I love you, sweethear-

the what if and what not

This was a recording that I made a couple nights before I planned to kill myself, except I didn’t. And while I’m happy I didn’t, I’m still struggling to accept that things went and are going the way that they are and did. This was after I had set up a plan, and I accepted it. Until I ended up just sleeping off the day like I always did. 

This isn’t pity, this isn’t to attract attention towards myself, this is to show that regardless of how close, (and this being recorded during a very dark/close time) that your life has more worth then what you’re going through now, that everything you’re going through, big or small, will mean nothing once you reach your potential, you’re a beautiful person, you’ve achieved and will still achieve amazing things, you’re life is worth so much then what’s in-front of you, get help if needed, don’t sit back and say things will be fine. Be optimistic, and caring, and loving, and be all those things to yourself. 

Love yourself how I fail to, don’t be me.

apophenia

those fucking maple scented candles

the same

gene cusano’s acting class

kill me

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I love you, sweethear-

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