finding myself

is this all i am to you?

a disappointment like something unholy
that's what you told me
you don't even know me
a major disgrace 
straight to your savior
that's what you told me
you left me so lonely
he asked bout trauma insulted like a bully
the things he told me 
like i was conscious fully
thats what you did to me 
why cant you accept that
why cant you accept that

unholy

Original audio file i worked with by @azkii1

4 Walls, i want 2 leave my blood on the 3rd 1

prod me, inspired by various uyama hiroto works & [adult swim], artwork by vewn
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just another day on death row
tryna find some solace in the shadows
the view go crazy dumb in the night when ur all alone 
i cant get any sleep
thinkin all about what i have to do 
i can't keep thinking about old news

i cant see what u see when i look at myself
got two left feet but dance with me this is what we do here and now

now i gotta get up and go
but my body won't leave my bed
i take the days as i go 
they pass me by like an echo
now my feet are tryna give out
but i still got places to be
movin on, goin away 
i cant do this today

death row
tryna find some solace in the shadows
the view go crazy dumb in the night when ur all alone 
i cant get any sleep
thinkin all about what i have to do 
i can't keep thinking about old news

downtown state of mind — but i'm walkin somewhere new

you look beautiful, i want to be beautiful

my memory is changing, inside out
newborn leave piles splash around
and im so scared of falling down
muscles tense, i make no sound
if you were as strong as you always said
youd've kept it together, held that thread
you thrash around it, your face red
defenseless ground i dare to tread
i feel my heart drop to the ground
i'm lost out here, detatched, unwound
and my composition is spilling out
fabric tears, structures down
if i'd afforded myself some rest
i could've carved a path through this foggy mess
"take me, be my guest"
"take me, be my guest"

inside out

my bestie immy: https://soundcloud.com/imyzuli

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/43TCH4ytzxZoSu2rExA4Au?si=83q0iXE2QT-qROpRuWdF0Q

mine (prod imyzuli)

we need more coral bench (whos with me?)

instrumental https://soundcloud.com/user-177606669/someone-sample-this-102-bpm

why dont i feel like breathing
getting so hurt for no reason
and i know yeah i know that the pain will go
get upset over things that will come and go
so let go lets go home

you look beautiful, i want to be beautiful

tina

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