im not a monster

Siagon

Hi peter it's me

You look lonely

You dream big

You have everything here

And I bet they won't just walk by me

Shoya never hangs out with anyone what a loser

I've been mere junkie for half my life, in my own ways I guess: from scrawling pain upon pages, to slurring my words in states, withdrawal for a second time, I said I wouldn't go back to it, this time it's worse, higher doses & far worse inner psychosis, audible scratchings from within the walls, creatures creation, my body is withering & my hope is decaying, my mind is so ill, self-medication is my only way to cope, intoxication is light, finding myself swimming through the vast membranes of syntax, lost in communion with entities, the ambiguous elvish beings, the one who sing the songs of secrets, the eternal nature, & yet, only in those moments does the trauma cease within; for I'm the mutt chasing their own tail to find the end.

Hi peter it's me

BigBack

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