prod. ilytwelve 
yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around
( i love you )

i dont know what to feel anymore 
stuck in anonymity don't know who i am no more
only took a couple months you walked right out that fucking door
yeah, like what the fuck was it all even for?
if this is how to live then i don't want to live at all
i just wind up all my feelings then i let em go
and it was never for the worst but that's just how it goes 
fuck around to fuck around probably just to feel something more
( i love you )

yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around

and i dont know if i miss you or i miss the thought of love 
im trapped in my consciousness need drugs to get out of touch 
you all diplomatic, im just a manic 
so whose advice do i take if i don't have an answer 
i just spend up all my time in my own mind 
the only friend i got is what i smoke to feel right 
i set the bar high 
a waste of my time 
caught on the deadline, in which im taught to be sure
i struggle finding what's sure 
don't need a hand and not yours 
take revelations it's straining to rip out the sword
i wasn't distant before 
but now i'm distant and more 
my personality inside of me 
it makes me contort 
( i love you ) 

yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around
yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around

fuck!
but i ain't going out sad
do it by myself 
i dont need nobody bad
i remember i was down 
ain't nobody had my back so
now when i go up
ill be up until my body bag yeah.

amenity

( i love you ) 

ima hide my voice 
that’s how ima hide the pain yeah 
remnants of myself they keep 
spilling out the container 
and i can’t contain it yeah 
no i can’t contain it 
and this like the fifth time 
that i realized i don’t know myself 
and even if i did i cant live right 
without your help
if i can’t breathe your air 
then i don’t want it 
been thinking bout the other me 
i fuckin lost em 
and i know i can’t commit to shit 
that’s who i am yeah 
i hyperventilate when nobody’s around yeah 
and nobody’s around 
i’m better in the ground

compulsive.

(Verse 1)

Didn’t know you stoop so low
I get high when I’m solo 
Where the time go I don’t know 
Feeling like I got nobody to call on
I can’t lie in my mind I still see your face 
And I heard your voice callin out my name always talk to your ghost when it visits me a part of my soul in a different space
I taste the poison on your tongue 
Breathin your air corrupts my lungs
When everything feels like it ain’t undone 
At the end of the day I hate what I’ve become 

(Hook)

(Roll up the gas take it straight to the dome
Shit got me feelin real stoned
She say the she love me I know that she don’t
Can’t make a wife outta hoe
 swear that I don’t give a fuck what you on 
 Always be doin the most
I know that she don’t really know what she want
She the devil in human form) 2x

(Verse 2)
And it’s like you posses me 
Fucking with you a death wish
Stayin up I been restless
With these thoughts I’ve been wrestling
Maybe I’m codependent
On these vices restricting the way that I’ve been living
You’d think I know my limits 
Everything ain’t forgiven 
Time and space has been bending
Look up to god he witnessed
As I picked up the remnants 
That you left long ago 
And babe I have to know 
Was I moving way too slow
You always lived life on the go 

(Hook)
(Roll up the gas take it straight to the dome
Shit got me feelin real stoned
She say the she love me I know that she don’t
Can’t make a wife outta hoe
 swear that I don’t give a fuck what you on 
 Always be doin the most
I know that she don’t really know what she want
She the devil in human form) 2x

Devil

zany

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