(Verse 1)
Im so sick I hope that you know you’ve been making me nauseous 
I been tryna find out who I am through the process
Wish I could forget it its still in my subconscious 
Yeah im still haunted yeah

I cant even lie sometimes im stuck inside this strange dimension
Whats inside your mind baby cause you’re so demented 
Do you really want me what’s up with the confliction?
Why are you so defensive?

Even though im not with you I swear that I still fantasize 
Going through some things wish I could tell you but I cant define
All the thoughts replaying in my head I try to analyze 
Cant seem to find a plan that I can devise 
Need the hand of god

Everyday passing I grow colder
I still feel the heat from the flames when my soul burned
Wonder if it would have been different if we were older 
Is this really over? 

(Hook)

Watch as the moon wanes
Through these phases
You’re so abrasive
Rescusitate me

Its okay to hate me
And I guess ill take the blame
But I promise imma maintain
Wish you were someone I could save 

(Bridge)

So you walked out the door 
Dont think theres no recourse
Guess this is my last resort
Fuck all the back and forth

I know im way too much
Do you know how deep it cuts?
Wish I could just feel that rush 
Now I have to adjust

(Verse 2)

Everything feels so on and off
I hate it
Maybe im the one in the wrong 
Well so be it
I guess thats the life that you chose
Well okay then
Nothing left I can do
Guess im destined to lose
I dont think that you know
What you’re doing
Really wish you’d pick up the phone
But its useless
I dont even know you no more
Dont think you know me
Yeah I got bruises 
Know im so foolish

(Pre hook)

(I dont wanna forget it I guess ill take it to my grave
Talk to god  but I dont know if I will reach the heaven gates
I cant really figure out how it is that I met your gaze
I still hear your voice and its so loud yet somehow deafening)2x 

(Hook)

Watch as the moon wanes
Through these phases
You’re so abrasive
Rescusitate me

Its okay to hate me
And I guess ill take the blame
But I promise imma maintain
Wish you were someone I could save

Phases

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