)

This song is about my experience with misophonia, meaning sound oversensitivity. I recorded it because Ive heard annoying sounds through the door, flashbacking me into school kid who everyday over and over was tormented by kitchen sounds at home and not only that. It contributed to my hateful attitude towards humanity, that appears randomly when the sounds are again there. The most frustrating part is that they are invisible. It makes me angry at I dont know what, something very abstract. The feeling is like something is making me insane and my sanity is gone. The world is attacking my nervous system and some people are surprised and dont believe this is true. Some do know. We are not alone in this.

Never

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