lyrics
:
This song is for me 
To tell myself that's it's OK
Put it on when sky's are grey
Cuz everyday the clouds will rain
-
Holdin on is causing pain
So please don't mind if I complain 
Mental health completely drained
But Bitch don't tell me you relate
-
Yo This song is for you
So tell yourself 
that you'll be straignt
When everybody in your face
And obstacles are in the way
-
Everyone has gone through something
Its bout how You deal with pain
I think you gon be ok 
If you embrace the rainy days
-
Icepack cold
But I'm as hot as the stove
I Never know what to control
Say it ain't so
Cuz when she start grabbing ahold of me
I turned that ho to a home
-
I Fuck up the zone
When I pop out I'm on a roll
They wanna ask me what I know
When I'm moving slow
She tryna ask me what I'm on
Said the cup is gon put me on hold
-
But I dont want to listen
I promised I that would be different
No promises come with commitment
-
Say that im tripping 
Cuz I so fucking distant 
That i don't know where I be livin
-
Unholy Lil bitches 
Tryna eat up my prescriptions 
So I could fuck em in a minute
-
To Hell with these woman
I got love for the digits 
But lovin myself the mission
-
I been off track 
I don't wanna lie to my fans 
But yeah I been struggling with that
Also I relapsed
So I couldn't find a good reason
To tell y'all that I would be back
-
I'm so fuckin sorry
To those I hurt 
But all of my opps 
can get fucked in the ass
I wont give a fuck until the day I dead I
 the dirt until then I'll be smokin my gasss
-
(Ayeeeee
Yeahahh)
This song is for me 
To tell myself that's it's ok
Put it on when sky's are grey
Cuz everyday the clouds will rain
-
Holdin on is causing pain
So please don't mind if I complain 
My Mental health completely drained
But Bitch don't tell me you relate
-
Yo This song is for you
So tell yourself that you'll be straignt
When everybody in your face
And obstacles are in the way
Everyone has gone through something
Its bout how You deal with pain
I think that your gon be ok 
If you embrace the rainy days
-

You gotta tell yo self you got this
You should fight through all yo problems
Ive known people that
Pass way too young
thinking about it makes me nauseous 
 Deep inside 
I don't think that I wanna die 
I just really wanna feel alive
-
And All these drugs 
They Simulate the time
And they Stimulate my mind
Im probably fine 
So why it get harder to find these damn
Reasons why I shouldnt cry
fuck Every night
I staying awake like a vampire
This pill ain't makin me damn tired
-
I got this issue
You asking me if I miss you
Now your in need of some tissues
I can expense you
Bet I can sell out the venue
Now She got pussy on the menu
-
I don't go to sleep 
Never ion even blink
I just popped a bean
And my body start to lean
Double up my cup
Lately I feel like a feind
Got a pretty ring 
and I put it on her pinky
Yeah Weed really stinky 
Then I spark it now I'm reekin
Gotta a shitty feeling 
I won't make it through the season
Plus a demons calling me
I'll find inner peace but I'm sure I've gotta 
Endure I fore I'm completely deceased 
Man yeah yeah
YEAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
-
This song is for me 
To tell myself that's it's ok
Put it on when sky's are grey
Cuz everyday the clouds will rain
Holdin on is causing pain
So please don't mind if I complain 
My Mental health completely drained
But Bitch don't tell me you relate
-
Yo This song is for you
So tell yourself that you'll be straignt
When everyone is in you face
And obstacles are in the way
Everyone has gone through something
Its bout how You deal with pain
I think that your gon be ok 
If you embrace the rainy days

-

SPECIAL THANKS TO

The Producer - @daks9k
Engineering by Oct7

THIS SONG IS FOR ME!

lyrics

Stare at the clock
All day and night long 
Waiting for all of this pain to be gone
Take a hit of the dope 
Easing up on my brain
Take the razor and cut that shit 
Deep in my veins


I need a savior 
But I don't need saving
I'm about to take her 
And hand her to Satan 
Satanic behavior 
Contemplating giving
My life for the greater
To meet my creator

Shit got me thinking 
Maybe I wasn't meant for artist bullshit maybe I'm supposed to fuck up
And go through this 
why didn't I know 
and why am I so clueless
 fuck 

I don't want to do this 
waking up every day feel like a nuisance
I got no energy left for this music 
Skip all the talking 
go straight to the shooting 

up in my veins 
I feel like Cobain 
needles and love from you
They feel the same 
I keep a gun right up under my waist 
not for the opps 
just for my brain 

I don't give a fuck I'll smoke you anyway Rottweiler off the chain 
will rip off your face 
I'm just too faded to care what you say 
I got pounds of the dank 
I put that in the safe 
yeah

Hard-headed
 yeah I'm stubborn as fuck 
I admit it no
 I can't give it up
 love is a drug and
 I'm sobering up because
 I hate the feeling inside of my gut
 
it's black blood in my system 
my broken heart burns with a vengeance I've gotten so far with all these conditions that no one can shake me away 
from the mission

 look
Stitches on picking at 
scars never healing so
 you better give me wraps 
and hurry is coming back
God I hate this feeling 
Ive gotta get rid of that
 
yeah I'm bleeding out fast 
can't you see that I'm dying
I need me an ambulance stat
And a rug or a mat 
when I die you just roll up my body
Throw me in the trash



I feel so beaten
so bruised and so bad 

I can't escape 
and you make me feel trapped 

love is a drug I need me some of that 
I quit the pills and fell into your lap 

but we made a deal that I ain't going back told you it's real all the demons I have 

and when you needed me 
I was breaking my spine 
but when I needed you 
looked at me and you laughed
 
so bitch I'm a snap 
take a look into my eyes 
and your heart will be broken in half
 
fuck out of my path
 any dumb motherfuker 
next in line to get stomped in the grass

 I don't want the cash 
I got the devil inside of me
 I don't need more in my bag 
who wanna lag 
I got some drugs in my pocket
 will take them and never come back

Yeah

Live numb and die fast
 you want me to be honest 
and that's something
You won't ever get past

 you want the truth 
I don't feel safe inside
 when I'm sad
 but with you I feel high
all the time so I guess I'm attached 

everybody knows I'm never sober up
got these issues in my head
 and every day just fucking sucks

Fucked qqqq and using
When I got abused with love
Noqw every night I get confused
When I be mixing different drugs

Yah I was uncertain
Stared wit flirtin
Now I'm on percies

Dj -

I gotta flip the script
I gotta work it 
Show you im gon earn this 

The way I be hurting 
She say that it's perfect
If you want dirt I'll lead you to the serpent
Come fuck with me bitch
You know I'm the merchant
I'm high as speed
 and the thinks it's concerning
 I'm not so sure of it 
I think I need me some more of it 
Pour it in a styrofoam
Now Im Souring again 
I ain't been down in a while
I been flying I'm way past the clouds
In a daze for days 
I trip out 
In space 
On planet XAEN
Alone now
With my thoughts
But maybe somehow 
On the way down
I could figure me out 
That what I think
Everytime I lay down
-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_
RAGE RAGE FUCKING RAGE!!!!!!!!!!!

the original version of this song was called true pain and it was featuring @vibe but after I wrote verse 2 I knew It was history for me. hope you rage

SPECIAL THANKS TO

The Producer - @TwinsProd
and Engineering by Oct7 

DEMON TIME

lyrics
:
Hit me on my phone
Then treat me like a ghost
-
What I ever do to you
I guess I'll never know
-
You were never there for me
When I need you the most
-
I just need your company
When I'm inside my room alone
-
Don't hit me on my phone
Fuck it I don't wanna know 
-
And I don't wanna be your friend
Because you turned me cold
-
I was staying solid
Then you turned heart to stone
-
So never holler at me honestly
I'd rather be alone

-

I will never hurt you baby
I will never leave 
These are lies you fed to me
Cuz you knew I was weak
-
You really drove me crazy
All the weeks I couldn't sleep
-
Drinking bottle after bottle 
Tryna find the remedy
-
Girl tell me why you leave 
Like could we never be
-
I could be your everything
Or I can be your enemy
-
I can buy you diamond rings
-
Just imagine finer things
-
I coulda taken you 
To anywhere you ever wanna see
-
I couldn't stop the misery 
Eating 40 pills a week
Poppin Xanax hoping to erase you
From my memory
-
But It didn't do a thing
Only time I feel at peace 
Now is when I fall asleep
Take this PERC 30
Heal this hurt in me
-
And your gone 
Oh so long
But I'm strong
So I don't need you here
On my arm
-
What I do's
Who I am
So I do what I can
So erase the old tapes 
That repeat in my head
-
Hit me on my phone
Then treat me like a ghost
        What I ever do to you
        I guess I'll never know
You were never there for me
When I need you the most
          I just need your company
          When I'm inside my room alone
Don't hit me on my phone
Fuck it I don't wanna know 
            And I don't wanna be your friend
            Because you turned me cold
I was staying solid
Then you turned heart to stone
            So never holler at me honestly
            I'd rather be alone
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
this song explanation can be broken down into stages. just Invision

(one)
surprise and lust

(two)
excited so confident

(three)
lies hide truth

(four)
greenery is dreaming

(five)
ecstasy and anxiety

(six)
love=drugs

(seven)
young&dumb

(eight)
hearts racing!

(nine)
flannel

(ten)
ghost girl

SPECIAL THANKS TO

The Producer - @5head
and Engineering by Oct7 

Erase The Old Tapes

lyrics

I keep these memories 
In my head
But I'm afraid I will lose them 

They reflect who I truly am
But sometimes Its confusin 

Verse 1

Ive lost everything 
Every single time again

What's the point of working on my life
if its about to end

Wake up in the war 
Inside my heart
I feel it pounding

Souring through the clouds
But I just wanna be grounded

Chorus

🌟And It don't help 
That I'm as high as a mountain

And when ive come down 
I'll Tell the world I've been around it

eyes turn to fountains 
When she told him
He the only one that
She will love when he grows dim


Verse 2 


Bury my body in black burned rose pedals
And then send me away 
Off in the earth and it's settled

I don't wanna go yet
But this hurt I hold its
too much for my shoulders
My bones getting older

But I'm a soldier
So I'll never fold up
I don't think told yuh
That I got soul for em

My feelings a stormin
The rain it keeps pouring 
No umbrella warning 
this time it was horrid

outro

No other thing important
Until I get more of it
Used my heart and tore it 
Then put it in storage
Something I won't forget 
That all black corset 

Marlboro Black ciggerettes
With the lungs to go with

It never helps 
That I don't give a shit about it
My mind melts 
And then I wake up feeling bound in
Peace I can't allow it
My Wings I never found them
And when I come down 
I'll tell the world and fucking shout it

end

Bury my body
 in black burned rose pedals

then send me away 
Off in the earth and it's settled

SPECIAL THANKS TO

The Producer - @deadyami
and Engineering by Oct7 

end.

the only freestyle on this tape maybe idk i be faded ????
 
The Producer - @rx808
Engineering by Oct7

The Interlude (LOST FILES)

lyrics

I ain't looking for trouble
So how'd I find you
All this fuckin pain 
It doubles when I'm around you

Told you I got feelings 
So tell me what Is you tryna do
Hopefully I don't lose myself
Before I find you 
      
Tell me your intentions
Say it ain't malicious
Please don't play no games with me
Or I'ma go ballistic
Told you I would wait for you 
The clock jus keep on ticking 
And I ain't got the time
 to be giving No extension
  
I wanna feel yo love 
And that's truly 
Please don't fuck around
You got me thinking you gon use me

All I have I give to you
But baby don't abuse me
Tell me when you want 
Or you gon fuck around and lose me
  Yeah

 Choose me
Choose love
Baby tell me whachu want 
I been broken hearted way before 
It's hard to give a fuck
Last girl that I had got me crazy 
Goin nuts I gave her everything I had
But it wasn't enough

So fuck up
No trust 
stackin on my own
Lowkey tho cuz I just wanna feel 
Yo heart n soul
If you ain't feelin me 
I'm just prayin that you 
would let me know
 baby I just want you
I ain't fuckin with any hoes
 
Tell you what 
Call my phone 
I aint even hear a buzz
That's 0 missed calls 
Why you treat me like a punk 
Baby I just ball 
Cuz I grew up in the slums
No we ain't shit at all 
So your the only one I want

Baby
I'm fragile
Baby it's a battle 
I be so distant
Cuz I'm smoking In the castle

You know I'm an asshole
Girl you say that often 
But when I'm dead and gone 
Cuz an kiss me in the coffin

If you want it
 Then you got it
I ain't ever stopping until
My body rotting 
Bottle steady Poppin 
But cautious I'm toxic 
You know how we rocking 
Make me one promise
That I won't be forgotten

I ain't looking for trouble
So how'd I find you
All this fuckin pain 
It doubles when I'm around you

Told you I got feelings 
So tell me what Is you tryna do
Hopefully I don't lose myself
Before I find you 
   Tell me your intentions
Say it ain't malicious
Please don't play no games with me
Or I'ma go ballistic
Told you I would wait for you 
The clock jus keep on ticking 
And I ain't got the time
 to be giving No extension
   
 My head all fucked up from the past
Why you promise me forever
When it wasn't gonna last 
Girl you know I got my problems
I got bottles fuck a flask 
Like where the blunt wraps
I jus wanna hit the gas
Like fuck it pedal smash

Goin fast like my heart
Babygirl when your around me
I can feel we're far apart
My feel grounded 
But my head up in the stars
I couldn't find the words 
So I put em in some bars
Anxious in my chest 
Like did you want me from the start

I know you gotta lotta other men
But none of em could ever
Treat you better then can
But this isn't a song for you 
I'm venting off the Hen
I wanna think that I can love 
But I don't think I can 

you just sent a text to me
think you got me twisted
I don't want you for the sex honey
wanna wake up next to you in bed 
Love it When you say you you love me 
When I'm off to get this bread 
Girl you been inside my head 
Did you head the words I said

I ain't looking for trouble
So how'd I find you
All this fuckin pain 
It doubles when I'm around you

Told you I got feelings 
So tell me what Is you tryna do
Hopefully I don't lose myself
Before I find you 
   Tell me your intentions
Say it ain't malicious
Please don't play no games with me
Or I'ma go ballistic
Told you I would wait for you 
The clock jus keep on ticking 
And I ain't got the time
 to be giving No extension

SPECIAL THANKS TO 

THE PRODUCER - @NORIA
The Engineering by Oct7 

anxiety

(prod. carmspace)

this is a song I either can't find the lyrics for, or this was a freestyle. either way here is it♡

Canvas

(prod. Idly Blare)

this song became the concept for the EP.

the song was made in a time where I felt uncomfortable inside my own life and skin. I was constantly struggling with anxiety to the point I was shutting down, cutting people out instead of accepting I needed help. I would wake up at 8am every morning to hit the liquor store and after that I would be in the studio drinking and crying. these 4 songs I felt was worthy of being put in the same tape, since they were made in the same months. I just hope you find what you need if you relate to anything I express.  life constantly changes and there's nothing we can do to make us feel better about that.. all we can do is help ourself to be able to help others. spreading love and positive change is the only way to connect on a real level. all the music I make is a very real side of my life I choose to share in hopes that one of you will be influenced enough to make the same change. I live for this and I love every single one of you earthlings. 💗  

ps. lemme know how it sounds. I mixed all these myself and currently getting better at it. I just enjoy making music. I don't enjoy the other parts as much as I do writing. I just hope this impacts you as much as it has me. 

                                             - Your's Truly, Zane

BadLands

shout out to bro for helping make this a piece of history♡

My voice, oh
my lungs, oh
my head
All fucked up

I can't feel you no baby wish I could now
I remember back then 
When me and you was good now
Now im fucked up on medication 
Now I cannot see your face now 
Ah nah nah 
now im out here making reservations 
Making dates 
now im boutta make a statement 

Bae you used to be my baby 
I won't think of you lately 
Oh but now I don't speak to you daily 
I was thinking writing haze
Lately I don't feel like me

Lately I don't feel like me
And I know you wanna fight me 
Oh now I don't wanna see you

-
SEPTEMBER!
-

hey bae!! 

I can there’s something wrong with you, 
don’t even know what’s going on, 
I don’t have a clue,
no I can’t read ya mind,
can you tell me what’s on ya mind  
no im not like them others guys 
hope you know I always treat you right
always will I 
treat you right
no lies
I can tell you in a mood tonight 
I just wanna have fun this night
baby girl why are you so up tight 
no 
it’s not my fault I had-ah catch a plane catch a flight
yea  yea , 
so many times i tried, 
so many,
so many ,
so many times I done cried 😪
tell me why did you lie? 
was I just another guy?
but it’s cool goodbye…

FreeMySoul (FT. September)

prod. SIMSITTY
SLAUGHTER EVERYTHING 
LYRICS:
U ABOUT TO GET PUNCHED
IN THE MOTHERFUCKING FACE
NEVER GAVE A FUCK 
BOUT CATCHIN A CASE
IMA RUN UP WHERE YOU STAY
AND I PROMISE 
THAT I GOT THE SWITCHBLADE 
ON MY WAIST
MAKE THE BLOOD SPILL 
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK BITCH
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK BITCH 
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK BITCH 
IMA PULL UP 
AND ILL LET THE PUSSY RUN SHIT
BUT AFTER WE TALK SHIT
AINT FINNA WALK BITCH 
HE AINT FINNA WALK 
HE AINT FINNA WALK 
HE AINT FINNA 
HE AINT GONNA BE CHALKED 
ON THE PAVEMENT 
CHALKED IN THE PAVEMENT 
HE AINT GONNA WALK 
HE AIN'T GONNA WALK
HE GON BE CHALKED UP 
IN THE PAVEMENT 

AY AY AY AY AY

SLAUGHTER EVERYTHING 
CAME TO MURDER WHAT YOU MADE
I JUST START THE HOLY FLAME 
XAEN BE FUCKING UP THE GAME
AND NO THIS AIN'T NO GAME
CATCH THIS MOTHERFUCKIN FADE
HOLD UP I SAID WAIT
YOU JUST WENT ANDMADE 
YOUR FIRST MISTAKE BITCH
FUCKIN WITH XAEN 
THATS A COLD CASE
GOING INSANE
EVER EVER SINCE I BEEN A NO NAME
I BEEN STACKIN SEARCHING 
FOR ANOTHER WAY TO MAKE BANK
GETTING CAKE
 DEADLY FATE  
  RUN UP BLADES 
   YOU GON LAY 
     WHERE YOU STAYYYY

GET CHALKED ON THE MOTHERFUCKING
ROADWAY
CHALKED UP 
YELLOW TAPE 
YELLOW TAPE 
GET CHALKED ON THE FUCKING ROADWAY
CHALKED UP 
YELLOWTAPEYELLOWTAPEYELLOWTAPE

CHALKED UP//YELLOW TAPE

prod. Young Elya

lyrics:

swear my existence is a lie
Go to sleep tripping 
Wake up to rewind

and your face
I was really missing 
cuz you remind me 
That I was distant 

From the world hiding 
Barley surviving 
Intrusivley fighting 
I've been starving my mind
Bleed

And I still be hardly alive, please 
say I'm unlikely 

You were the only one 
to see what's inside me
:(
-

WEIGHT 
BURIES ME ALIVE
AND I CAN'T FIND THE LIGHT 

HATE DRAWING MY OUTLINES
FOR WHAT I'VE DONE INSIDE

LATE 
I AM ALWAYS LATE 
I'VE BEEN CAUGHT INSIDE YOUR TIME

trade your lil mind for mine
I just lost my fucking life

shiver

prod. bxxnose
lyrics:

time spent I've wasted 
fuck shit I hate this
everyone mistakes him
guess im on my way then

lonley roads ain't safe when 
a lonley girl in your brain and
yes I like the pain bitch 
I think everybody's a sadist

<3

carve your name in my skin
think of you when your with him
how should I ever know what's real
when I don't know if I could feel

if i ever had a pen 
i would write down something 
they could never understand 
so fuck it
I guess I'll be damned

</3

where are all my friends?
why am I alone?
they say they had me till the end:/
I feel like a ghost.
inside my body once again..
I thought I made ammends...
I just can't stop from caving in....
all these walls coming down.....
I need a hand......

 <☆>

NO ONES AROUND 
IT'S LIKE IM TRAPPED INSIDE 
THE BASEMENT k

WE'RE NOT GONNA CHANGE 
I THINK THAT EVERYONE'S A SADIST

I'M GONNA LOST IT ALL
JUST THE SAME WAY THAT I MADE IT

AND IF I EVER FALL
THAN I BELIEVE I'LL MAKE 
A STATEMENT!!

----

ps
I think everyone's a sadist

SADIST

prod. bxxnose
lyrics:

We're all born to fight 
Live to die
Saw my life flash before my eyes
Not all of us cry alone 
Just die alone 
I wanna be left alone
That's on my soul
×
Now just leave me be 
no call ID
I saw her watching me 
Across the scene
She mocks my energy 
It's plain to see 
It's so insane to me
That she's aiming free
◇
If she lets me in
That's the first mistake she did
And as he walks away from her hand
I can tell that 
she don't want the night to end

¿

BLEED ME DRY 
BLEED ME OUT
TEARS FALL FROM HER EYES 
AND HIT THE GROUND

I CAN'T GET THIS RIGHT 
I DONT KNOW HOW
PLEASE JUST KNOW
I LOVE YOU WHEN I DON'T COME AROUND

NOW HOLD ME CLOSE 
NOW LET ME GO
MY HEART IS COLD
I NEED SOME HOPE
I JUST FUCK IT UP 
ITS ALL I KNOW
YOU JUST WANT MY LOVE
I WANT TO GLOW

FUTILE

prod. IVYPROD 
lyrics:

What is the problem now 
I see the pain in your face. 
You said it's for the better  
But I don't feel the same 

Everything you ever said 
replays like old tapes in my head
So take credit for what you did
My old ways had me so twisted

I'm disgraceful and i'm sick
Of waking up and that's it
I got my Karma when you bit
The hand that fed you 
Ain't that some shit

Take it all back
Take it all back
I want to go back. 
I want to go back

You infected my soul and entity 
my heart aches
whenever you're not missing me 
my mistake


You said i'm a fuck up
And a drunk 
and I will never get it right
But all I think about is you 
When I be dreaming in the night
I wake up crying 
Feel like dying 
Every single fucking time
I don't see myself better
A better me
Without you by my side

My mistake 
Love
For
Enemies 
I won't let
You take 
MY
Energy 

Cravings hit me everytime
When I looked into your eyes
Is this what it feels like to die
I don't wanna die 

TRAGEDY

prod. Bloss.
mix and master : Oct7 / GVRVGE

Fallen Angels II

lyrics

My voice oh
my lungs oh
my head 
All fucked up

I can't feel you no baby wish I could now
I remember back then 
When me and you was good now
Now im fucked up on medication 
Now I cannot see your face now 
Ah nah nah 
now im out here making reservations 
Making dates 
now im boutta make a statement 

Bae you used to be my baby 
I won't think of you lately 
Oh but now I don't speak to you daily 
I was thinking writing haze
Lately I don't feel like me

Lately I don't feel like me
And I know you wanna fight me 
Oh now I don't wanna see you

(SEPTEMBER!)

hey bae!! 

I can there’s something wrong with you, 
don’t even know what’s going on, 
I don’t have a clue,
no I can’t read ya mind,
can you tell me what’s on ya mind  
no im not like them others guys 
hope you know I always treat you right
always will I 
treat you right
no lies
I can tell you in a mood tonight 
I just wanna have fun this night
baby girl why are you so up tight 
no 
it’s not my fault I had-ah catch a plane catch a flight
yea  yea , 
so many times i tried, 
so many,
so many ,
so many times I done cried 😪
tell me why did you lie? 
was I just another guy?
but it’s cool goodbye…

FreeMySoul <sped up> (FT. September)

rest in cash loki
looking 4 producers to help mix me up <3
I'm fully aware it's not the greatest mix but dm me @xaeyen

Loki

First song.. if this goes good I might make more.

Bad Dreams (16) (prod. MISERY)

I fell in love with her.  now idk why im still alive.

Smoke and Cry (prod. TPXIO)

Feeling...(prod. TPXIO)

this song was made about a girl who lied and promised me the world, only to be the world she took away from me. 


go check out @capsctrl on YouTube:)

Long Lost Love (prod. CapsCtrl)

Life Without You, Mama (prod. BrokeBoy x MissedCalls)

Chess feat. Vibe (prod. Caps Ctrl)

Never New (prod. Caps Ctrl)

Chill Pillz Ft. Vibe

Replay The Old Tapes

RedDevils

Starring VIBE & XÆN

(prod.CapsCtrl)
Was I Ever Enough?....


smoke these newports till my heart bleed 

Popular tracks by XAEYEN