lyrics
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This song is for me 
To tell myself that's it's OK
Put it on when sky's are grey
Cuz everyday the clouds will rain
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Holdin on is causing pain
So please don't mind if I complain 
Mental health completely drained
But Bitch don't tell me you relate
-
Yo This song is for you
So tell yourself 
that you'll be straignt
When everybody in your face
And obstacles are in the way
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Everyone has gone through something
Its bout how You deal with pain
I think you gon be ok 
If you embrace the rainy days
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Icepack cold
But I'm as hot as the stove
I Never know what to control
Say it ain't so
Cuz when she start grabbing ahold of me
I turned that ho to a home
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I Fuck up the zone
When I pop out I'm on a roll
They wanna ask me what I know
When I'm moving slow
She tryna ask me what I'm on
Said the cup is gon put me on hold
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But I dont want to listen
I promised I that would be different
No promises come with commitment
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Say that im tripping 
Cuz I so fucking distant 
That i don't know where I be livin
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Unholy Lil bitches 
Tryna eat up my prescriptions 
So I could fuck em in a minute
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To Hell with these woman
I got love for the digits 
But lovin myself the mission
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I been off track 
I don't wanna lie to my fans 
But yeah I been struggling with that
Also I relapsed
So I couldn't find a good reason
To tell y'all that I would be back
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I'm so fuckin sorry
To those I hurt 
But all of my opps 
can get fucked in the ass
I wont give a fuck until the day I dead I
 the dirt until then I'll be smokin my gasss
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(Ayeeeee
Yeahahh)
This song is for me 
To tell myself that's it's ok
Put it on when sky's are grey
Cuz everyday the clouds will rain
-
Holdin on is causing pain
So please don't mind if I complain 
My Mental health completely drained
But Bitch don't tell me you relate
-
Yo This song is for you
So tell yourself that you'll be straignt
When everybody in your face
And obstacles are in the way
Everyone has gone through something
Its bout how You deal with pain
I think that your gon be ok 
If you embrace the rainy days
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You gotta tell yo self you got this
You should fight through all yo problems
Ive known people that
Pass way too young
thinking about it makes me nauseous 
 Deep inside 
I don't think that I wanna die 
I just really wanna feel alive
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And All these drugs 
They Simulate the time
And they Stimulate my mind
Im probably fine 
So why it get harder to find these damn
Reasons why I shouldnt cry
fuck Every night
I staying awake like a vampire
This pill ain't makin me damn tired
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I got this issue
You asking me if I miss you
Now your in need of some tissues
I can expense you
Bet I can sell out the venue
Now She got pussy on the menu
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I don't go to sleep 
Never ion even blink
I just popped a bean
And my body start to lean
Double up my cup
Lately I feel like a feind
Got a pretty ring 
and I put it on her pinky
Yeah Weed really stinky 
Then I spark it now I'm reekin
Gotta a shitty feeling 
I won't make it through the season
Plus a demons calling me
I'll find inner peace but I'm sure I've gotta 
Endure I fore I'm completely deceased 
Man yeah yeah
YEAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
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This song is for me 
To tell myself that's it's ok
Put it on when sky's are grey
Cuz everyday the clouds will rain
Holdin on is causing pain
So please don't mind if I complain 
My Mental health completely drained
But Bitch don't tell me you relate
-
Yo This song is for you
So tell yourself that you'll be straignt
When everyone is in you face
And obstacles are in the way
Everyone has gone through something
Its bout how You deal with pain
I think that your gon be ok 
If you embrace the rainy days

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SPECIAL THANKS TO

The Producer - @daks9k
Engineering by Oct7

THIS SONG IS FOR ME!

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