prod. ilytwelve 
yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around
( i love you )

i dont know what to feel anymore 
stuck in anonymity don't know who i am no more
only took a couple months you walked right out that fucking door
yeah, like what the fuck was it all even for?
if this is how to live then i don't want to live at all
i just wind up all my feelings then i let em go
and it was never for the worst but that's just how it goes 
fuck around to fuck around probably just to feel something more
( i love you )

yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around

and i dont know if i miss you or i miss the thought of love 
im trapped in my consciousness need drugs to get out of touch 
you all diplomatic, im just a manic 
so whose advice do i take if i don't have an answer 
i just spend up all my time in my own mind 
the only friend i got is what i smoke to feel right 
i set the bar high 
a waste of my time 
caught on the deadline, in which im taught to be sure
i struggle finding what's sure 
don't need a hand and not yours 
take revelations it's straining to rip out the sword
i wasn't distant before 
but now i'm distant and more 
my personality inside of me 
it makes me contort 
( i love you ) 

yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around
yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around

fuck!
but i ain't going out sad
do it by myself 
i dont need nobody bad
i remember i was down 
ain't nobody had my back so
now when i go up
ill be up until my body bag yeah.

amenity

( i love you ) 

ima hide my voice 
that’s how ima hide the pain yeah 
remnants of myself they keep 
spilling out the container 
and i can’t contain it yeah 
no i can’t contain it 
and this like the fifth time 
that i realized i don’t know myself 
and even if i did i cant live right 
without your help
if i can’t breathe your air 
then i don’t want it 
been thinking bout the other me 
i fuckin lost em 
and i know i can’t commit to shit 
that’s who i am yeah 
i hyperventilate when nobody’s around yeah 
and nobody’s around 
i’m better in the ground

compulsive.

(Pre chorus)

We were watching the sunset
Right after we undressed
Now I talk to the undead
Chasing those highs till I plummet 
Just wanna know something 

(Hook)

Tell me where you draw the line
Maybe I should apologize 
I know I got way too much pride 
And now you’re really gone this time
Maybe it’s just a calling sign 
I know my soul is so divine 
Float through these spaces in my mind
Feel something ancient intertwined 

Saw it through your eyes 
Your eyes
And maybe I’m horrified 
And I can’t seem to sort this out 
Guess I’ll abort for now

Tell me where you draw the line
Maybe I should apologize 
I know I got way too much pride 
And now you’re really gone this time

(Verse) 

Everything is made up 
Remember every word verbatim 
And you’re the same love 
Weigh me down like anchors 
You think everything’s the way it was
But baby I can’t save ya 
Wish I could erase ya 

And you’re the same love 
Weigh me down like anchors 
You think everything’s the way it was
But baby I can’t save ya 
Wish I could erase ya 

(Pre chorus)

We were watching the sunset
Right after we undressed
Now I talk to the undead
Chasing those highs till I plummet 
Just wanna know something 

(Hook)

Tell me where you draw the line
Maybe I should apologize 
I know I got way too much pride 
And now you’re really gone this time
Maybe it’s just a calling sign 
I know my soul is so divine 
Float through these spaces in my mind
Feel something ancient intertwined 

Saw it through your eyes 
Your eyes
And maybe I’m horrified 
And I can’t seem to sort this out 
Guess I’ll abort for now

Tell me where you draw the line
Maybe I should apologize 
I know I got way too much pride 
And now you’re really gone this time
Maybe it’s just a calling sign 
I know my soul is so divine 
Float through these spaces in my mind 
Feel something ancient intertwined

Calling Sign

zany

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