Closer

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Wedding Day

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss
its excites me to the point of trembling

Mascara smears when you cries — but you laughs like you knew that would happen
I just like looking at your, even if you is silent and looks away
(that's you)
I like being your accessory, something you can use, throw away, put on again - I don't mind
I adore those black eyes, not because they are dark,
but because pain dissolves so beautifully in them

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss shade tonight
its excites me to the point of trembling

When your voice shatters in whispers,
I want to hold every broken piece in my chest,
let it cut me open, let it bleed out slow,
so you can see how devotion looks when it finally hurts enough.
Your lipstick tastes like rust,
but it burns sweeter than sugar when it cuts across my mouth.
(bleed into me, breathe into me)
I wanna your nails, I wanna your scars
I wanna the bruise where love pretends to hurt
i wanna ur eyes like collapsing stars
i wanna ur all cuz this only be mine

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss shade tonight
its excites me to the point of trembling
hu-uh





mascara  (on spotify)

Back to Me

V1 
And life all just play pretend 
And I believe my dreams are real, still 
Playing over tapes in my mind 
and reality’s the case behind

If life is all just one quest to align  
I’m drawing lines around water lines 
So many other possibilities 
and it all begins to make sense to me 

Ch1
Once I’m in safe arms
I don’t need an alarm
Just let me open 
it's all in my head 
Until you see just what I said 
Slowly unfolding 

V2 
If life is more than just space and time 
Then I guess I’m not falling too far behind 
Too many unknown callers on the line 
And they’re intense with their two cents
When they haven’t even tried
Said we can all play pretend, it just a frame of mind 

Ch2
Once I’m in safe arms
I don’t need an alarm
Just let me open 
It's all in my head 
Until you see just what I said 
Slowly unfolding 

Outro 
Hey, hey
Do you really want to stay here? 
Don’t you know you can play here

Play Pretend

I'm Still Here

LYRICS:

VERSE 1:
I don’t know where we stand anymore
There’s an elephant in the room
We don’t talk about
It’s getting tiring, I’m getting dizzy
With running in circles, all of the time
Back and forth, we go
We made up our mind, to change our minds
All the damn time

PRE CHORUS:
It’s so good, until it isn’t
It’s so hard, to stay away
God I love you, and I hate you
Is it worth the pain?

VERSE 2:
Every time it feels like it’s the time 
Our time is forever
Yet every time we become an everlasting joke to the heavens 
It’s a running joke, the runner up, I can never quite shake the feeling
Cause I’m good for everything, then good for nothing
But I can never quite shake the feeling
We are destined for greatness 

PRE CHORUS:
It’s so good, until it isn’t
It’s so hard, to stay away
God I love you, and I hate you
Is it worth the pain?


CHORUS:
Can’t be together, Can’t be apart
Where does that leave us
Cause we’re just awful at everything 
Together or not
It’s a deadly touch, 
but I can’t stand the thought of not touching you ever again
It’s my downfall 
Youre the bandaid and the hurt 

BRIDGE:
You get the best of me
You get the best of me
You get the best of me 
You get the best of me
You get the best of me
You get the best of me
You always get the best of meeee
Meeee
Meeee (you always get the best of me)
Me

OUTRO:
You get the best out of me
You are the best of me
Until you’re not
Until you don’t 
But you 
Get the best of me
Every damn time
Some day I’ll might
Not let you get the best of me
But that’s not now

BEST OF ME - (a demo)

Ive been keeping to myself 
Thinking that, you’d come around 
I’ve been lying to myself 
Hoping that what we had was real 
& it dawned on me maybe 
You never wanted to know me? 
You would fall in me baby 
Whenever we’re feeling lonely 

& it’s in my head 
It’s not fair 
& now I’m coming down 
From the high of us 
It’s in my head 
It’s not fair 
& now I’m coming down 
From the high of us 


Drink so much we drown 
Was I looking for them in unfamiliar faces? 
In his voice i thought i heard your sound 
Wonder if you’ve fallen for another ones graces? 
In the darkness lately 
I imagine your arms around me 
When the dawn breaks baby - you’re no where to be found 

it’s in my head 
It’s not fair 
now I’m coming down 
Off the high of us 
It’s in my head 
It’s not fair

come down

All my old friends are going down
They all live in the same town
I just keep going around 
Right now I'm in Greece, lived in Miami

Keep on 
Traveling 
I'll keep on 
Running 
From what yet I still don't know 

But within these songs, somewhere it'll be wrote

All my x2 
Old friends 
All my, oh my
Old friends 
Sienna Plantation 
All my x2 
Old friends 

My old friends don't talk to me
That is my choice, don't want to be friendly
Sick and tired of going to sleep with the same mind as everybody

All my x2 
Old friends 
All my, oh my
Old friends 
Sienna Plantation 
All my x2 
Old friends

Sienna Plantation
They all live in 
All my oh my old friends
Sienna Plantation



Hope you love this one as much as I do babes!! Wrote & recorded this my first month in Greece over a beat produced by Dan Darmawan. Honestly, I have no idea where "all my old friends" are & I know for a fact a lot of them did travel from hometown to go to college. Please, nobody take this song personally. I was just writing, and I really love this song. I've been wanting to post it since it finished, so yes had to clip the whole front intro off but wtvr here is a song you almost never heard & it's one of my top favorites so far <3 !!!!!!!!
[P.S. - Whether or not you go to college/ move from your hometown is completely your business! I understand everyone has different circumstances and obligations. It's your life, live it however you do; nobody else's opinion matters more than your own unless you belong behind bars or in an insane asylum. I don't want anyone to ever feel judged by this song because it doesn't shine light on/ reflect people who didn't have another option/ desired something else!]

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