He showed me this stupid fucking song and left me

Hope in my Future

it's been a long time coming, but here it is, i hope you all like it

chords: Dmin G C C7

lyrics:
i’m happy for you
i’m smiling for you
i’d do anything 
for you for you

it’s always for you
and never or me
i need it to stop 
so let me tell you please

i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely 
but i can’t tell you 
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

how many times
must i keep it inside
i need to let go 
and i swear that i’ve tried

but opening up 
means trusting others
and that’s just too much, 
i don’t want to bother

so i’ll keep it inside 
and bury it deep
i know it’s not healthy 
but you won’t hear a peep

though i’m always sad
and i’m always lonely
i could never tell you
that i’m breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden 
there is no ease

i need it to stop
and i want to be able
to open up but, 
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

something

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feelings are fatal

hey everyone !! im back and alive fortunately
I wrote this song many years ago, I mean when I was literally 12 almost 13 so it wasn’t that long ago I lied
anyway
it’s a song that’s a little hard to explain but im sure yall will get it, its not what I normally post, if no one likes it that’s okay but yeah 
here it is !!
I had a terrible day and music makes me happy so 
ALSO i got a mic and im confused about it, i tried my best but i suck at audio !! 
The beautiful art is done by: https://twitter.com/cattactoe

lyrics:
I know you
And I know you don’t wanna stay with me right now
Follow through
I took more photographs of you 
Than you would ever consciously allow
You think I don’t know about her
Just look at her 
With her bright blue eyes and peppermint smiles
You cant resist
I know her
And I know that she smells like bubblegum and peach
But have you heard
Have you heard I feel like comfort in blankets
And love and safety
What can I do to to change your mind
Just look at her
With her bright blue eyes and peppermint smiles 
Ill never win
She is bright and yellow and bubbly
While ill stay here and disappear like this
I know me and I know I could never try to face the truth
The truth is she 
Shes a lovely girl that gives you lovely company
Ill stay silent and ill wish
That I was anything like her
I wish I had bright blue eyes and peppermint smiles
That you cant resist

thank you for listening !! all criticism good and bad are appreciated !

peppermint smiles

produced and mixed by @barnesblvd
Cover art by Julia Jordan

Ultimately

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Ultimately (Prod. barnes blvd.)

it's all temporary, just hang on it'll become better. 

lyrics:
how does it feel
to feel nothing at all i wonder
i imagine it’s grey
like the world suddenly lost its color

but i’d be lying if i said
i hadn’t wished to feel nothing 
to feel nothing at times

cause feelings are painful
i don’t wanna suffer through 
all those moments without you
when i lost you

anger and sadness 
they’re always there
they’re always pretty rough 
to cope with 

feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart 
i wish i could start again
again

but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it 
yeah i’ll find it

and when i do
i’ll be 
so better for the rest
so much better in my chest
can you feel can you feel 

and when you do 
you’ll be
so happy that you felt
so happy that you dealt with it 
yeah you dealt with it 

feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart 
i wish i could start again
again

but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it 
yeah i’ll find it

and i used to think
that being numb would ease the pain
but i was wrong
i was so wrong

it’s just better to feel 
and know you’re alive
while reminding yourself that it’s temporary
oh it won’t last for long

purchase it here :-)

temporary nothing

Please Never Fall in Love Again

this is just the edited version from my cover without me talking and sipping water in case any of u wanted it fanks!! <3

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