Name: I Hate My Body! I Want To Be A Girl! - GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY (reupload) by 21st Century Schizotypal Man in .sadness.
Duration: 2 min 3 s
Description: gezebelle took this track down and i liked it so i am uploading it so i can listen to it

Why are so many transphobes listening to this song like wtf are you hiding something? It’s okay if you want to be the opposite gender you don’t have to hate yourself lmao.

me but not all the lyrics r relatable 😭😭

@user-85904305 shes cis ur so fucking dumb

i wanna be a girl i wanna be a girl i wanna be a girl

.sadness.

Lyrics and chords:
(Capo 3rd Fret, all chords are written as if there was no capo)
Am-C/G-E
This is the story about a future fall 
When I finally decided to blow my brains into the hall
Clean up the windows and the surrounding wall
I hope and pray to god that I traumatize you all

Got out my phone and pressed record
I said goodbye to all those I adored
The days grow thinner, and I'm so fucking bored
Have fun cleaning my skull out from the floorboards 

I started the stream, and put the gun into frame
Nobody ever joined, nobody even came
I waited for 12 minutes and I looked down in shame
The flash of gun and out went my brain

You're losing everything, and so am I
It would save me just to look into your eyes
I cry alone a night, darkness seeping in
Once you're done using my body, throw it in the garbage bin

I Hope and Pray to God That I Traumatize You All

i am an icon with pollution in my eyes
i am subjected to experimental life
my head is filled with all the things you advertise
the common filth, the lie, the mental hell online

the world is easier to give up all the time
no point in hedonism if you are deprived
live on in agony or go ahead and die
oh, happy apathy, i'm so desensitized

mental hell online (common filth)

Stuffed Animals

2 AM another night
kept awake by fluorescent lights
my slow decay broadcasted live
through snapshots of a cold and empty life

basking in the RGB
while snowfall coats late Autumn Leaves
find my way out eventually
to empty roads and cold concrete

the city streets dont teem with life like they used to
and when we speak we never speak like we used to
please speak like you used to speak to me

theres nothing left but awkward "how have you been"
"see you again sometime"
no one left to partake in gas station drinks
link cable battles while parking lot loitering

Link Cable

I hatemyswof

no, this song isn't about you (demo)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lI0RJJUmkw
production and art by me
photo taken by @chris__lynch

doll [video in description]

production and art by me
photo by @cozyhighdemand

this body means nothing to me

your so lewd (the reatards cover)

MKULTRA Victim (negative xp cover)

The parallel
Between Women and hell
Between Demons ands trucks
Dicks balls penis and cunt
  why do I have to ask
Every single time
Jesus turn water into wine
And tell my daughters she’s a swine
(la la la)
(la la la)
Something rucking bucking fucking
Please give me your number
My phone is like a graveyard full of ghosts
Replace me with a cucumber

Nothings working loving ghosting
You have me so outnumbered
Stupid dumbass motherfucker
Just Replace me with another

Replace me with a cucumber
Replace me with another
Stupid dumbass motherfucker
(la la la)
Nothing is adding up
I thought you were my everything
think I’ve had enough
Because you never meant a thing
I think I've had enough
(ooo)
It's sprite

Cucumber

gezebelle took this track down and i liked it so i am uploading it so i can listen to it

I Hate My Body! I Want To Be A Girl! - GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY (reupload)

notice
me now
i make music on soundcloud
follow me
and like my songs
stream them all day and all night long
follow my twitter too
tell me that i am cool
like all my tweets and reply to me
i have nothing left
i have no girlfriend
filling up the void with the internet

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

wasting all my time
caring more about numbers than real life
feeling like a loser
excited by numbers on computers
my soul has been erroded
5g is corrosive
the internet will fuck u up and ud never know it
real goals have been erased
we wait for the numbers to go up all day

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

numbers on screen go up

i was raised by a place
ive been on since i was eight
or maybe 9, the internet,
sat online, on the world wide web

everything i've ever seen
ever learnt, its from a screen
and who i am today
was influenced by the way
i was raised on the World Wide Web
raised by the Internet

raised by the World Wide Web
don't have any real life friends
mind melted by the internet
World Wide Web

i was raised online
i was raised online
maybe that is why
i came out behind
all the other kids
all cause i had unrestricted
access to the internet

knowledge at my fingertips
and everything that any kid
really shouldn't be seeing when
he's browsing at the age of ten
terrorist beheadings
and anything with death in it
propaganda, fucking goatse
i came out so fucking lonely

raised by the World Wide Web
im anxious with every breath
cause i was raised by the world wide web
World Wide Web

Raised By The World Wide Web

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

a goofy little song i wrote lol i hope you enjoy!

lyrics:
solo part

she is death and she brings fear all while she wears her pink cat ears
shes ready to shoot ready to aim to settle some scores to cross out some names
she keeps a tec-9 tucked in her maid dress and a hi-point under her desk
one day shes gonna kick down those doors and when she does you better hit. the. floor.

solo part

nyaaatural selection
nyaaatural selection 

solo part again

cans of monster and a 20 round mag roll around her hello kitty bag
as she walks the hall up and down under her breath she counts down
the time has come the times today to set things right to make them pay
shes not looking for absolution she just wants her retribution


(the catgirls name is eirca harris)

NYAATURAL SELECTION

Some people call me silly, I say that I am simply misguided.

I Hate My Body! I Want To Be A Girl! - GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY (reupload)

21st Century Schizotypal Man

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